Chapter 163: Return to Huashan
During the war, because of the urgency of the situation, Tang Xi did not have the opportunity to visit Qin Sang's cemetery, and after the war, he was busy with Niantong's affairs, and he was distraught, leaving Qin Sang's affairs behind him for the time being. Now that Mingluo is here, it is imperative to go to Qin Sang's cemetery. And at that time, Qin Sang's funeral was casual, and he promised that he must be buried in a grand manner.
"You'll know if you go with us." Tang Xi said sullenly.
After receiving the promise, the sadness on Ming Luo's face did not decrease a little because of this, and it seemed that he felt incredulous because Tang Xi and Nian Tong had repeatedly emphasized that Qin Sang had really died.
"I..." Mingluo was suddenly frightened, and his steps unconsciously took a few steps back.
"Aren't you going?" Tang Xi asked.
Mingluo gritted his teeth and said, "I'll go!" He is my Kunlun's son-in-law, and no matter what, I want to see his corpse! ”
Fortunately, Qin Sang's tomb is not far from Jianshun, otherwise Niantong's body would not be able to bear the burden of trekking back and forth. In the suburbs, I saw a large cemetery of soldiers who died in the war, and the three of them did not bring umbrellas, and the sky was gloomy and terrible.
It is said to be a cemetery, but in fact, there is no decent tomb at all, and on each small mound, there is only a wooden plaque engraved with the name of a person. Hundreds of tombs are arranged in an orderly manner, in fact, the people who have tombs are very lucky, many of them have no bones left, and they don't even have a place to live.
Mingluo felt a cold wind all over her body, walked beside the mounds of dirt, looked at the wooden signs with words carved without emotion, and despair gradually came to her heart. How much she wished, when she turned around, it was Qin Sang's figure, and she smiled and said that it was just to scare her.
"This, it's not him..."Mingluo shook his head, looked at them one by one, and said, "You lied to me, you can't find Qin Sang's cemetery, can you?" ”
Tang Xi was speechless, and Nian Tong didn't speak, just lowered his head and looked for the name of Qin Sang on the wooden plaque that was randomly carved on it.
The rain was dripping down and dripping on the faces and bodies of the three of them, cooling Mingluo's heart. She looked at the tombstones one by one, not knowing whether she wanted to see it or not.
walked down in a circle, but never saw Qin Sang's tombstone.
Mingluo turned her head and looked at Nian Tong and Tang Xi who were far away, the cold rain ran down her hair and into her eyes.
"Look, I'll just say, you can't find Qin Sang's cemetery."
Tang Xi looked into the distance and didn't say, and he didn't know if Ming Luo really didn't see the lonely grave behind her.
Ming Luo tried to lift her feet, but to no avail, the tears just kept falling, mixed with the rain.
"Look back at him, he must miss you too," Nian Tong said, and felt a wave of sadness welling up on the tip of his nose.
Mingluo finally couldn't hold back anymore, turned around and ran towards the cemetery, but because the mud was slippery, he fell to the ground all of a sudden, Niantong couldn't help but wanted to step forward to help, but was stopped by Tang Xi, Tang Xi shook his head slightly, and motioned for Mingluo to deal with these things by himself.
Nian Tong sighed, watching Ming Luo cry and crawl towards Qin Sang's tomb, completely losing the appearance of his eldest lady, at this moment he was completely just an ordinary person who had lost his soul.
"Qin Sang, Qin Sang... Why don't you keep your promises, why do you leave by yourself and don't look back, you promised me, you will come to marry me, why did you lie to me, why? I've been waiting for you..."Mingluo cried.
"What a poor person..."Nian Tong couldn't help but say, and also felt a little sad when he thought of his unfortunate and unpredictable fate after entering.
The past seemed to be all pouring into my heart, Mingluo didn't know how long she had been crying, and her tears seemed to be about to dry up. But the rain began to fall as if there was no edge, as if it were going to wash away all the darkness.
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Mingluo silently packed his luggage in the room, but he didn't want to leave, but prepared to stay, Niantong and Tang Xi were a little overwhelmed by the side.
"Mingluo, are you really not going to go back? Your father is still waiting for you in Kunlun..."
Mingluo shook her head.
Nian Tong looked at Tang Xi.
Tang Xi said again: "We want to bury Qin Sang's scenery in a big way, not in this small place, can you understand?" ”
The movement of Mingluo's hand paused, but quickly resumed.
"Are you going to stay with him like this all the time?" Nian Tong asked.
Mingluo nodded.
Nian Tong persuaded: "If Qin Sang is in the spirit of heaven, he must not want you to be like this, he must want you to find a good Langjun to live for a lifetime." ”
"Impossible." "I won't forget him." ”
"Mingluo..."
Niantong wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Mingluo, Mingluo turned around, looked at her coldly, and said, "If it were you, would you?" Why force others to do what you can't do on your own? ”
Nian Tong was speechless.
Tang Xi and Nian Tong had no choice but to stand there, and when they saw that Ming Luo had made a bunch of things, they prepared to live in the cabin next to the tomb.
Since her first night, the rain was extremely heavy, and there were graves outside, even if Nian Tong and Tang Xi were there, Mingluo was a delicate young lady, listening to the sound of wind and rain outside, how could she not be afraid?
All night, Ming Luo didn't fall asleep, tossing and turning on the wooden bed, even if she made a layer of mattress, she still felt pain all over her body. Coupled with the wind and rain outside the window, she could only shrink in the corner, shedding tears and trembling at the same time.
Nian Tong and Tang Xi, although distressed, but also powerless, just in this dark night, they stayed up with her, hoping that she could come out of the haze as soon as possible.
I don't know how I survived until the second day, Mingluo's eyes were full of tears, and his mind was full of bits and pieces of the time he spent with Qin Sang in just a few days. Although it was only a few days, he was deeply rooted in Mingluo's heart. He was young and promising, handsome and chic, but just in front of her, he became a blushing and helpless teenager.
Thinking of this, her tears unconsciously fell again.
He was such a good person, but now he is gone, and he will never come back.
"Mingluo, are you up?" Nian Tong knocked on the door.
Mingluo immediately wiped her tears and wanted to speak, but found that her voice was hoarse, and the broken voice rushed out of her throat and said, "What's wrong?" ”
"It's okay, I, I just want to ask if you're up, I want to bring you breakfast." Nian Tong said.
"No need," Ming Luo refused.
Nian Tong was stunned, and he didn't know whether to take the porridge in his hand or not. After a pause, he pushed the door open and walked in.
Mingluo subconsciously moved his body back, looked at Niantong's figure in a little blurred vision, and said, "I said no, why did you still come in?" ”
"If you don't eat or drink, what will you do to me? It's just that I'm a fatherless and motherless person, and I always envy you who have a father's and mother's memory. Even if Qin Sang dies, if you are sad, you can't spoil yourself, after all, if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about your parents? ”
Mingluo was stunned, looked at Niantong, her heart was indescribable, and said: "You are not me, how can you understand my current discomfort..."
"I don't fully understand it, but I don't understand it completely." Nian Tong said, "I am also a dying person, so I cherish the time when people are alive, and I try my best to live every day happily." I saw the sun rise in the waterfjords, and you say, how could there be anything better than being alive? So how could there be anything better than living well? ”
Mingluo looked at Niantong's face a little confused, looking at her thin face that was only the size of a palm, and there was confusion in her big eyes, but more of it was firm.
"You... Are you going to die? Ming Luo asked.
Nian Tong smiled slightly and said, "I'll die, everyone will die." Qin Sang too, it's just, it's just that Qin Sang is a little earlier than others..."
"However, he died at a young age, and I really couldn't convince myself..."Mingluo said as tears fell disobediently in strings.
"Yes, this is a pity, Qin Sang died young, but after all, it was his ideal to die for the sake of righteousness. I think that before he died, there were only two things he remembered, one was whether the war was successful, and the other was whether his beloved woman was happy without him. Now, his first wish has been fulfilled, and whether the second wish can be fulfilled depends on you. Nian Tong said tentatively.
Mingluo listened, shook his hands, and took Nian Tong's porridge.
Nian Tong smiled and said, "That's right." After finishing speaking, I felt a dizziness in my head, and as soon as my eyes went dark, I fainted.
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The snow in Huashan is falling as always, if the catkins are sprinkled in the air because of the wind, hovering and then falling lightly, perhaps because the war is over, even the snowflakes are brisk like elves.
Yan Yan walked out of the main hall, saw Tang Xi waiting at the door, sighed, and walked over.
"It's useless for you to wait here, it's cold in Huashan, you might as well go to the house, heat up the stove, and sit down to rest." You have been guarding Niantong for the past few days, and your eyes are also red, and she must be distressed when she wakes up and sees it. ”
"If she doesn't wake up, how can I sleep? The doctor went in again to examine her, and I came out to breathe, thinking that I would better wait for you, Elder. I'm a little messed up and want to talk to you. ”
"If she doesn't wake up, what will you do?" Yan Yan asked rhetorically.
"I..." Tang Xi gritted his teeth and said indignantly, "If that's the case, I will accompany her for the rest of my life!" ”
"You're really a tendon too." Yan Yan sighed, and I didn't know if he was talking about Tang Xi or sighing at himself.
As he was talking, a little Dao Gu ran over in a hurry, Xu was slippery on a snowy day, so she almost fell, and while running, she whispered: "Elder, Tang Gongzi, Miss Niantong is awake, awake!" ”
As soon as Tang Xi heard this, he ran towards Niantong's room with long legs, and Yan Yan also hurriedly walked there.