I don't want to use things like I'm not a professional writer, busy with work, and stressful life to explain my frequent interruptions and small updates.

It's just that I was deeply troubled by the pain of many hours in my body

Low back pain and knee cartilage injuries have particularly affected my life and work

Once you sit for a long time, you will feel pain after standing for a long time

They are often confined to a small bedroom and spend the day on their phones and books

I've been sensitive since I was a child, and I know very well that no one really cares about this

Your colleagues, leaders, friends and classmates around you, and even relatives who love you may not really understand

The reason why empathy or empathy is often on people's lips is precisely because it is difficult for everyone to do it

In fact, there was no such book "The Evil God in the Infinite World" before, and there would be no Luo Shen, the Zhengtai evil god

Originally, my original purpose in applying for this account was that I didn't want to face the countless and countless failed works I had written in the past

Although there are a lot of good memories for me in it

Even though the clumsy writing in it is also the condensation of my sweat and pain

But this year, I really want to leave the past behind [start over]

From this year, from this month, from today, from this time, from now, from zero

Despite the fact that I know that what I write today, what I do today, and most of what I communicate with people today will eventually become the new things I want to leave behind

The existence of this book is a complete coincidence, in fact, if the submission of the book "God of Culture of the Republic of China" that I originally applied for was not a strange one that hung up three or four times in a row, I am afraid that what I am facing everyone at this time is a book that crosses the theme of the Republic of China, and the protagonist writes novels, makes movies, draws comics, and releases records

Maybe it's the heavens...... Didn't I write such a book at a time when I didn't know anything about the history of the Republic of China.

But I don't know if I'll ever have the opportunity to write such a book in the future, because the future is infinitely unknown and speculative, and it's so unpredictable.

It's just that when I was a child, I was so lonely, and I liked to read books and immerse myself in my fantasies all day long, and I didn't know when I fell in love with "storytelling" as a kind of entertainment.

I used to make it my dream

It's just that now, I have clearly discovered the shackles and ceilings of my talents, and I am neither a genius nor a hard-working genius like Li Luo and Maitkai in the Hokage.

I'm just a mortal with no talent and no courage to throw myself into a meat grinder......

If I could have covered 1.7 meters on the ground every time I failed, I would have beaten Yoremi by now

Na......

Isn't it boring?

There are more than 6,800 collections here, and more people will browse them in the future, but there will be no one in ten people who will see it, one in ten people who will understand it, one in a thousand people who will care about it, and one in ten thousand people who will remember it at all...... It's not interesting!

Life is lonely, and so is death

I have understood, and I do not ask for extravagance

It's just that......

Although I no longer have the luxury of becoming a writer as I did when I was a teenager, I will not regard people like Kraft or Keigo Higashino or Tianxia Ba Sing as a goal to catch up, and I dare not expect that my pen can really write a [real work] that satisfies me

But......

If it were just a hobby in a boring and dull life, I would still be willing to do it after a tiring day sitting on a stool with my painful lumbar spine up, enduring pain, fatigue, heat or cold, staying up late and the damage to my body after fatigue at the limit.

Complete a work

Again

Again

I know...... These words are insignificant and will eventually be drowned in the torrent of this human information age.

Like the sand of the Ganges, how can it be noticed by others?

You, in front of the computer or with your phone, will eventually forget that this work is neither a classic, nor can it really shake your heart, such a web novel is insignificant in your life, like the dust that you saw when you were a child lying on the ground and illuminated by the sun.

Just like I do with the world

so~ I'm still willing to accept everyone's urgings, complaints, criticisms or evaluations, all opinions on the work itself, although I can't reply to you in the comments, but I do read every one carefully. In fact, the opinions of some book friends have also had a certain impact on the work itself, if the original appearance of this "Evil God" may be ten times more irregular than the current darkness and chaos, the current effect is already the result of compromise...... What do you think?

Because of my body, I don't know what tomorrow will bring, and I can't promise much

But at the very least, finish the book and write it to the best of my ability – I'll do my best, whether I can sign a contract or not, whether I have an income or not, whether anyone likes me or not.

Recommend a song "I Used to Want to Die" by Hiroshi Akita