Years later, when I look back, I'm always confused. I'm not sure what I've been through, how I really had him and then lost him; How I got to know him thoroughly, and then how I became a stranger to him.

He didn't say a word about him about him, about his past. It's like years later, when I was sorting out my lonely youth alone in a foreign country, I was angry that he could explain anything, but he chose to be silent.

The first time I really learned about his past was by extreme chance. Those secrets that grow in the depths of the years are like layers of dandelions, which are beautiful from afar, but when you get closer, they turn into a ball of flying flotsam.

It was the afternoon before Su Haoyang's birthday, and we were shopping in a department store. Haoyang's birthday is said to invite many business celebrities, to put it bluntly, it is a business banquet. Li Shuangshuang likes to be in the limelight the most, and of course he will not give up such an opportunity to make friends with powerful people, so he dragged me to the mall early to arm himself.

Shuangshuang was very interested, bought clothes and cosmetics, and finally was pulled in by a beauty salon that engaged in promotions to do beauty for free. I'm not surprised by this kind of thing, I often encounter big feedback in the store, in fact, it is to boast about how beautiful and perfect you are after giving you a face, and most women will be said to be overjoyed and happily invest in their beauty. As the saying goes, "If you can't bear the child, you can't catch the wolf", everything is just a means for profiteers. Therefore, we who know this kind of inside story will definitely not be taken down so easily, let what they say spit around, we just laugh and agree, and no one is willing to pay for it.

In the past, when I encountered this kind of thing, I would naturally rub the oil well, but this time I was worried about Haoyang's birthday the next day, and I didn't have that mind at all. Haoyang's birthday invitation was given to me a week ago, but I held the thin invitation like holding a soldering iron.

I had rejected him very clearly, and that day I said absolutely that day, I said, "I like somebody else." This sentence is very bloody, and when I watch TV, I hate this kind of contrived and pretentious heroine the most. That day, I clearly felt a pain in a part of my body, but I didn't know exactly where.

They didn't notice anything strange about me, and lay down on the big bed in the beauty salon with a happy heart. I stood in front of the window at the door, staring at the elevator up and down. Suddenly, I felt someone tap me on the shoulder, it was a middle-aged man with familiar eyebrows and eyes.

He is not tall, and he still carries two paper bags in his hands, so he should have finished shopping in the mall. I only thought that I had seen this person somewhere, but I didn't remember it for a moment, and finally he reminded me, "We met once at the Verde Hotel." ”

I reacted quickly, and it turned out that this person turned out to be the big brother Haibin that Xie Chen often mentioned. I was more stunned than excited that such a legendary figure would know such an ordinary man as me.

I've heard his name a lot, but this is the first time I've come across him alone. Especially in front of him, he is simply a good family man in the crowd. I stretched out my hand and said, "Hello, Brother Haibin, I have always admired your name. ”

He burst out laughing, "You don't have to be so polite, it's rare to meet and find a place to have a drink." ”

I thought it was drinking, but he chose a quiet bubble tea shop. He chatted with me a lot, and at first I was quite distant from him, but then his humor touched me, and I gradually let down my guard and talked to him a lot like my brother.