Chapter 158: Awakening
"Jisheng, shall we—" Qu still took a deep breath, as if he had made a great deal of determination, and spoke.
But before he could say anything, he was interrupted by Ji Sheng.
"I won't say it!"
"But, don't you think we've reached the bottleneck of our relationship?" Qu still said weakly.
"No, no, no, no..."Ji Sheng began to say in a bit of a panic, "Did I just make too much noise and you were angry?" You know, I'm not like this, I just now, I just saw you don't speak, I'm a little scared, I'm like this..."
"You're right, you're not. You should be a lonely bird in the mountains and forests, you should not be bound by me. Let's calm down with each other. ”
"What is calm? You're going to, and I..."
"Do you have to make me say it so ugly?!" Qu still interrupted.
"Qu is still the same, just for so many quarrels, you want me to be separated from me?"
"That's reality, isn't it? Besides, how many times have we quarreled? Isn't Tang Xi also a dissolute person, have you seen what conflicts he had with Niantong? Have you ever seen him say something out loud to Niantong? Qu still asked.
Ji Sheng was speechless.
"In that case, are you hard-hearted?"
Qu still turned away.
"Good, good... The song is still..."Ji Sheng wanted to say something, but when the words came to his mouth, there were only endless sighs.
"Instead of torturing each other, it's better to let it go, at least everyone can keep the best impression of each other. The war is over, and you and I have no further ties. Qu still heard the footsteps moving away behind him, and said softly, I don't know if he was saying it to himself or to Ji Sheng. I don't know if I want him to hear it, or if I don't want him to hear it.
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Tang Xi sat on the edge of Niantong's bed, looking at her somewhat pale face and the wound on her neck that had been bandaged, a little distressed.
He gently held her small hand flat on her chest, some of which were cool and soft, but there were slight calluses left over from sword practice in the palm of his palm.
"Will you blame me, useless?" He asked.
I don't know who I'm asking.
He suddenly felt a sour feeling on the tip of his nose, as if he had returned to the way he had just met Nian Tong, and between the wind and snow, he turned his head lightly in front of her who didn't know anything, and turned his head slightly, asking her if she was Ruolan.
She has a shy but stubborn look. and the trick she cast in ignorance, the dazzling blue light, he still remembers it.
He admitted that he actually had a heart for her at that time. He had never met such a girl, obviously very weak, but her clear eyes were full of determination. He thought, he wants to be her master, to accompany her from weak to strong, to accompany her to be happy and happy, to take care of her, and not to let her suffer any harm again.
But he was useless, he had never felt so useless before. He always felt that he was so talented that he was a little higher than anyone else. But when he saw her imprisoned in the wooden prison on the island in the middle of the lake in Cuizhu, when he saw her being assassinated with an arrow in Red Leaf Ridge, when he saw her tortured to death in Red Sleeve Villa, he swore every time that he would never let her be injured again, but he couldn't do it.
Tang Xicai felt that this was the feeling of being powerless.
He always thought that he loved her deeply, and loved her differently from others, Yi Yang and her friends did not support her to participate in the war, because it was a gamble that must be lost, but he was too confident, he thought that as long as he was by her side, he could protect her for the rest of her life, since she wanted to help the world, he would go with her.
Now, he has discovered that this is not great love, but the best manifestation of overconfidence and powerlessness.
"Niantong, the master is here, will you wake up and see me?"
I don't know if his voice really woke up Niantong, her eyelashes trembled slightly, she was too tired, and she wanted to sleep like this. But she couldn't, her consciousness kept calling out to her, and there were voices outside the darkness that were talking to her softly, asking her to be strong, to keep her alive.
Suddenly, Nian Tong opened her eyes, as if she had just woken up from a big dream, she stared blankly at the top of the wood-carved bed, felt a slight pain from her internal organs, and frowned inadvertently.
Feeling that there seemed to be some gravity on her arm, she lowered her head slightly, and saw Tang Xi lying on the edge of the bed asleep, his hand on her arm.
People who practice martial arts sleep very lightly, if it was normal, if she moved, he would have woken up a long time ago, he should be extremely tired, so there would be no movement.
Nian Tong looked at his eyebrows, his eyes, and the corners of her mouth suddenly hooked, I don't know why, waking up to be able to see him, for her, it is the best grace in the torture of the past few days and nights of sleep. This is her master, the man she likes.
Maybe Nian Tong's gaze was too hot, which made Tang Xi feel a little. He straightened his eyes a little sleepily, which made Niantong laugh, when he was asleep, he was really like a child.
"You, you're awake?" Realizing that Nian Tong was looking at him, Tang Xi suddenly sobered up, and his voice was still a little trembling.
"Hmm." Nian Tong said, "If you're tired, can you take a nap?" ”
"I'm not tired, I'm not tired at all, I've rested!" Tang Xi was as happy as a child who got candy in the New Year, sat up and asked this and that, "Do you still feel uncomfortable, are you thirsty?" ”
Nian Tong laughed, shook his head, and said, "I'm fine." Is the Great War over? ”
"Hmm. You've been sleeping for days. The big war is over, you don't have to worry anymore. The war is over, you're still alive, you see, I'll just say we can change our fate. Tang Xi said with a smile.
Nian Tong nodded, and asked again, "My brother..."
"Yesterday came the news that it had been buried." Tang Xi put his hand on Niantong's hand and said, "You don't have to worry, you don't need anything." All you have to do now is have a good rest, take care of your body, and when you're well, we'll go and play wherever you want. ”
After all, it is her own body, no matter how good Tang Xi says, Nian Tong also knows what her current situation is, a cold breath and a hot breath in her body are constantly running around in her internal organs, with her understanding, she can also think that it should be poisoned. And this poison, if she didn't guess wrong, it should be the useless Xiyan poison she brought.
Unexpectedly, he actually made a wedding dress for Xu Yungui.
She thought that she wanted to use this poison to kill her own brother, but she didn't succeed, so the revenge was that when Xu Yungui was killed, he also used this poison to hurt her.
A subtle wry smile appeared at the corner of Nian Tong's mouth. She thought that Qu Ying and Ji Sheng were both first-class doctors, and they must have known that they had been poisoned, and Tang Xi would also know, but he didn't tell himself, the two of them were like this, and they didn't tell each other the secrets they knew.
I don't know how long I have left, but I have a glimmer of hope that I can live a few more days in this world, at least go to the place I like with my beloved, and do what I want to do.
As if he was being pulled by something, Nian Tong looked at Tang Xi's face, and suddenly had an impulse, grabbed Tang Xi's neck with his hand, leaned forward, and put his lips on Tang Xi's face.
Tang Xi was only stunned for a moment, but he quickly reacted, he accepted Nian Tong's sudden kiss and responded more enthusiastically.
They were very close, Tang Xi could even see the subtle fluff on Niantong's face, feel her breathing, fine beads of sweat oozed from the tip of her nose, and her cheeks were slightly red, Tang Xi felt very cute, and inadvertently touched her face, kissed her lip, and wrapped it around the tip of her tongue.
Nian Tong sighed and responded.
The two of them are exchanging each other's beauty at this moment, enjoying the irreplaceable feeling of happiness and pain.
I don't know how long it took, Nian Tong couldn't breathe, and Tang Xi reluctantly let go of her. Niantong's eyelashes were slightly wet, like a frightened deer. Tang Xi took her into his arms and said, "Don't be afraid, I won't leave you." ”
"What about Qu and Jisheng?" Nian Tong asked, and then, as if asking himself, he said, "That's right, the war is over, and it's time for the two of them to go live their lives." After saying that, she smiled with some relief, she blessed the two of them, and also felt a little envious.
Because he is a man with a short life.
Tang Xi's expression was a little embarrassed, and his eyes dodged for a while, before he spoke: "Actually..."
Nian Tong sensed that something was wrong with Tang Xi, frowned, and asked, "Could it be that someone between them has an accident?" "All Nian Tong can think of is what bad news happened...
"No, it's not..."
"So, what else?"
Tang Xi sighed, gritted his teeth and said, "They, separated." ”
"Separated?!" Nian Tong was a little surprised, "Before the war started, weren't they okay?" Did something happen during the Great War? It can't be because of that woman... Not really, right? ”
"Don't worry, listen to me..."Tang Xi held her hand, seeing her anxious appearance, his heart would also pinch up, "Actually, that's just the beginning of everything, there are contradictions between them, and it's definitely not something we can participate in reconciling." You don't know, they have a small quarrel for almost two days and a big quarrel for three days, and the quarrel is all those things, the suspicion of girls, and the stubbornness of boys, which leads to this inevitable result, how can they be together if they have incompatible personalities. ”
"So, Qu is still with Ji Sheng and left?" Nian Tong asked.
"Hmm. The song still left the day before yesterday, and the album was yesterday. Left a prescription for Ashkun, by the way, senior sister and they also came. Tang Xi said.