After giving Niantong a simple burial, Yan Yan felt a little tired, and when he was lying on the bed, somehow, the big boy who was crying next to Niantong suddenly jumped out of his mind.

In the eyes of others, Tang Xi and Niantong's master-apprentice relationship has always been out of line, but the two of them are so natural together, completely ignoring other people's opinions. She sometimes thinks about it, maybe it's because Niantong knows that she is going to die after all, so she lets it go. But thinking about it again, I think that people with true temperaments like Nian Tong and Tang Xi may just be because they love each other too much.

Love... The word, to her, was far away and untouchable.

But in her mind, she couldn't help but have a person's face.

A few months ago, because of Nian Tong's relationship, Yan Yan saw Yuheng again. Twenty years have passed, and she feels that some wrinkles have crept up on her face, and she has lost her former youthful vitality, and she has become much calmer for the burden on her body. And Yuheng is still as chic and handsome as he was twenty years ago. Suddenly, she was a little ashamed of herself.

For the sake of this burden and responsibility, she didn't entangle with Yuheng any more, but in her heart, it was always like a rope entangled, and she couldn't sleep well.

Nian Tong's death was known to everyone in the world within a few days, and the emperor also sent several ministers and ministers to Huashan to mourn her in person. She felt sorry for this child in her heart, she tried her best to prevent her from going down the mountain, but fate played tricks on people.

This night, Yan Yan didn't sleep very well.

Early on the second day, Yan Yan got up early, and after doing some things as usual, he planned to go back to his room to read a book and rest, but he didn't expect that a little boy came in a hurry and said, "Elder, someone has asked to meet." ”

"If it's not a big deal, just push it." Yan Yan said lightly.

"The man said, "It's a matter of urgency." The little boy is embarrassed.

Yan Yan frowned slightly, didn't Tang Xi just leave? Why is it here again?

She did a lot of calculations, but she didn't expect that the person who came was Yuheng.

The snow was falling, and she was standing there, seeing people she didn't want to remember, and she couldn't forget.

"How about you." Yan Yan still looked a little cramped and uneasy in front of him.

"I'm looking for you." Yuheng Road.

"Something important?" Yan Yan asked.

"Yes."

"What?"

Yu Heng smiled slightly: "I have already said it." ”

"Huh?"

"Looking for you."

“......”

"You don't have to laugh with me." Yan Yan said, and walked into the room, and Yu Heng followed in. The heat wafting from the stove in the room made people a little drunk.

"I didn't laugh with you." Yu Heng looked at Yan Yan seriously, with a thousand feet of affection in his eyes.

Yan Yan coughed, poured a glass of water to drink, and then kept looking down at the water cup in his hand, shaking it from time to time to hide his nervousness.

"I thought you didn't want to join me a few months ago because the big war was imminent. And now that the war is over, do you have any concerns? Yu Heng asked without hesitation.

"You and I are not young anymore, why should we hold on to the love of our youth?" Yan Yan asked with a sigh.

"Do you think it's the love of your youth? Well, that is. But if you can make up for it, why later? Yuheng said.

"I—" Yan Yan hesitated.

At that time, I saw the direction of Zawangfeng, and suddenly there was a riot, Yan Yan hurriedly got up, walked out, frowned, and said, "I'm afraid it's an avalanche of Zawangfeng, I'm going to take a look." ”

"I'm going with you." Yuheng Road.

Yan Yan tilted his head slightly, but he didn't look at him, didn't agree, didn't refuse, and flew towards Zawangfeng with a light effort.

Everything has human nature, Yan Yan thought, and the same is true of snow. Before Nian Tong died, he liked the scenery of Zawangfeng very much, and even before he died, he looked at Tang Xi to be able to sprinkle her ashes on Zawangfeng. Now that Niantong has gone, maybe even the snow that sits on the forgotten peak has to be expressed, and the mourning for Niantong is it.

She thought, not noticing that the snow was sweeping towards her, and when she realized it, a cold wind broke into her bones, and then, she felt a long and warm embrace, enveloping her whole body, just as she had been back then.

At that moment, she felt as if she was still a girl, tightly in his arms.

He lowered his head and whispered, "Why are you still so reckless." ”

Yan Yan only felt that the bones in her body were about to be crispened by him, she remembered that Yu Heng was not such a person who liked to talk about love before.

"You, let me go." Yan Yan said.

"I don't."

"When did you become such a scoundrel!" Yan Yan said angrily, "The following are all my disciples, you let them look at it, like what's going on?" ”

"Didn't you say I hadn't seen you for a long time, I'm such a scoundrel, and I'm only a scoundrel to you, so what's the matter?"

"I..." Yan Yan had nothing to refute.

Fortunately, Yu Heng was quite measured after all, and finally let her go, so that she would not be too embarrassed in front of the disciples.

The avalanche of Zaoblion Peak was not too serious, and after some treatment, it finally returned to its original state, and all the disciples dispersed.

"What are you like now?" Yan Yan couldn't help but ask.

"I know, you're still complaining about me, complaining that I wasn't firm enough to understand you... Now how many years of shaking red dust have passed, I am used to seeing the yellow sand dust, I just want to spend the rest of my life with you, do you understand? ”

"Then let me ask you, do you understand, my original heart?" Yan Yan thought about it, and felt a little sour in her heart, for the sake of Huashan, she had to do this, but poor Yuheng didn't understand it at all, and abandoned her for twenty years.

Twenty years, a woman's twenty years, or the most precious twenty years, she has been waiting for him.

Yu Heng was stunned, and after a while, Fang said: "I have already said that I was sorry for you at the beginning, how can you still pay it now..."

"Enough, don't you think, twenty years have passed, are you still so naïve?" Yan Yan couldn't help but say, "You are reluctant to admit your mistakes, even if I love you again, I..."

"You love me, don't you?" The corners of Yu Heng's mouth hooked up a smile, "Isn't this enough?" ”

Yu Heng said it was easy, looking at him like this, Yan Yan smiled bitterly: "You and I are already forty years old, why do you still only have love in your eyes?" I love you, I love you, but what does that mean? ”

"It means we can go back to the way things were."

"I can't go back." Yan Yan said calmly.

Their love, like the snow of Huashan and the yellow sand of Huashan, can never be fused.

couldn't go back, so Yuheng retreated and returned to Mingjiao. And the night he left, Yan Yan didn't send it.

But she has always been the figure of that person in her mind, twenty years, he still remembers her, still loves her, how happy she is, it turns out that she is not the only one who has been wishful thinking for twenty years.

But twenty years ago, she was a calm person, and twenty years later, she will only be calmer. She is no longer small, even Nian Tong can tell the weight, let alone her?

That night, Yan Yan had a dream, in which she and Yuheng went back to their youth, and when she turned around, she saw snow and yellow sand flying in the air together, circling and melting.