"Since you want to know, I'll tell you about it. But let's talk about it, you are not allowed to talk nonsense about the two of us outside. ”

Chen Cuicui is her best friend.

Since she wants to know, just say it.

"I promise, I swear, what you are about to say, I will never reveal half a word to the second person."

As soon as Chen Cuicui heard that Chen Anxia was about to speak, she immediately came to her spirit, stretched out her right hand, and immediately swore an oath.

Seeing her like this, Chen Anxia shook her head helplessly and smiled at her.

"Chen Yao likes me, I know it. It's nice to be honest......"

Chen Anxia opened her mouth and said as she recalled the impression Chen Yao had left on her.

"Then you mean you like him."

"Can you please not interrupt me, let me finish my sentence, and then you can express your opinion."

As soon as the words were spoken, Chen Cuicui asked anxiously.

Chen Anxia scolded her and wanted to continue, but she didn't know where to mention it, "It's all your fault, I don't know how to tell you." Forget it, I'll just tell you the result. I also like him a little bit, but it's impossible between the two of us. ”

No way.

"Why?"

Chen Cuicui looked at Chen Anxia's lowered eyes, the side face hidden in the night, and asked suspiciously.

Since I like him a little bit, how nice it would be to marry him.

"I don't know why, I can't explain it to you, I always feel that we are not suitable to live together for a long time."

Her soul comes from modern times, and she can't fit into the local dogma of male superiority and inferiority of women, and husband as wife.

If you really marry Chen Yao, it will be nothing in the early stage.

The more time passes, the clearer the gap between them will become.

When the time comes, contradictions will inevitably erupt.

Once the contradiction broke out, it would be fine if Chen Yao liked her at that time, if she didn't like it and got tired of it, then her life would inevitably be in dire straits.

So it's just that she doesn't get married in the future, if she does, she will definitely be able to find someone who can fully tolerate her.

Just like Lin Daiyu in the Dream of Red Mansions, she hopes to meet a man like Jia Baoyu who understands Lin Daiyu.

So that they will have a common language and never get tired of it!

Chen Cuicui heard Chen Anxia say that she couldn't explain, so she didn't ask again, bowed her head slightly, and said lightly: "Since you can't explain, then don't explain." As your good sister, no matter what choice you make, I will support you. ”

"It's just a pity for Chen Yao."

Although Chen Cuicui has not had much contact with Chen Yao, he can also see that he is a good man.

But Xia Xia doesn't like him, and if he knows about it at that time, it will be more sad.

"He's going to meet someone better than me."

Facing a relationship that she couldn't accept, Chen Anxia knew that this was a kind of harm to Chen Yao, but a word of affection could not be forced.

With a light sigh, Chen Anxia followed Chen Cuicui and walked forward.

When she reached the corner, Chen Anxia stopped and turned her head to look in the direction where she and Chen Cuicui had just walked.

"Xia Xia, what's wrong with you?"

Chen Anxia suddenly stopped, and Chen Cuicui, who was carrying her, almost didn't fall.

When she stood firm, she was stunned, turned her head to look at Chen Anxia, who was suddenly depressed, and asked carefully.

It's good, but suddenly what's going on?

[Some feelings are not just liked, and there are many practical issues to consider. 】