However, Qu still seemed to have discovered Niantong by himself, and when he looked back at her, he didn't put away the things in his hand, but just pulled out a smile and said, "Niantong is here." ”

Nian Tong nodded and said, "I just finished practicing the sword, I'm a little tired, I'm idle and bored, and Tang Xi is a person who doesn't have much interest, so I'll come to you and chat with you." ”

"Tang Xi is not very interesting? I think he has used up all the love words and ideas of this life on you. Qu still smiled.

Nian Tong also smiled, and then asked, "I looked at you just now, as if you have something on your mind?" ”

Qu still nodded.

"What are you looking at?" Nian Tong asked again.

Qu still handed the book to Nian Tong and said, "My mother's "Red Fragrance Notes". ”

Nian Tong was silent, and only after a while did he say, "I forgot." I originally went to Red Sleeve Villa, and one of the most important things was to help you inquire about your mother. I asked Xu Yungui, and he said that he didn't know anyone surnamed Qu, and then there were too many things, so I put it aside..."

"It's not your fault, you have nothing to blame yourself for." Qu still comforted, "It's been so many years. I never had the luxury of finding my father again, and I would be fine without him, would I? ”

"But don't you want to know why your mother died so suddenly..."

"I don't care about these things for a long time, the illness is like a mountain, if there is any reason, it is all fate." Qu still said.

"Everything is fate," Nian Tong repeated in a low voice.

Qu still realized that Niantong seemed to have thought of something, so she put her hand on her hand and said, "Don't get me wrong, your destiny will not come true, you will definitely live well." ”

Nian Tong smiled: "Hmm." ”

"Forget it, say something else. By the way, the Xiyan poison that Ji Sheng asked Ji Sheng to refine last time has been refined and has been kept in his room, do you want to go and see it? ”

"I don't know medicine, and besides, I believe you. This poison is extremely poisonous, after all, it is the last poison of Xiyan before his death, but it is a pity that it has not been refined, I don't know how strong its poisonous effect will be..."Nian Tong said.

"I heard Ji Sheng say that this medicine was only refined in the end, so it was extremely precious, and you also know that the half-finished Xiyan poison in Tang Xizhong last time had already been discarded Tianshan Snow Lotus and Deer Antler to solve it, and this time it must be even more amazing. So Ji Sheng said, when the time comes, we will mix the medicine in the water and put it on the sword. ”

"Won't the toxicity be weakened when mixed with water? So what's the point of refining this poison? ...... Also, the sword has no eyes, what if it hurts an innocent person..."Nian Tong was a little worried.

"You...... You still think that Red Sleeves Villa is not all evil, right? ”

Qu is still a person who understands her after all, Nian Tong frowned, and said: "I asked you to refine Xiyan Poison, one is because Mu Yun was also refining at that time, in order to suppress the other party. The second reason is that in case of an emergency, this poison is convenient and easy to carry, and may come in handy. However, if this poison becomes a tool for murder, I will feel that I am guilty of a great crime. ”

"But how can we not resist when they want the land of this great country? Nian Tong, since ancient times, the king has been defeated, and if they want to get what they want, they have to pay much more than others, don't you understand this truth? ”

"I know..."

"I understand your thoughts, and I don't want to kill innocents indiscriminately, but the situation forces me to do so. Nian Tong, let me give you an example, Xu Yungui is your own brother, when you have to meet him on the battlefield, will you choose to fight or escape? ”

"I..." Since knowing that Xu Yungui is her own brother, Nian Tong knew that this would be a problem she had to face, so for so long, she had avoided thinking about this question by herself, but this day would eventually come, and before it came, Qu still asked her this question, and now it was naked in front of her, making her almost at a loss, "If he really does too many unforgivable things, even if he is my brother, I will not show mercy..."

"You know too much about good and evil in your eyes, but when the time comes, on the battlefield, do you really have so many opportunities to distinguish who is good and who is evil?" Qu still asked.

Nian Tong shook his head.

Qu still sighed and touched her hair: "I'm sorry, I know you know all this, but I still want to remind you, I'm afraid that not only will you not do what you want to do when the time comes, but you will also get hurt..."

"I understand you're doing it for my good. I'll go back and think about it. Nian Tong said sullenly.

Qu still hugged her and said in her ear: "Good and evil are actually only in your heart, thinking too much will only make it more difficult for you to distinguish, if you don't want to go, it's better to let go and leave." But you don't want to leave your responsibilities behind. ”

"The dilemma of life is really distressing." Nian Tong felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.

......

Nian Tong walked alone on the cobblestone pavement, hoping that the breeze and sunshine would dispel the haze in her heart. She found that she was confused, and she was in a dilemma, what should she do.

She didn't know why she was the heir of this first-class sword, obviously, she didn't have anything special.

Suddenly, she frowned, if you think about it carefully, the only thing special about her is that she is the sister of the owner of the Red Sleeve Villa. Could it be that in the end, Xu Yungui will be merciful because of her? When she thought of Xu Yungui, even in the sun, she couldn't help but feel a little frightened. It's not that Xu Yungui is so powerful, she just thinks that Xu Yungui is a person who doesn't show everything in front of her, which makes her unpredictable. If he was good to her, she could actually feel that when she was in Red Sleeve Villa, he was indeed releasing water in everything, so he said that she ruined the matter of Xiyan poison, although she wanted to test whether she was really my undercover agent, but no matter what, she did succeed. But if he said that he was not good to himself, he forced himself to take poison, and designed to make her almost die on the spot, which made her feel scared when she thought about it now.

And will he really give up the war for her sister, who she hasn't seen for many years?

Nian Tong shook his head.

Xuemei is in full bloom, she takes a deep breath, relaxes, and tries her best to calm herself, she walks under Xuemei, brushes away a thin layer of snow on it, and suddenly thinks of something, close to the big war, she should go back to Huashan.

Tang Xi and Nian Tong returned to Huashan together, this road that she had walked too many times, Nian Tong thought, if everything didn't go well, maybe it would be the last time she left.

She remembers the flowers and plants on this road.

At the beginning of the mountain road, there was only a thin layer of snow on the road, but the higher you go, the thicker the snow accumulates, almost the same as the snow in the depths of Huashan.

Nian Tong was a little strange: "The snow in Huashan has never fallen so much. Now it is only halfway up the mountain, and I don't even see the shadow of Zhenyue Palace, and the snow is so heavy. ”

Tang Xi said: "It's snowing heavily, what's so bad? ”

"Huh?" Nian Tong didn't understand why he said that.

"It is said that snow is the cleanest thing in the world, and the bigger the snow, won't it cover all the troubles of the world?" Tang Xi said with a smile.

Nian Tong looked at him blankly, and when he didn't pay attention, he actually broke his foot in the snow, Tang Xi quickly supported her and said, "Why are you still so reckless." I only know that when you didn't know how to work lightly in the past, you often got your shoes and socks wet because of mountain climbing, why are you still now? ”

"I... I just listened to you, and I lost my mind for a moment. Nian Tong said.

"Distracted?" Tang Xi asked.

"Actually, your statement is quite novel. Maybe you're someone who understands me. Nian Tong smiled.

How could Tang Xi not know what she was thinking, the closer he got to the big battle, the tighter he found Nian Tong's brows getting tighter and tighter, he could probably guess what she was thinking. At the beginning of the war, Xu Yungui was her brother, and there were many innocent and pitiful people in the Red Sleeve Villa, waiting for redemption, and she was the successor of the Liufang Sword, a person of destiny, burdened with pressure and responsibility that ordinary people could not see, and she was in a dilemma. He saw her depressed day by day, and his heart was distressed, but he didn't know what to do, he felt uncomfortable, and he even didn't know what to do one day, and the feeling of being powerless was really bad.

Therefore, when he saw the snow in the sky, which made Niantong very melancholy, he couldn't help but say this.

Snow is the purest and most immaculate thing in the world, and if you can, let it bury all your troubles.

"Thank you, Tang Xi, listening to you, I feel a lot more comfortable."

"No thanks, it's always been my duty to make you happy."

Nian Tong was silent for a while and asked, "Tang Xi, what do you like about me?" I feel like you like it's weird. ”

"Is it strange? I don't know what to do and go to love. ”

"If you were alone, if you didn't have anything special, would you like it too?"

"Do you think you're good for nothing?"

"I... It doesn't seem like every place is particularly prominent, right? ”

"Maybe, I just like you more, ordinary you."

"Why do you like ordinary people?" Nian Tong asked.

"Why do you have so many questions, like a child?"

"I was originally a child," Nian Tong muttered.

Tang Xi smiled and said, "Take me and ask you, why do you like me?" ”

Nian Tong also seriously thought about his question for the answer to his question: "If you want me to say, it's because you helped me a lot, and then, you were there when I needed you the most, so I will subconsciously rely on you deeply, right?" ”

"That's all?" Tang Xi's face was a little dark.

"Hmm... Also, that night you took me to see the stars, and when I turned my head and saw the moonlight shining on your face, my heart was beating so fast. Nian Tong blushed and said.

"It's okay." Tang Xi hooked the corners of his mouth proudly.