Chapter 13: Why
Leng Qing was drinking tea, but heard movement behind her. Leng Qing thought that Si Yuran was coming, and turned her head with a smile, but saw Annan with a slightly red face.
Leng Qing's smile gradually disappeared, and he asked Annan in a cold voice, "What are you doing here?" ”
Annan answered Leng Qing truthfully: "I can't drink enough, come out and blow the wind." ”
There was no trace of concern in Leng Qing's voice, but some blamed Annan: "If you can't drink enough, go back to your room to rest, don't go out and wander around, if you don't pay attention to where you fall, you will have to trouble people." ”
Listening to Leng Qing's harsh words, Annan felt more and more eager to ask those words in his heart.
Finally, Annan spoke: "Why? ”
Leng Qing felt that Annan was simply inexplicable, and asked Annan impatiently with a frown: "What why?" You're not going to be drunk and talking crazy here, are you? ”
Annan ignored Leng Qing's poisonous tongue and continued to ask: "Si Yuran and I are both the daughters of you and your father, why do you love her so much, but you don't care about me at all?" Why can she have the surname Si, but I can only have the surname An? Forget about my father, but you, mother, I was also born in October when you were conceived! I'm a piece of meat that fell off your body, too! Since I was a child, I have always been careful and never made you angry, but why do you still only hurt Si Yuran, but you don't give me any maternal love? What exactly am I doing wrong? Can you tell me? ”
Leng Qing probably didn't expect Annan to suddenly ask this, Leng Qing evaded and didn't want to answer Annan's question, but just threw a perfunctory sentence to Annan: "Annan, you are not good, not as good as Ranran." ”
Then, Leng Qing left the back garden, leaving Annan alone in the same place with the cold wind.
Annan's mind always echoed Leng Qing's sentence, "Annan, you are not good." ”
Annan's head was lowered and he couldn't lift it up.
In another corner of the back garden, Si Dushen leaned against the wall, and the atmosphere around him was gloomy.
Seeing Annan bowing his head like a child doing something wrong in the cold wind, Si Dushen turned to leave, and when he walked to the front yard, he called Annan: "Hurry up and come to the front yard, I want to go back to the company to work overtime, and by the way, I will send you back and give you a minute." ”
Annan hung up Si Dushen's phone and hurried to the front yard, just as he wanted to leave here.
Si Dushen personally greeted Si Liang. Si Liang didn't force Annan to stay, so he asked Si Dushen to take Annan away.
In the car, Annan never said a word, looking at the traffic outside the window, Annan still couldn't hold back his tears, but he didn't make any sound.
Annan didn't know when it began, he had become accustomed to crying silently.
Si Dushen glanced sideways at Annan who was leaning against the car window, although Annan didn't make any sound, but Si Dushen could still see Annan's sadness at this moment, he knew that Annan was crying.
Si Dushen looked at Annan like this, and couldn't help but soften, Si Dushen couldn't comfort people with a can, but he still said a few blunt words to comfort Annan: "Annan, don't be too sad, after so many years, you should get used to it......"
These comforting words fell on Annan's ears, which was a kind of ridicule and sarcasm of Si Dushen's self.
Annan leaned against the window sullenly, not responding to Si Dushen, not accepting his kindness.
The hot air conditioner in the car blew out, which made Annan even more upset, and Annan already had a strong drunkenness.
Si Dushen wanted to carry Annan upstairs, but today's Annan was extremely bold, and kept struggling to push Si Dushen away, insisting on going by himself.
Si Dushen had no choice but to help Annan beside her to prevent her from falling.
Annan finally stumbled back home, lay on the sofa for a while, Si Dushen poured water out of the kitchen, but Annan suddenly got up from the sofa and started a drunken madness on Si Dushen.
With the strength of wine, Annan said to Si Dushen those things that had been held in his heart and would never be said in normal times.
Annan casually picked up a vase next to him and smashed it into Si Dushen's body.
Si Dushen was agile and easily dodged, but the poor vase fell in front of Si Dushen and shattered to the ground.
Si Dushen still wondered, what is this woman crazy about?
Annan looked at the broken glass slag on the ground, pointed to the glass slag and suddenly laughed, Si Dushen looked at Annan like this, and suddenly felt hairy in his heart, and even a little weak.
Annan cried and laughed and said to Si Dushen: "Si Dushen, have you seen it?" This is my heart, it's like my heart! It's all shattered to slag! It hurts! It really hurts! It was seven years ago, and it is true today! Why? Why?! What the hell am I doing wrong?! You're going to do this to me?! ”
Annan suddenly lost control of his emotions and scurried around the living room, yelling and screaming.
Si Dushen hurriedly put down the water glass in his hand, walked over and hugged Annan, preventing her from continuing to "go crazy".
Annan struggled to break free, but in vain.
After a while, Annan simply slid down and sat down on the ground, and Si Dushen had to sit on the ground with Annan.
Annan's face was full of despair, his eyes were full of despair, and even the tears that flowed out were full of pain.
Annan bit Si Dushen's hand angrily and asked Si Dushen loudly: "Si Dushen, why?!" Why do you say I seduce you? Why make me fall in love with you and push me into the abyss? Si Dushen, you ruined me, since seven years ago, my life has been ruined by you! Did You Know?! ”
After shouting these words, Annan lost his strength, and his voice became hoarse, Si Dushen looked at Annan's eyes gradually empty, and heard Annan muttering in a low voice: "What do superfluous people like me still live in this world?" ”
Si Dushen listened to this word and hit his heart, he really couldn't listen to Annan's words, lowered his head and kissed the woman fiercely, trying to gag her mouth.
It's like that's what happened before.
Although Annan was drunk, he still subconsciously rebelled against Si Dushen. But tonight's Si Dushen is unusually gentle and patient. In the end, he gently and forcefully occupied Annan's entire body, burying everything in this night's spring supper.
After a hearty experience, Si Dushen finally let go of Annan, who had already fallen asleep, and Si Dushen held Annan in his arms and gently stroked her hair with his hand.
After a long time, Si Dushen finally whispered the sentence in Annan's ear: "I'm sorry, Nannan." ”
However, at this time, Annan could not hear anything.