Chapter 19: I Have No Heart to Love the Night
A week before the college entrance examination.
"Why hasn't this Mo Ran come to class for a few days? The exam is just a week away! Xi Xiaodi poked Ji Qi.
"I don't know~" Ji Qi was a little worried about it, "I didn't answer the phone for several days." β
"Hehe~ You won't be abandoned, right?" Xi Xiaodi looked at Ji Qi with a smile.
"He dares! Only I can abandon him! Ji Qi raised a smile. After a moment, the smile faded.
After all, she caught a glimpse of the familiar figure at the door, but there was an extra girl next to the figure.
"What? Why did that girl hold Mo Ran's arm? Xi Xiaodi put away the smiling face that he was joking about and stared at the two people at the door of the classroom.
Mo Ran pinched the girl's face, and her eyes were full of doting and love.
Ji Qi stood in place in a daze, looking at him dumbfounded. It wasn't until Mo Ran passed by her that Ji Ji came to her senses. He, don't you even want to give her an explanation?
"Hey~Mo Ran~ Is that girl your sister just now?" Xi Xiaodi rushed up and asked. After all, she knew that Mo Ran didn't have any sisters.
"Girlfriend." Mo Ran didn't look up, only replied lightly. The tone is indifferent, like the black-clothed boy who transferred to another school a year ago.
"You ......" Xi Xiaodi looked at Mo Ran's indifferent expression in surprise. What about Ji Qi? β
"Ji Qi is my girlfriend? I didn't say that. β
"You !!!"
Although Ji Qi didn't walk over, she heard the answer clearly. For some reason, she felt very strange, to say sad, there was, but only a little. Obviously, he once said that he would never change his mind, he only wanted to stay with her alone, and he would plant a courtyard full of acacia trees for her. Exactly, what happened to Mo Ran?
Ji Qi turned his head to look at Mo Ran with an indifferent expression.
Su Qitian couldn't bear it anymore. Obviously, the girl he cherishes so much, how can he be treated like this when he gets it? He was angry, jealous, angry.
Su Qitian dragged Mo Ran out of the classroom, but Mo Ran didn't resist, just silently followed Su Qitian straight towards the school terrace.
"What does that girl have to do with you?"
"I said it, girlfriend."
Seeing Mo Ran's senseless look, Su Qitian clenched his fist and smashed it into Mo Ran's face.
Mo Ran sat quietly on the ground, not planning to fight back, looking at Su Qitian with a smile with blood on the corner of his mouth.
"What are you laughing at?" Su Qitian felt even more incomprehensible.
"What I don't want, you want so much, why don't you take it for yourself now?" Mo Ran looked at Su Qitian with a smile.
Su Qitian was furious, and pulled Mo Ran with two punches, "Are you talking about human words!!??? Do you know how much Ji Qi values you???? How could you hurt her so much???? β
"Hehe~" Mo Ran finally got up, laughed twice, and slammed his fist at Su Qitian, "Then you should cherish her." β
With that, Mo Ran dragged his body and walked out of the school without looking back.
Su Qitian sat on the terrace and smashed his fist to the ground in anger.
Ji Qi silently dialed the phone, over and over again, but Mo Ran didn't answer.
Why are you going to break me off completely?
A wry smile appeared at the corner of Ji Qi's mouth.
For two days in a row, Mo Ran would bring a different girl to appear at the door of the classroom every day, with an intimate demeanor and an indifferent expression.
Ji Qi finally couldn't bear it anymore and stopped Mo Ran in the corridor.
"Why don't you answer my phone?" Ji Qi looked at the boy in front of him who was getting stranger and stranger.
"Why do you want to pick it up?"
"What is your relationship with them?"
"It's all said, girlfriend."
"One every day?"
"Yes. Do you see me clearly? It's just that you, Ji Ji, I've been playing for a little longer. A disdainful smile tugged at the corner of Mo Ran's mouth.
"Play?" Ji Qi couldn't believe his ears.
"Don't come to me again." Mo Ran glanced at Ji Qi indifferently, "After all, if you eat chewed gum again, it will only be disgusting." β
Ji Qi's feet froze in place as if they were frozen, and his eyes were a little red. But she really couldn't cry, she always told herself that the reason why he hurt her so much must be his troubles.
"Mo Ran!" Ji Qi shouted at the back of Mo Ran leaving, "I believe in you!" β
I don't know if it's Ji Qi's illusion, or the tears that are strained in his eyes gradually blurred his vision. She saw that Mo Ran's back seemed to vibrate.
On this day, Ji Qi almost didn't pay attention to the class, and she didn't even react at all when the teacher punished her to stand up.
The gossip in the school spread even faster, so much so that it reached the ears of all teachers.
Ji Qi was inevitably called to the office by the old class.
The angry expression of the old class was something Ji Qi had never seen before.
"I don't think you want to go to college!!" The old class slapped the table.
Ji Qi was absent-minded, and was frightened by such a slap and roar, and unprecedented grievances swept in from all directions.
"Teacher, is it so important to go to college?"
"To put it mildly, when can't you talk about falling in love, you have to be at this juncture? Look what you've become now! β
"Teacher," Ji Qi's tears finally burst out, "But if you miss it, you will miss it forever, just like you, isn't it?" β
"You ......" The old class seemed to be a little surprised, and when he saw Ji Qi's sad appearance, his eyes gradually drifted into the distance.
"I'm so uncomfortable right now. I've heard before that you've been single because you're waiting for someone. I also laughed at you privately...... But I understand now that losing someone can really break people's hearts. I felt like my heart was about to be hollowed out...... Teacher, what do you say I should do? After Ji Qi finished speaking, tears were already on his cheeks.
"Ji Ji..."The old class wanted to continue to teach her, but looking at her appearance, like herself more than ten years ago, she felt a little empathetic.
The old class got up and handed the paper to Ji Qi, "Why can't you get it?" Because you're not strong enough. The teacher believes that you will handle these private matters well before the college entrance examination and play your due level. β
Where did Ji Yang listen to any big truth, he just nodded, wiped his tears and walked out of the office, and walked back to the classroom in the eyes of everyone's ridicule and sympathy.
OOOOOO
Ji Qi slowly opened his eyes, only to feel that his eyelids were very heavy, and his head hurt so much that he was about to burst.
Several pairs of eyes were anxiously looking at Ji Qi on the hospital bed.
"IβWhat's wrong with me?" Ji Qi asked weakly.
"You had a high fever last night," Yao Man handed Ji Qi a glass of boiled water, and then looked at Xi Xiaodi and Su Qitian, "You two go back to class quickly, the college entrance examination is going to be taken soon, and there will be no delay for a day, Ji Qi will be taken care of by me." β
Xi Xiaodi and Su Qitian didn't seem to have any intention of leaving. They know very well that Ji Qisheng's serious illness is not due to his body. It's her heart, which can't bear such a hurt.
Ji Qi barely squeezed out a smile, "You two go back quickly, I'm fine~Don't worry~"
Xi Xiaodi couldn't hold back his tears, and simply dragged Su Qitian towards the outside of the ward, "Then we will go back to class, you have a good rest, I will come over to make up for you later." β
"Does your head still hurt?" Yao Man stroked Ji Qi's forehead.
"It doesn't hurt," Ji Qi's pale lips raised, "I still want to sleep for a while, don't worry." β
"Okay, I'll go out and buy you some food."
Ji Qi nodded obediently, Yao Man took the water cup in Ji Qi's hand and put it away, and tucked the quilt for her before leaving with confidence.
Ji Qi really felt that his eyelids were very heavy, and after only a few minutes, he fell asleep again.
In a daze, she felt a sudden chill on her lips.
This coolness, even Ji Qi, who was in his sleep, felt so familiar that it was not good.
Ji Qi suddenly opened his eyes, but he looked at Shang Moran's shaking eyes.
Mo Ran didn't seem to expect Ji Qi to wake up, so he quickly got up and ran out of the ward in a panic.
"Mo Dye!!! You give me back!!!! β
Ji Qi shouted, but Mo Ran still didn't stop until the figure disappeared at the door of the ward.
Ji Qi's eyes were red, she really couldn't understand. She was afraid of pain since she was a child, so she pulled out the needle in her hand and chased after Mo Ran.
Outside the door of the obstetrics and gynecology department, Mo Ran was holding a very beautiful girl, and the girl's face was full of happy and satisfied smiles.
Ji Qi stood stupidly in the distance, with bright red blood beads dripping on his hands.
But Ji Qi didn't give up after all, and it wasn't until the two people in the distance left with a smile that Ji Qi moved his heavy steps and walked towards the obstetrics and gynecology department.
"Doctor, is that girl pregnant?" Ji Qi asked.
"Yes~" The doctor smiled, "It's been three months!" How? Do you know each other? β
"Thank you, doctor."
Ji Qi turned around with a smile and wiped the tears on his face with the back of his hand.
At this moment, she could no longer make any excuses for Mo Ran.
She could no longer persuade herself to forgive him.
She told herself that she really should die.
"Ji Qi!" Yao Man rushed over from a distance, "What are you doing!" β
"Mom~" Ji Qi smiled, "I'm sorry." β
"Silly boy? It's okay to say what I'm sorry about? Yao Man glanced at Ji Ji's bleeding hand again, "Look at you!" What a result! Go back to the ward and lie down. β
"Hmm!" Ji Qi nodded hard! "What did you bring me to eat?"
"Your favorite winter melon pork rib soup."
"It's better to be a mother."
It's still best to be a mother. Ji Qi thought.
Ji Qi lay on the bed and looked at the wall outside the window through the window all day, and the wry smile on the corner of his mouth gradually turned indifferent.
"Ji Qi~"
Xi Xiaodi was also absent-minded when she sat in the classroom this day, and as soon as the school bell rang, she pulled Su Qitian and rushed towards the hospital.
"You're here?" Ji Qi smiled sweetly at the two.
"You ......" Xi Xiaodi's smile at Ji Qi was obviously unexpected, and when he left in the morning, Ji Qi was still full of sadness.
"What's wrong with me?" Ji Qi smiled and took Xi Xiaodi's hand, "I, Ji Qi, can afford to take it and put it down." After a day in this ward, I figured out everything. β
"It's good to figure it out, it's good to figure it out!" Su Qitian nodded repeatedly. What he is most afraid of is that Ji Qi is stuffy in his heart, and after a long time, he has a heart problem. But while Su Qitian nodded and said yes, he also knew that this was just a lie that Ji Qi had comforted them. Fortunately, Ji Ji didn't slump as he thought, it's always good.
"That's the best," Xi Xiaodi seemed to see through Ji Qi's hidden thoughts, "No matter what, the college entrance examination will be the day after tomorrow, and you still have a fever......
"Don't worry~ I have a fever that is better than you!"
"You can still talk to me poorly, it's good~" Xi Xiaodi pretended to nod, "Then I'll see what results you can get in the exam." β
"Wait to impress me."
OOOOOO
On the day of the college entrance examination, although Ji Qi went to the battlefield with illness, it was also thanks to Su Qitian's glucose.
Because he was worried that Ji Qi would be physically exhausted, Su Qitian risked missing the exam and sent her a piece of glucose. It's strange to say, Ji Qi suddenly felt dizzy before the exam, this glucose is really a coincidence.
Ji Qi seemed to be really relieved on the day of the exam, and he played for a long time. Su Qitian always smiled and said that thanks to his glucose.
Originally, the three of them agreed to agree on the mathematics department of Fudan University, but Ji Qi completely changed his mind on the evening of the end of the college entrance examination.
Su Qitian and Ji Qi also followed Ji Qi into the Qingzhou Criminal Police Academy as a matter of course, Su Qitian and Ji Qi learned the reconnaissance, and Xi Xiaodi learned the forensic medicine.
Ji Qi didn't know the reason why she chose the police academy, maybe it was because she witnessed the tragic murder, maybe she saw the helplessness and fear of the victim in court, maybe she couldn't keep the 17-year-old teenager who made her heart beat when she cried at the airport, or maybe she really couldn't bear to be in a small city full of stories like Qingzhou......