Chapter 56: Wounds
"Miss Lin, what do you want for dinner?" She knocked on my door several times, and I was busy practicing and didn't hear it, so she kept knocking. Not at all like before, knocking on the door was a formality for her.
I looked at my watch and it was past six o'clock, but I didn't feel the slightest bit of hunger, so I said, "I'm not hungry." ”
Aunt Liu answered in a low voice and prepared to leave. As she was about to close the door, I noticed her holding a stack of pajamas in her hand, "What's that?" ”
"It's Mr. Xie's pajamas, and I'm about to put them in his room."
I suddenly became angry and sneered: "You are quite dutiful, hasn't he been at home for several days?" Who are pajamas ready for? People don't know where to sleep in the willows! After finishing speaking, he found that his jealousy was too obvious, and he looked at Aunt Liu with some embarrassment for a while. Sure enough, her face was scornful.
I realized my gaffe and hurriedly walked over and apologized softly, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say you." ”
She smiled and was about to close the door and leave, when I suddenly smelled an unknown aroma, and with a little common sense, I quickly judged that it was the smell of cologne.
"What does it smell like?" I frowned and sniffed, and soon discovered the source of the aroma, so I picked up the pajamas in her hand and put them to my nose, "How can this dress smell like this?" ”
I reminded Aunt Liu out of kindness, because I knew Xie Chen's living habits, and he was very disgusted with the smell of perfume. On him, I only smelled a faint smell of tobacco. For this reason, I almost never wear perfume when I'm with him.
Aunt Liu said: "This is what Mr. Xie has explained, and I don't know the rest." After saying that, he hurried away, as if he was afraid that I would ask something. I didn't think anything was wrong at first, but when I thought about Xie Chen's performance in recent days, I suddenly had doubts in my heart.
In terms of clothing, from the time I know him to the present, he wears a fur jacket or a trench coat in addition to a suit, although he is not dressed like his age, but to be honest, his vision is really good. I once secretly took a photo of him sitting on the terrace smoking, and his angular face in a black stand-up collar trench coat looked like the smash hit Takeshi Kaneshiro back then. However, he has completely changed his appearance recently, and his clothes are mainly light colors, and they are all youthful and casual styles.
I carefully pondered his various abnormalities in the past few days, from the previous unsmiling to the current radiant spirit, I can only think of one sentence, that is, "people are in good spirits when they are happy", and his happy event should be "love".
Love, the word seems to be far away from me.
With Xie Chen, I have never had the idea of words like "love", "hot love", "I love you", etc. He had said something very hurtful before, he said that his relationship with me was also an "employment relationship", of course, I hated this definition, but hated it, and I still didn't know what to use to describe our relationship. Just like now, even though he has his own "love", he still doesn't seem to have the idea of "breaking up" with me.
I didn't have the heart to practice anymore, but sat at my desk and stared at a novel. It was about half-past seven that I heard the sound of the gate and he returned.
I held my breath and listened to his footsteps as he went upstairs. I've developed a habit of guessing his mood or what he's about to do from the number, severity, and urgency of his footsteps. Every time he used to, his footsteps would stop at the door of my room for a few seconds before heading towards his room.
But not this time.
In the end, I couldn't help but rush into his room.
"Get out!" His face flushed slightly, and he whispered at me.
I've always thought of him as a veteran of that kind of place, and he's used to this kind of thing. But at this time, his face was more shy and flustered, so I simply walked towards him out of a joke.
"Hey, Lin Xing! What are you doing? Get out! ”
My stubborn heart was immediately stimulated, and I simply let go of this old face, stretched out my index finger and drew circles on his slightly undulating chest, "The first time I saw it, it was really good!" ”
If Li Shuangshuang knew, she would definitely shoot me to death with a brick. I can't even imagine where my pure soul had gone.
"See you for the first time? Why, is it because I haven't turned on the lights before? He half-smiled, then pressed his lips to my collarbone. I felt a pain and bounced like I had been stung by a bee.
"You're insane!" Looking down, there were already two rows of faint tooth marks left in the reddened area.
He stood up arrogantly, the faint smell of sweat on his chest pressing against the tip of my nose. I felt like my heart was going to beat out of my throat, and there was a hint of mockery in his voice, "In front of me? It's not enough for you. ”
I couldn't wait to find a crack in the ground and get in, but I couldn't say a word.
He finally put on his pajamas, sat on the edge of the bed with his legs crossed, lit a cigarette, slowly spit out the smoke ring, and said to me who was standing aside, "Why don't you leave?" I'm not interested tonight. ”
But my legs felt like they were filled with lead, and both of my feet were stuck to the floor. So, I ran away.