Although it is difficult to wait for the diary of the college entrance examination results, but when you think about it, everything is a foregone conclusion, you don't need to care, and you naturally want to open it.

His current value is the concept of connection, and the concept of connection means that he should be a teacher and connect with his classmates. The opportunity for an English teacher to be a homeroom teacher, his love for English, his love for their English teachers, and his correct rate of answers in English and Chemistry college entrance exams are higher than those of other subjects, two reasons why he prefers English teachers.

Then he began to often say a phrase from Jiraiya in Naruto, "Even now I can understand that the real world is full of hatred, but I still believe that the time will come when people can understand each other in a real sense." ”

Regarding the idea of becoming a teacher, he pays great attention to the inner guidance of students, including outlook on life and life perception, etc., but does not pay much attention to curriculum teaching, and thinks that it is enough to get above average grades.

He felt that he just wanted to talk to the students, that is, to communicate with the inner feelings.

He wants to be a class teacher and then educate the students well, and his plan is to educate the student mentally after answering a student's learning problem, and analyze the student's psychological problems and difficult situations.

From here, we can clearly see that what he really wants to be is not a teacher, but a psychological counselor and persuader, that is, to persuade the other party. We know that being the creator of a work of art can also convince others, such as the author of Chinese and foreign masterpieces and animations. However, he does not know this now, and now he feels that teachers can fulfill his wishes.

Maybe we don't know anything about other people, don't understand. Truth be told, there are some emotions that you don't know what kind of pain or pleasure it is until you have experienced it yourself. When people communicate with people who have similar experiences to themselves, they are more likely to be changed by him, because many times we always think that we know others very well, from our daily life, from our own eyes, thoughts, from others, from the eyes of the public. Actually, we don't know anything about other people, because there are emotions that cannot be perceived by imagination alone. Everyone has their own deep pain in their hearts, and they all have unspeakable pain.

When he was in high school, he read famous books such as Alice in Wonderland, Romance of the Three Kingdoms, Greif's Travels, Don Quixote, and Dream of Red Mansions. Among them, Alice in Wonderland was sent to them by the English teacher in English, mainly for learning English. He admires Don Quixote's self-centeredness very much, and thinks he is very admirable, because he is also a self-centered person who indulges in his fantasies all day long, especially his sense of superiority over others, and his loneliness in the world. Dream of Red Mansions is particularly thick, he sees it relatively quickly, as if he is completing a task, he has a deep impact on flipping through the future picture scroll, the main line of love entanglements, etc., and some details are not very careful. As for the Romance of the Three Kingdoms and Greif's Travels, I don't have any special feelings, I just think it's quite good-looking.

Over the next period of time, he came into contact with Jane Eyre, and he was very interested in Helen Burns. Helen Burns was a very religious person, very philosophical in what he said, and a very compassionate person, three characteristics that made him see his own shadow in her. She mentally rescued Jane Eyre from hatred. His diary contains a large excerpt of Helen Burns. He felt that this was the biggest highlight of the book, but he was not interested in the main line of Jane Eyre and Rochester's relationship.

One has to love something, and in the absence of something more worthy of love, I conceive of taking pleasure in cherishing a faded puppet.

wanted to be a teacher, so he prepared to apply for a teacher training college.