Maybe God deliberately arranged this way, arranging for me and Li Shuangshuang to talk all night last night, and we were so moved by each other, so that I could return to Xie Chen again the next day without worries.

Can't get a taxi again, do you need me to pick you up?

My hand holding the phone suddenly oozed fine sweat.

These 15 words on the screen are clearly a reminder of my social practice years ago, Xie Chen's person usually has no hobbies, his only hobby is to torture people, as if seeing others panic and feel pain is the only joy in his life. The fact that he can drive the car to school means that he also dares to walk into his brother's house in a grand manner.

Of course, I wouldn't cooperate with his neurosis at this time, so I ran to hell without stopping.

Xie Chen didn't change much, his hair was cut a little shorter, and he looked more energetic. I can't find any other words to describe it, and although I often see a lot of warblers and warblers around him, I never understand what they are obsessed with him except for having a good skin.

But these were all my previous doubts, and when I saw him this time, I suddenly realized that he did have an attractive temperament. It's like a beautiful poppy, even though you know it's the end, there are still countless people who bend their waists for it.

Perhaps it was because of the infinite affection in my eyes, he lifted my chin and said, "But I haven't seen you for a month, as for such a longing?" ”

I didn't care about his taunts, so I just looked at him so closely. It turned out that there was a small tear mole in the corner of his right eye, and there is an old saying that such a person is destined to die. If it had been before, I would have thought it was a cold joke and laughed out loud. But now, looking at the scar on his neck, I can't smile at all.

I found this scar last year, after I committed suicide by drinking sleeping pills. After I cursed him in the most vicious language that time, he never came to see me in the hospital again. Sister Xu once went to the hospital to see me once, I asked her about him from the side, Sister Xu refused to say anything at first, and finally under my countless inquiries, she said that she had encountered some trouble in business.

I lay in the hospital for more than half a month before I went home, in fact, it didn't take that long at all, but the doctor still persevered and checked me over and over again. On the day Sister Xu took me home, I saw his slippers neatly arranged on the shoe cabinet, so I took it for granted that he was not at home.

I didn't turn on the lights when I entered the room, and suddenly a hoarse voice came from the darkness, "Coming back?" ”

I was startled, and with a trembling hand, I immediately turned on the light in my room. He stood at the window with his hands in his pockets, his back to me. I put down what I was holding and said, "I'm sorry, I talked too much that day. ”

He didn't answer, but turned to look at me thoughtfully. I bowed my head weakly, ready for all kinds of insults, but that day he didn't say anything, but took my hand and put it between his neck, and I soon felt the unevenness under the fingertips, which was a five-centimeter-long scar, as if it had been wounded by some sharp weapon, and now it had formed a flesh-colored scar.

The scar suddenly looked like a small centipede, and it was extremely terrifying, and I hurriedly retracted my hand and looked at him in horror.

"I've done stupid things like suicide before, but I'm much more intense than yours." He said expressionlessly.

I just stared intently at the scar, no wonder I had never noticed it before, because it was just hidden by his pointed chin, and it was so close to the color of his skin that it was hard to notice.

"I actually...... I'm not ......" I quickly explained, but I wanted to cover it up.

"You're trying to say that you didn't commit suicide on purpose, do you? You just accidentally drank that big bottle of sleeping pills? He said with a smirk: "Or maybe you want to say that you really can't stand it, because I'm a bad guy who treats you too badly, isn't it?" ”

I was so embarrassed by him that I couldn't answer a word. He looked at me for a long time, pushed me to the window, pointed to the neon lights in the distance, and said something very inexplicable. He said, "Look at the world, who cares if you live or die?" Who knows if you're doing well or not, happy or not? Do you think that when you die, the world will change a little? ”

I actually understood all the truths he said, but when he came out of his mouth, I was extremely surprised. I looked at his lips and felt like he was going to say something I didn't know.

But that day didn't work out as I hoped.

At this time, I looked at his flesh-colored scar, but my heart was indescribably depressed. He didn't notice, but looked at me like an animal, "Why are you a little fat?" ”

"Huh?" My face turned red, and I subconsciously touched my chin, this simple action actually provoked Sister Xu and them to sneer next to them - in fact, it is not funny at all, but this family was made too lifeless by Xie Chen, and people's laughter is so low.

It stands to reason that I should be glad for that sentence: yes, I'm old and yellow, and I'm fat, shouldn't you be disgusted with me?

But does my inexplicable nervousness just now mean that I have begun to pay attention to my image in Xie Chen's mind? I panicked at the idea.

"I spent so much money on you, and I didn't see any change in you, but when I came home, I was wide and fat?" He continued to sneer, and then pinched here and there in my face, almost like picking pork!

I was annoyed, pushed his hand away, and tried my best to quibble: "How can you be so fat?" It's less than ten pounds! "Actually, I'm already very thin, and now I'm only a little over a hundred, and with my height of nearly 1.7 meters, it's not as exaggerated as he said. I saw him smiling faintly, so I simply cheeky, "Didn't you keep saying it...... Do I not feel it? ”

He was visibly stunned by my sudden openness, raised an eyebrow in surprise, and burst out laughing.

He was right, he did spend a lot of money on me. Take me to Japan to see cherry blossoms in the spring and take a hot spring bath in Korea in the winter. Once, I read the newspaper and found out that there was a new movie, and I just casually said that he actually took me to Hong Kong to see the premiere. I love fried chestnuts, and I was particularly obsessed with them for a while, and I often rode my bicycle to buy them at night, sometimes until midnight. After he found out, he specially asked someone to go to Qianxi to buy it for me, and his way of expressing kindness was also very vague, after I went home that day, it happened that Aunt Liu was cleaning, he stood on the handrail on the second floor, with his hands on his waist like Huang Shiren, "Hey, Aunt Liu, didn't I say come up and throw these things away for me?" ”

Aunt Liu didn't know if she was cooperating with him or really didn't know, so she asked in surprise: "Why do you want to throw away the chestnuts that you bought with so much money?" What a waste! ”

"I don't care! Anyway, you came up and cleaned it up for me, hurry up! ”

Of course, in the end, these things still belong to my five internal organs temple. In fact, I already knew about his careful thoughts, even when he went to Hong Kong to watch a movie, he said that he was going to Hong Kong to meet customers, and it seemed insincere not to bring a partner with him. I scoffed at his hypocrisy, but I was also willing to fight and suffer, and I couldn't think about it.

At this time, I was really puzzled, what was Xie Chen's mind for me? Sometimes I treat me like an enemy who hates me to the core, and sometimes he holds me like the meat of my heart.

I looked around, and the house was deserted, with a layer of dust everywhere on the table, and everything was the same as it had been years ago. It seems that there should be no one to live during this time, and after asking Aunt Liu, it turned out that Xie Chen had given them a holiday since I came back from traveling a year ago, and I went directly to my brother's house, and I didn't let them come back until today.