On February 16, 2011, Chiba was ready to return to school. He found out in a chat with Lu Junya a few days ago, and she also bought a ticket for that day, and he didn't want to miss it anymore and wanted to take the train with her. At noon that day, he took a car from Guniao County to Jisha City. In the past, he bought a short-distance ticket for the evening, perhaps because of God's mercy on him, he actually bought a long-distance ticket from Tongxia to Jiangyuanxi. Thinking that there was a chance to meet Lu Junya in the car, I was very happy and happy. So excitedly called Junya.

Xia Qianye: Junya, what is your train number and number?

Chiba wanted to ask for the train number and seat number, so that he could go and find her when the time came, but because he was too happy and excited, he confused the train number and the seat number.

Lv Junya: K9···· Times, what's wrong?

Xia Qianye: It seems that I still haven't caught up, K9... Second, it's just a little bit, your voice is very weak, pay more attention to your body.

Although Chiba's own voice was much weaker than the other party's, he still asked.

On the evening of February 18, 2011, at the beginning of the second semester of his freshman year, Chiba felt that he had a special feeling for Lu Junya, and he felt that it might be a little good, so he was going to send her a text message, and then he would be his "Shilan" again. It means like the stone orchid in the bright moon of the Qin period. After all, he had decided not to fall in love in college before, this was his will, his very strong will.

Xia Qianye's last text message: The restriction is lifted, the transition period is over, is it okay on the train? In front of basically everyone, he has become Shi Lan after changing his name during the holidays, but all along, in front of you, he is still Jianping, and he still likes to tell you so much, Junya, Chiba feels very sorry for you, you are his hard-to-find friend, thank you very much! After sending this text message, he will no longer be Chiba, so let's say goodbye to you here. Shi Lan thank you, what kind of person is she, that is, me, you will see, you are the benefactor of Chiba, the grace of dripping water, when the spring reciprocates, but I am not him.

Xia Qianye's will: I have decided to take the postgraduate examination, and then I will no longer take the doctoral exam, I can't fall in love with anyone for six and a half years, all the people around me are my good friends, no matter in my heart or in front of others, I only do Shi Lan, only use a basic invisible to deal with all tangible things, and delete all the past.

I see that he has always liked to "delete them all" and "say goodbye to himself", in fact, there is a reason for this.

There is an animal called the vulture, which has a beak and a sharp claw. However, as it grows older, its pointed beak grows longer and longer, making it impossible for it to peck at its prey; Thick webbing sprouts grow between its claws, holding them together, making it impossible for it to catch its prey. It is an immutable law that death without food. For it, death seemed like the only way out. However, it has made a choice that will shock humans: it has repeatedly pecked its beak on the hard rock, breaking off long parts until it regains its previous sharpness; The process of pecking the flesh between the paws with their beaks, although the flesh was blurry and shivering with pain, lasted for more than a month, and then they flew proudly in the sky as before.

The process of pain, greatness, rebirth. Isn't life the same?

Similar to the vulture, he wants to deal with a new life with a new attitude. This is also a testimony of his growth, no one can spend his entire life with one idea. Different stages, different daily routines, different goals, and different versions of yourself can be dealt with.

This Saturday,Chiba deleted everything in the space.,Share.、Log、Talk、Related information,Not to mention the comments under the talk.,He plans to log in to QQ for only one hour a week.,Copy all other people's dynamics into TXT,Get the information you need from it.。 Weibo and blogs are no longer applicable. He decided not to add too many emotional factors to the language in text messages and QQ, and to talk as little as possible, answer whatever others ask, clean and neat, and don't say anything that doesn't ask.

At this stage of Shilan, there are three reasons for him to participate in the event: is it what he likes? Is it all I need for my profession and life, i.e. everything I need? Is it important to the class, i.e. how can I help if I go? All three bases are equally important.

There are many other provisions at this stage that will not be repeated.

His will not to fall in love was quite firm, but he was tempted, to be precise, he was encouraged to go bravely, and the person who encouraged him to confess was the person he liked.