He shaved and asked with a smile, "Still angry at her words?" ”

I snorted coldly and ignored it, and he said, "When she said that, it was just that your thoughts were too dirty." She helped me take care of this billiard hall and always advertised herself as the proprietress of the house, so she had such an agreement with me. He paused and emphasized, "You were the first and only one to break the contract with me, and the only one to enter this room. ”

This sounds very comfortable, but in order not to show it too obviously, I quickly changed the conversation and asked, "Then how many women have you had before?" ”

"How so? I don't know what it means to have a woman. If you want to say that you have a crush on me, it's not something you can say in one night. ”

His arrogant and narcissistic appearance gave me goosebumps all over the place. There was no spare stuff here, so he took a men's pajama from the closet and threw it to me, which I wore very loosely. As I was making the bed, I saw a picture frame on the bedside table, which contained a single photo of him with short hair, wearing a short white T-shirt and denim shorts, with what appeared to be Jiuzhaigou in Sichuan.

I asked curiously, "When did you take this?" ”

"When I was young."

"When you were young?" I was not satisfied with his answer, so I said, "You were very different when you were young than you are now. ”

"What's the difference?" He looked excited.

"It feels like a different personality." I compared the photo with myself and said it seriously.

"Can you tell my personality from the photos?" He cooperated with an exaggerated expression. But I suddenly thought of the bare photo frame in the villa, so I stopped joking, put down the photo and said seriously: "I have never heard you talk about your previous affairs, can you tell me about it?" ”

He was smiling, but when he heard my words, he instantly became serious. From the flickering expression of this expression, I am sure and sure that he is a man with a story and a secret.

I was afraid that he would reject me, so I once again said sincerely: "There are many things that will make you sick if you hold them in your heart, and it will be good to say them." How old are you, aren't you tired of carrying so much all day? ”

He looked at me in a daze, gently stroked my cheek with his hand, and said for a long time, "It's so tiring to carry the past, how good it would be if you ate and slept all day like you." ”

I stuck out my tongue in embarrassment. He smiled suddenly, "But I'm very tired now, anyway, I'm tired, I'd better sleep first." After saying that, he turned off the bedside lamp and hugged me into his arms, "Today is a good day, I don't want to be like a dying old man, reminiscing about my past." ”

It was dark and quiet, and all I could hear was his faint sigh. I asked, "What a good day?" ”

He paused for a moment before saying, "Today is my birthday, I originally wanted to be alone, but you want to disturb me." You say come on, it's still empty-handed. ”

"Your birthday?" I sat up in amazement, "How come I've never heard you say that?" ”

"What is there to say? I don't pay attention to this. In this world, you are the only one who knows except Brother Haibin. ”

There was no light around, and I couldn't see the loneliness on his face, and I could only hear the indifference when he said this, but this indifference made my heart even more sad. Who doesn't love a birthday? When I was a kid, the most important thing I wanted a year was to have a birthday, because I could receive so many gifts on that day.

I reached out and brushed his frowning eyebrows, then gently kissed his right eye, and said with a grin: "I heard that people with tear moles are destined to die, and I have already greeted him just now, and it will not embarrass you." ”

He was silent for a moment and asked, "Is this a birthday present?" ”

"Who doesn't even have a gift for their birthday? It's too late to prepare, so you can just take it. ”

"The first gift in my life is something I should cherish." He pressed me to his side and said, "I don't like to owe anyone else, and you have been so good to me, I will give you everything in my name." ”

"What?"

"I mean, if I die one day, my things will be yours, enough for you to worry about for the rest of your life."

I knew he was joking, but I didn't know why, and it made my heart flutter. I was slightly angry and kicked him, "You'd better die now!" I'm so good to take your inheritance and raise a little white face! Why wait until I'm a? ”

I didn't like to be teased, and I tried to turn my head away angrily, but he pressed me still, "I mean really." Those of us who walk on the fringes may one day die in the streets. If you are smarter, you can win over an heir in advance, at least you can enjoy the warmth before you die. Besides, didn't you just declare yourself the boss? ”

His tone was serious, as if he wasn't joking. I don't know if I was scared or angry, my nose suddenly became sore, and I reached out to hug him, "I don't want your inheritance, and I will be good to you." ”

My voice was a little choked, and tears of hypocrisy flowed down my face. He seemed amused, pinched my chin and said, "Are you really serious?" You're innocent. ”

I was so angry that I slapped him and said viciously, "I don't care, your stuff must be mine anyway." From tomorrow, you will quit Nana, and I will be responsible for it here! ”

"Why can't you get along with her?" He laughed.

"I just hate her." I said angrily: "And that underage girl, I hate it too!" You're a lot old, why do you want to destroy flowers with your hands? Are you a pedophile? Where is she better than me, or is there something shining in her that makes your dung pit stubborn stone spring for the second time? Yes? ”

I am now speaking more and more arrogantly in front of him, and his temper is getting better, just laughing at my words, saying: "Actually, she is quite cute, the key is to love me without hesitation, I can't help it!" Anyway, I don't suffer. And if you leave one day, if I don't train a spare tire, won't I be left alone? Don't worry, I'm still nostalgic. ”

"Get out!" I finally couldn't take it anymore and pushed him away, turned around and fell asleep.

He didn't say anything more, said goodnight to me and rolled over. We were back to back, not knowing when he fell asleep, what came to mind when he wasn't, anyway, I tossed and turned. His last words never escaped my ears, and I thought about it for a long time, but I couldn't guess what he was trying to say.

Because his mind has always been unfathomable, I guess it ended in a fiasco. So that night, I finally chose to give up. But much later, when I finally guessed what he meant, I realized that he must have had a sleepless night.

It's just that when I understood, the wood was already in the boat, and I missed the best time to say love.