Chapter 153: Bright Starry Sky - Thirty-Nine

Unlike the other chapters, this article is written by Chiba in the first person by himself and Kashika.

"Bright Starry Sky, Prayer and Blessing • 39"

Capricorn is a contradiction made of extremes, and no other sign has ever struggled so often and painfully with the question of whether to be a good person or a bad person as they are, on the one hand, they fervently hope that they can turn into a warm spring and rejuvenate all things, and on the other hand, they will frantically hope that they can become a three-foot ice freeze the world. But for this winter-born population, the pursuit of warmth is so persistent, so in the end, he always jumps back and actively cultivates his spring-like bright quality, and the pleasure brought to them by being a good person seems to be easier for them to feel intoxicated. They don't want to get caught up in any negative dark emotions relative to their own feelings. But at the same time, I don't think there's anything wrong with being a bad person.

Generally speaking, when they are children, they are the most well-behaved and annoying baby, and young Capricorns are always easy to appear withdrawn and unsociable, and the older Capricorns are, the more comfortable they are in society, and when they are old, they tend to become rare representatives of kindness and tolerance (although this tolerance and kindness come so much like the thoughtfulness of the imperial power, although people feel warm but dare not approach presumptuousness when facing them). Although they devote their lives to the harmony of moderation and yearn for any bright temperament, this deep-rooted extreme is always easy to lose control, making them feel inexplicably unhappy in society. The extreme of Capricorn is a state of contradiction, very much love and hate, always jumping at both ends, and can't find the middle equilibrium, so Capricorn will also be confused about their emotions, so they show as much indifference as ever in this state of mind of fierce impact, otherwise he has no way to think, "What are you thinking?" Which side are you on? In this disguise of indifference, Capricorn is sorting out his various contradictory emotions and thoughts over and over again, and this has become a deep consideration in the eyes of the world. Presumably, Capricorn sometimes envy Scorpio and the scales: one has a direction for love and hate (either love or hate), and the love and hate of the other are completely reconciled (there is no favorite and no most hate).

You have to let the Capricorn around you analyze a person's strengths and weaknesses, if he wants to say, then you will find that this person's strengths and weaknesses are all hidden, and you find that he may analyze other people's words and actions, and also use his sixth sense. While admiring Capricorn's amazing ability to analyze others, you secretly break out in a cold sweat, thinking that Capricorn analyzes others like this?! It's a bit of a scheming feeling. If he doesn't want to say it, you will find that he seems to be indifferent to everyone, indifferent to everything, and if he is in a high mood, you may see two other images: maybe very mean, maybe very apnoying. Capricorn is a very sensitive sign, he can see through a small thing, and he also knows very well what is good and what is suitable for society, at the same time, Capricorn is an extremely self-doubting sign, when others reveal a good temperament, he will immediately discard his analysis of other people's shortcomings, so speaking of which, Capricorn is actually easy to be deceived and easily hurt. Because they are naturally sensitive, it is easy to perceive that they have been deceived, and this is when their extreme personality comes into play again: when they see others showing their good side, their trust in others is absolute and unmixed; And when they find out, even if it's a trivial deception, they will never trust it again.

Very few people associate with others from absolute trust, but Capricorn is. It doesn't sound like the work of a Capricorn who analyzes human nature so thoroughly every day, but it's true. Capricorn has always easily defined a stranger as a good person who has never been in contact with before, and he will believe what others say. And once they have established a good impression of others, it is difficult to erase. It is very easy to be moved, and the most impulsive to repay the favor: if you help him unconditionally, he may be quiet on the surface, but secretly want to take care of you for the rest of your life. They always take their responsibilities too seriously, and once they help, they are desperate to do their best and do their best, and they can't tolerate others being a little dissatisfied. So even though it is difficult to ask them to do something, once you say yes, let go of a hundred and twenty hearts!

This is like a saint from a paradise. But he wasn't. He's just used to self-harm! The extreme character of everything is his fatal wound, and they must live at least until they are 50 years old to learn that "when dealing with others, we should go from doubt to trust, and do not pursue absolutes too much", and they only occasionally use it. Although they took it out when they were only ten years old, they often admonished others. Their trust comes too simply, their love comes too pure, and their payment is too precious. Because of this, their eyes began to be extremely sharp and cautious. A little betrayal and deception could not escape those blazing eyes, and they saw it in their eyes, feeling overwhelming disappointment, blow and shock, and criticized all human nature. It's obviously an inconsequential trivial matter, but they stab them hard in their hearts. They won't say anything, but they begin to wonder if their efforts are worth it. But he is so easy to forgive, the real kind of forgiveness, all the hurt is like forgetting. Then, one more thing, another stab in my heart, and then forgive. Once they decide to give emotion, it is always too turbulent and often easy to let go. And then, one thing after another, and one knife after another... (As for how many times he can withstand hurt, it depends on how long your relationship has been cultivated and how deep it is) Finally, one time, all his wounds burst together, and all his memories of hurt suddenly came back to life - and before that, his dedication to you was uncompromised, although he was always trapped in a love-hate contradiction for you - he had no feelings for you at all, even if it was not a break, he only had to deal with it, and his heart was completely frozen with indifference. He feels humiliated, used, fooled, deceived, and all emotions will cease to exist, and the feelings you once had will disappear, and he will be tired of thinking of you. Many people who have finally reached this state with Capricorn are often very strange: why did he endure so many things and didn't say anything, but in the end, he was suddenly so ruthless in a small matter? Capricorn won't tell you that he was the camel crushed by the last straw, and he was probably silent at the end, because he no longer felt the point of saying anything, that there was no room for change in what was decided, and that there was no need to explain it to someone with whom he no longer had a relationship.

Don't hurt Capricorn, that's my advice. They can't withstand a little deception and betrayal, if you can be honest with him and give sincerely, he can hand over his soul to you for safekeeping, he is fearless in the sea of swords and fires, and he is definitely the most worthy friend. People who say that Capricorn is indifferent and selfish, actually, etc., etc., please recall, don't let go of a little detail, have you ever been indifferent to Capricorn, more selfish, and more realistically? As long as you have this thought, don't complain anymore, your actions, eyes, words and expressions have already made them see clearly. They've already vetoed you in their hearts for someone who doesn't really want to treat him. You don't deserve to give them 100 percent emotion. And to divide feelings into parts, he never will. So Capricorn may become sophisticated, but it will not be able to be tactful for the rest of his life.