Chapter 900: Chang Yan, Go Home
After Qi Chang was buried, Zhao Chengxun suddenly asked Xu Muzhou to resign.
Xu Muzhou was not surprised that he would make such a move.
In fact, after Qi Chang's death, Xu Muzhou also saw a little bit that Zhao Chengxun's feelings for Qi Chang were very complicated.
Even, if it weren't for Qi Chang dying for him, I am afraid that until he died, Zhao Chengxun would not have discovered the deep part of his heart that buried the little affection for Qi Chang.
Xu Muzhou did not stay.
After Zhao Chengxun left southern Xinjiang, he went to southern Yunnan, Jiang Shenhan and Song Mi'er were in love, and the years were quiet, and he was very happy for their family.
His sister Zhao Tong, married in the imperial capital a few years ago, married not a big family, but her in-laws are kind and loving, her husband is considerate and motivated, she was her old classmate, the husband and wife get along very well, his brother-in-law, treat Zhao Tong very carefully, and soon after marriage, Zhao Tong is pregnant, her husband's family is happy, and she takes care of her more and more carefully.
Zhao Chengxun didn't go back to see Zhao Tong, but just asked Xu Muzhou, if he had time, please take care of his sister, Xu Muzhou naturally responded.
After Zhao Chengxun left southern Yunnan, his whereabouts have not been traced.
Some people say that he is his home all over the world, and he lives very freely.
Some people also say that he has actually lived in seclusion in southern Yunnan all along, and has lived incognito next to Qi Chang's grave for decades.
"Chengxun, have you ever thought about the days after you get old?"
The man didn't wait for him to answer, but said with a yearning smile: "I hope that when I am old, I will live in a place with mountains and rivers, and go fishing with you during the day, and when the sun goes down, we will carry the fish we caught home, and stew a pot of delicious fish soup, and the fresh tongue will be swallowed."
"By then, I'll be a gray-haired old man, and you're old too, and if you want to toss me, you won't be able to toss anymore, and it's good that the two of us old men depend on each other for their lives, isn't it?"
What did he say to him at the time, he remembered, it was as if he had kicked him, and told him to stop dreaming and get out of here.
Was there disappointment in his eyes at that time? I guess there is.
But it doesn't matter, Qi Chang.
The man who sat by the river fishing, with silver frost on his sideburns, caught a fish, and touched the thumb-sized jade bottle hanging from his heart.
When it was dusk, he packed up his fishing gear, carried a small bucket, and walked home.
"Home, long."
His steps were a little faltering, and there was a faint smile on his face, and the setting sun dragged his figure for a long, long time, but it was so lonely.
The clouds on the horizon burned like fire, and they were red.
He killed the fish and stewed a large pot of soup, which was bubbling and fragrant.
He looked at the fish soup, but he thought in his heart that what he said was not wrong, the two old men depended on each other, which was really good.
It's just that now, time flies like a white horse, and he is alone, but he is slowly getting used to it.
The fat cat was gnawing on fish bones, and it was completely dark.
He was lying on the bed, the jade bottle was lying on his pillow, and as usual, he reached out and touched the jade bottle, "Long, sleep." ”
Day after day, year after year, time passed slowly.
Si Xing felt that this winter in the imperial capital was too cold and too cold.
It was even a little colder than that year, when the Pei family turmoil occupied the imperial capital, the entire imperial capital fell, and countless people fell into dire straits.
She was born and raised in southern Yunnan, and she really didn't like the four-season climate of the imperial capital.
Especially in winter, it is better for people who are cold to stay in their rooms all day and night and not go out even half a step.
But for Sixing, the severe cold weather is not the biggest torture, and her marriage to Miyazawa made her feel the chill to the bone several times.
Si Xing didn't care about Miyazawa's physical disability, and even when she married him, she really thought that it would not be too bad for the two of them to spend their lives with each other like this.
But Miyazawa's temperament is getting gloomy and terrible day by day.
Si Xing is not a virgin, she also gave Miyazawa a chance, but it was just a man who was not strong between the sheets, and it has always been too hard to hit his self-esteem.
Miyazawa showed no signs of getting better, but was becoming more and more frightening.
Si Xing didn't plan to use her whole life to influence Miyazawa, what she should have done had already been done, even if it was atonement, it was enough.
And Miyazawa can figure it out, which is undoubtedly a good thing.
If two people are only tortured by each other when they are together, it is a good thing that they can break up peacefully and say goodbye as friends.
Tonight is Miyazawa's birthday, and after tonight, they will no longer be husband and wife.
This is also Miyazawa's last small request.
Si Xing didn't think this request was too much, and even, if she accompanied Miyazawa to spend a good birthday, she could get the two of them together and disperse, Si Xing felt that God already favored her.
Si Xing changed into a pure white long skirt and put on a light makeup.
Now she and Miyazawa are in a state of separation, and Miyazawa's birthday party is located in the small building where he now lives alone.
Si Xing cleaned up and went downstairs, the maid brought the fox fur over and put it on her, Si Xing grabbed the handbag, glanced at the snowflakes flying outside, frowned and complained softly: "It's so cold." ”
"Madam, I'll hold an umbrella for you."
Si Xing nodded, the servant pushed open the door, a cold wind mixed with snowflakes flew in, Si Xing shivered, and hurriedly wrapped the fox fur on his body.
Miyazawa sat in a wheelchair, outside the huge floor-to-ceiling window, the snowflakes gradually fell densely, the servants were busy in the kitchen in an orderly manner, and the voice of the old lady Miyaya would sound a little harshly from time to time.
Miyazawa held on to the armrest of his wheelchair, bored and irritable.
"Why hasn't she come here yet?"
The old lady came over and complained to her son dissatisfied.
"You'd better go back first, you're here, I'm afraid she won't stay for two minutes and will have to leave, and all plans will have to be ruined by then."
Mrs. Gong snorted dissatisfiedly: "She won't be proud for a few days, I want to see, when she is slept with and her belly is bigger, how can she still have the face to put up a fight in front of my mother-in-law." ”
"You go back first!"
Miyazawa only felt harsh when he heard this, although he himself agreed to this matter, but Si Xing is the woman he likes, thinking of the woman he likes, but he wants to cheapen his cousin who is not a bastard who has no learning and no skills, how can Miyazawa be happy in his heart.
I can't touch it, but I have to watch others sleep with her, Miyazawa feels angry when I think about it.
"Aze, aren't you happy in your heart? Think about it, if you endure this breath, we will have a better life in the future."