Then I can be kind to her openly and give her all the things she thinks of, instead of every time I see other boys being courteous to her, I can only stand and watch dryly on the side, but I can't do anything, not to mention that at that time, I haven't officially broken up with her, I am still her boyfriend, but it's a pity that my boyfriend is just a boyfriend I know!

"When I calmed down at that time, I often wondered at night if the baby suddenly found that he didn't like me, so he left so quietly, and I didn't even know any news." Xiao An said with a wry smile, "You don't know, when she left the hospital, I couldn't find her, I searched everywhere, and when I found that I was very tired every day, and I was so tired that I couldn't lift a single step, I still had to persevere, I was afraid that she might be in the next place, I didn't want to miss her, so I could only muster up the strength to continue looking, and in the end I found nothing." ”

"Xiao An, can I ask you a question?" Xia Lin looked at Xiao An, who was lost, and couldn't help the curiosity in her heart, so she still asked.

"You say!" Xiao An nodded at Charlene and motioned for her to ask.

"So at that time, you couldn't find Xiao Yan, didn't you think about giving up?" Charlene asked curiously.

Xiao An was stunned by Charlene's question and gave up? How could she give up, Su Xiyan, on the first day of acquaintance, she lived in her heart with peace of mind, how could she give up, it is better to cut off her heart, I estimate that she is still living firmly in her heart, and it is not herself who is uncomfortable.

"Give up, how can you give up? She is like she is rooted in my heart. Xiao An raised his hand, touched the beating place of his heart, and said with a look on his face, "From the first time we met, I knew that this person was the one who I couldn't give up if I gave up!" I like her, no, I love her, so much so that I'd rather not have myself than live without her, so how could I give up? After speaking, Xiao An's eyes slowly flowed crystal clear tears.

Charlene looked at the boy sitting across from her, her face was sad, and there were still tears in her eyes, and the extra tears were quietly flowing on his clean and otherwise sunny face, silent but extremely uncomfortable!

"After that, even if I didn't find the baby, the people around me were telling me that the baby left, she didn't like me anymore, otherwise why would she not even say a word to me, and left silently, you don't know, at that time, I fought with many people for this matter!" Xiao An said this, and the corners of his mouth rose bitterly.

At that time, Su Xiyan had just left, because Xiao An had a cheerful personality, so he had a good relationship with many students in the school, so seeing Xiao An like that, many people felt that it was not a taste, and they were silently blaming her for leaving, thinking that she abandoned Xiao An and made Xiao An become like this, and she was constantly enlightening Xiao An, hoping that Xiao An could forget Su Xiyan, a vicious girl, as soon as possible, but Xiao An was like not hearing it, but every time they just said a bad thing about Su Xiyan, Xiao An would rush up and punch them a few times at the first time, and then look at them fiercely and warn them not to say anything bad about Su Xiyan again.

After a long time, everyone stopped saying bad things about Su Xiyan, and watched Xiao An change from a sunny and cheerful boy who smiled when he saw people to a gloomy and worried boy, everyone said in private that Su Xiyan didn't like Xiao An, after all, from the beginning, everyone saw very clearly that Su Xiyan didn't like Xiao An, although I didn't know why she was still with Xiao An later, but not long after being together, Su Xiyan left, or chose to leave silently that no one else knew. So everyone is speculating that it must be because Su Xiyan found out that he didn't like him after being with Xiao An, so that's why it's like this.

Slowly, Xiao An couldn't find Su Xiyan for too long and too long, and his heart began to slowly calm down, knowing that according to his own way of searching, no matter how long it takes, he may not be able to find it, so he began to stop deliberately looking for Su Xiyan, what life he had before, what life he still lived next, when everyone saw him like this, they thought he was really sad and disappointed, and he no longer liked Su Xiyan, so he didn't look for it.

But only he knows, don't like it? That's simply the biggest joke in the world, can you dislike Su Xiyan? From the first day she saw Su Xiyan, she had set up camp in her heart steadily and ruthlessly, how could she not like it? Unless that heart of mine is gone, it's almost the same, I just understand, if I still want to be like before, I definitely can't find her, it's better to study hard, and then go to her, she should be in A University in City A when she is in college, this school is so good, if you don't work hard now, then how can you go to this school, then there is really no chance to find Su Xiyan.

"Then when you knew about the misunderstanding between Xiao Yan and you before, why didn't you go to Xiao Yan to make it clear? You know, no matter how tightly we guard against you, you still have a lot of opportunities to get along with Xiao Yan alone, after all, even if Xiao Yan lost his memory before, he still has a vague feeling about you, as long as you open your mouth, Xiao Yan will believe it. Xia Lin looked at Xiao An puzzled, this question, in fact, since she knew the misunderstanding between Xiao An and Su Xiyan, she has always been very curious, but at that time, Xiao An didn't know why she was quite close to An Xiaoyu, Su Xiyan thought that Xiao An had fallen in love with other girls, how could she go to Xiao An at that time, so what about Xiao An? If it is said that he fell in love with An Xiaoyu, then she didn't believe it, she hadn't liked it for so long, how could she fall in love with it in such a short time?

"You don't understand!" Xiao An hugged his head in pain, and said in a sad voice, "I learned the truth from the baby's brother, I didn't dare to look for the baby at all, just like the baby's brother told me at the beginning, in case I appeared in front of the baby at that time, and told her to know, in case she remembered, and then wouldn't it hurt her again?" Xiao An said that here I feel like my heart is being pierced by needles one by one, it is not very painful, but it can make people feel painful continuously.

"After all, you were also there when the baby's brother said those words." Xiao An said and looked in the direction of Tang Hui, "You don't know, when I saw those photos, my heart was almost dead, I looked at the baby in the photos, I couldn't see her figure, because she was so thin, on the hospital bed, there were so many tubes stuck up and down her body, I was about to only see those tubes, I couldn't see her as a person, after hearing the baby's brother say that she was almost lying on the hospital bed, just like I saw in the photos to spend her life, I wish I had never known her. Even if Xiao An knows that Su Xiyan has nothing to do now, but when he thinks of those photos, he still can't breathe with heartache, as long as he breathes, he can remember the dense tubes inserted in Su Xiyan's body, and he even feels that it is his fault to breathe.

"But Xiao Yan likes you, isn't it very sad for you to hurt Xiao Yan's heart like this? And as long as you take this step, you can be with the person you like, wouldn't that be great? You wouldn't be what you are today. Charlene really didn't understand what Xiao An was thinking in his heart when he talked about this problem, obviously as long as he was willing to take a small step towards Nima, Su Xiyan would come to his side and hold his hand, and they would be together well, but why not?

"Because I'm afraid!" Xiao An looked at Xia Lin with a wry smile, yes, if he could bear it a little at that time, then he walked directly in front of Su Xiyan and told her what happened before, then he also believed that as long as Su Xiyan remembered it and knew the truth of the matter, she would still choose to be with her, but that also showed that she still had to bear the pain of Grandma Su's death and the death of her parents, and she was unwilling.

"Yes, if I told the baby the truth of the matter at the time, then we must be together now, but then the harm I brought to her has come again, I don't want to see her hurt a little, even if the hurt is so that I can continue to be with her, I don't want to, it should be said, as long as it can hurt her a little bit I can't allow it, I'd rather carry all the suffering by myself, I don't want her to be hurt a little." When Xiao An said this, his eyes were full of distress and love for Su Xiyan.

"So you're willing not to be with Xiao Yan? Aren't you worried that the person standing next to her won't be able to give her the happiness she wants? Xia Lin felt that she understood Xiao An's love and helplessness a little, but she didn't understand it very well, after all, Xiao An had been emphasizing before, he was worried and afraid, Su Xiyan was no longer by his side, and the person next to her was not herself, worried that she would be wronged a little, afraid that she would be hurt by the person standing beside her.

"I am willing, if I can be with the baby, then I can do anything, I can't wait to be with her all the time." Xiao An said quickly on the street Charlene's words, and said in a firm tone.