Chapter 100: Full of Complaints
Sun Xiaohong gritted her teeth and said this sentence, which frightened the whole family. Grandma believed it and hurriedly stopped at the door: "Xiaohong, it's so late, it's dark outside, you can't walk around, hurry up and go into the house and wash your face!" It's not that you don't know your mother's temper, it's okay to drink after speaking, if you don't talk back, she won't beat you! Hurry back to the house! Hurry back to the house! Grandma took her hand and persuaded her with good words, Xiaohong's heart softened again, she wanted to cry, but suddenly she caught a glimpse of her mother's blushing face, panting heavily, as if she hadn't been able to breathe yet, her heart was horizontal, and she choked and swallowed her tears back.
In the eyes of the mother, the child is disobedient, that is, disobedient, that is, unfilial, and I don't know which life is the fatal truth that has been passed on. She was angry, she was resentful, how did the good things become what they are today.
"Does she still think of herself as a child?" Sun Xiaohong covered her face and thought that her mother was not an unreasonable person, if it weren't for someone behind her back, she wouldn't be so fierce to herself, thinking about it, she was still selfish. I know very well that even the people in my family don't want to see me, if this matter is spread to the alley, there will be everything, she can't argue, how can she raise her face to see people.
Sun Xiaohong just couldn't understand why her mother would use hateful eyes to target herself everywhere. She can beat herself today, and she may not be able to threaten herself tomorrow! The more she thought about it, the more sad she became, so she simply waved her hand and said angrily:
"Milk, you go back to the house, don't worry about me, I'm fine. I felt so bad that I wanted to go outside! I have five or eight in this family, and I am forty if I don't, and they all regard me as an enemy, so I'd better go! It's an eyesore! Sun Xiaohong covered her nose, which was still bleeding, and didn't allow her grandmother to explain anything to her, so she lowered her head and walked out.
"Why are you so tough, your mother said that you are also for your own good, your face is full of blood, where do you want to go? Listen to grandma, hurry up and go into the house to wash your face, it will be bad if outsiders see it! There are so many people standing high in the alley to watch the excitement, none of them are fuel-efficient lamps, all of them are like Yang Paifeng, seeing you quarreling with your mother, maybe how to talk nonsense! Grandma said and dragged Sun Xiaohong into the house.
"She beat me, and even said that I was not a bunch of people, afraid that outsiders would gossip? Is she such a mother? How am I going to go to school tomorrow, if she had thought about me, she wouldn't have been like this a long time ago. I think she did it on purpose, you see my brother-in-law came to the house, she made a big table with delicious food and drink, as soon as Ren Haoxuan came, she fooled around casually, and now she is still beating me, ask herself, what is this not partiality? Xiaohong kept sobbing, and she spread out her hands to let her grandmother see her face. She even wondered if she was her own.
"How can you think that, kid? It's all a mother's child, it hurts to stretch out any finger, why is she eccentric? It's not like you're thinking too much about it. You're so angry with your mother, you're stupid! Hurry up and go into the house and look in the mirror, look at your face, if you don't wash it, you will become a flower-faced tiger! Hearing her grandmother say this, Sun Xiaohong was angry and funny.
In the house, one is a father, the other is a mother, the two of them, one sings with a red face, the other sings with a white face, at this time, they are afraid that something will happen to Xiaohong, and they can't care about getting angry, they stared at each other with big eyes, and blamed Xiaohong for the fault.
Sun Xiaohong covered her face and cried endlessly. The slap just now made her head buzz. Grandma brought her a basin of water, she closed her eyes, picked up a basin of water, slowly washed the blood on her face, returned to her room, closed the curtains, threw herself into the quilt, and cried.
"When the child is older, you said that she would be able to do it in two sentences, why did you still do it? You are a man with a gun, no matter what you do, you hit her so hard, beat her like that, how can you go to work tomorrow! In the middle of the night, Sun Xiaohong faintly heard her father whispering to her mother, she tilted her ears and listened carefully.
"This kid is so angry, I'm not angry, and I didn't mean to beat her like this. I'm my mother, she's a mushroom girl, I'm wrong, and I can't apologize to her! Xiaohong's mother knew that she was wrong, and she whispered.
"It's not that I'm talking about you, you can do it if it's okay, you can't stop and stop. It is said that don't slap people in the face, don't scold people, don't expose your shortcomings, you can be good, when you raised your hand to hit her, you didn't think about it for her, you, I said you are so good! Can't you say it well if you have something to say, a girl's family, just say a few words, you have to beat someone, this is good, your slap, your girl can hate you for a lifetime, I'll see how you end. Across the wall, Sun Xiaohong heard the sound of her father knocking the cigarette bag pot in the house. Her tears flowed silently again. Yes, her mother is really domineering, she counts condescendingly all day long, Sun Xiaohong is scared when she thinks about it, she has to be forced into a phobia if she doesn't force herself out of depression.
"This kid has such a temper that he can drive people crazy, just like you. I'll just say a few words to her, she still dares not to say anything, when the slap is stretched out, you are hiding a little, she is good, she is beaten with her face up! is just this strange temper that can't be steamed and cooked, and no one pulls it when it is beaten. I wondered, I didn't make any effort just now, why did her nose bleed? "There were so many things she couldn't figure out. If she was to figure everything out, the whole family would have to force her out of her mental illness.
It seems that my mother regretted it a little, and she knew why she slapped sweet dates in the first place. What's the use of light regret? You can't hurt anyone, and you have to find a lot of reasons to justify yourself.
"Can you still be reasonable, you can beat your nose out of your nose without any effort, and if you try, you won't have to take your head off! Anyway, what you're doing today is a bit too much. Xiaohong is our child, there are so many mistakes, you shouldn't hit her! I've been watching this for a long time, and the two children are quite willing, so in the future, you don't have to meddle anymore! ”
"I'm a very tough person, I didn't expect the girl born to be stronger than me, the dead father cries the mother's strong seed, yes, I don't care about the future! What can I do if I love her, just treat her as if she doesn't have my mother! Mom didn't say anything more, she was silent for a long time, and sighed faintly. All their whispers, that's it. In the dark night, there was silence, like a stagnant water.
Throughout the night, Sun Xiaohong tossed and turned and didn't sleep well, and the next morning, as soon as the sun came out, she crawled out of the bed in a daze. The courtyard was quiet, as if nothing had happened. She quickly cleaned up, she was afraid that others would see her red and swollen nose, so she casually picked up a large mask from the cabinet and put it on her face. Push the bike and go to work. When she rushed to the school with a chill, the school gate had just opened, she lowered her head, walked quickly into the courtyard, put her bicycle under the window of the language group, and went directly to the classroom.
All morning, she was sullen. During the lunch break, the men in the language group were gone, and Sun Xiaohong was groggy and motionless on the table, thinking about everything yesterday, she was in no mood to eat at all.
Teacher Xu walked in with a lunch box in her hand and smiled, and when she saw that Sun Xiaohong was still in the room, she gently sat down in her place. Seeing that Xiaohong still didn't move, she deliberately raised her voice and said, "What's the matter today, is someone coming to disturb?" It's not a good thing to stay up late at night and sleep on the table in broad daylight, so tell the truth, who did you go to meet yesterday? ”
Sun Xiaohong squinted her red and swollen eyes and slowly raised her head. Teacher Xu was startled, and she shouted in a fuss: "I said Sun Xiaohong, did you encounter a robbery, or did you encounter a prison escape, why did you make your face like this, do you want to harm yourself?" Sun Xiaohong hurriedly stretched out her finger and "shh
Teacher Xu glared and said, "Oh my God, is that really the case?" Can you not scare me? I'm about to be scared out of your heart attack? Tell me what the hell is going on? Teacher Xu asked to the bottom of the matter, Sun Xiaohong smiled bitterly and shook her head, she wanted to say that she didn't agree with Ren Haoxuan's family, but in front of Teacher Xu, she couldn't say it, so she looked out the window with erratic eyes, sighed long, and muttered: "I'm thin-skinned and the most easily injured, but fortunately, I live a simple life, and I don't have so many complicated selfish thoughts, so I don't care so much!"
It was Teacher Xu's turn to be surprised, she leaned her face over and whispered, "Look at you like this, are you in trouble?" Is it because your family doesn't agree with you talking to Ren Haoxuan? Teacher Xu's words hit the vital point, Sun Xiaohong was stunned, in order to hide her panic, she quickly shook her head and denied: "No, no, don't talk nonsense, how could my mother beat me!" I see you're in a worse mood than I am. Sun Xiaohong said, pressing the bridge of her nose with her hand, not only her face hurts, but even the heart and liver in her stomach hurt, Teacher Xu is an outsider after all, she thinks some things are better not to explain.
"Don't I care about you! A good little face, with a few handprints printed for no reason, whoever sees it will feel distressed, if Ren Haoxuan knows, he doesn't know how to feel distressed, since you don't want to say it, I won't ask,"