Chapter 209: A slap in the face
Yu Xinxiang asked him first, who is the "Shui Dan" in the text message? I've never heard you say this, Chiba told her about Zhao Shuidan.
Then asked him, what is the "bamboo" in the text message? Chiba gave her a general introduction to the meaning of the word. It represents the theme idea of a new stage of one's own life. It means that in the months or years that followed, you will work hard, no longer fantasize about love, and no longer communicate with others.
Then she told Chiba: "That paper fold is just that I saw a relative fold like this, I folded it like this, I don't mean anything else." ”
After speaking, Xinxiang hung up the phone. Chiba was holding his phone, very sad, he felt like he had been slapped hard! You cherish and value others so much, they don't mean anything to you, they only treat you as an ordinary classmate and friend. He felt ashamed that he didn't have the slightest importance in her heart!
The relationship between him and Xinxiang has changed from reducing the number of times he contacts her in order to maintain the relationship, and he has directly changed to never contact her again!
Pu Yudie was very good to him, chatted with him as soon as he went online, and invited his roommate to dinner with his only boy on his birthday, he misunderstood that she might be interesting to him, but only after a conversation did he know that she already had a boyfriend; He has always regarded Junya's boyfriend as Junya's brother, Junya told him again and again that he had a boyfriend, but he didn't believe it, and finally hurt himself and others; Hatsuyuki came out to rescue him in the form of a benefactor, but she did what the people who harmed him did, he loved and hated her, and she told him that she never liked him, and after Chiba was hurt once, he didn't dare to believe himself anymore, so he chose to believe Hatsuyuki's words; Once bitten by a snake, he was afraid of grass ropes for ten years, this time, he also chose to believe Xinxiang's words, and was consumed so much energy and effort by Junya and Chuxue, in front of Xinxiang, he was so tired that he didn't even have the strength to struggle. As soon as Xinxiang said that he didn't mean that to him, he gave up, and his past experience told him that things that don't belong to him are in vain no matter how hard he tries.
At the same time, he also understands that being too allergic will only hurt you, and people are good to you because they run charities, how can you always feel that others like you. Besides, some women, she helps you wash your clothes and help you cook, because people treat you as your biological brother, and it's not normal for my sister to help her biological brother do these things.
Thinking of this, Chiba's heart opened even more, and he strengthened his belief in "Jizhu" that had gradually formed before.
In this way, after Chiba said goodbye to Hatsuyuki and Xinxiang, he was going to stop talking about any relationship issues for the remaining three years.
Chiba's plan: No more talking about any emotional issues, whether others are good to me or not, pretending to be stupid, I don't understand anything, I'm no longer in a hurry to express my opinions, I won't send holiday wishes, and I won't text or call if I'm fine.
Chiba's plan: "Jizhu" (new screen name) has no past, it has nothing to do with you, I believe that I haven't met my partner yet, no one has ever liked someone as bad as you, greet and smile when you meet some people, just discuss something with them, there is nothing to say, for some people to express their thoughts, don't take care of anything, it's better to live in your own lonely and sad world.
Chiba's Plan: Farewell......
He wants to disappear without a trace like his high school classmate Dan Shengjie, the content of the space is no longer updated, and the messages sent by any friends on QQ are no longer replied.