Coming out of the city government, although Cai Wenyue was a little regretful because Chen Bin's Dongtan team could not join, he was happy for him after learning in advance that he was about to be promoted to the captain of the Yingdong Public Security Brigade.

When leaving, Li Tianwu also said that the local security brigade needs to cooperate with Cai Wenyue's criminal investigation bureau in its work, so it seems that the two will still have the opportunity to work together at that time.

Cai Wenyue came to Fumin Sha Road and saw that there were dense houses on both sides of the road, and his next destination was the nursing home on Hongbei Road in front of him. Su Yuping worked there, and Cai Wenyue planned to talk to her about the transfer.

Su Yuping was busy in the nursing home, she had just moved some bedding out to dry in the morning, and she was cleaning in the yard.

Cai Wenyue came to the door of the nursing home, inquired with the doorman, and was brought in by the doorman after explaining his intention.

"Su social worker, this Mr. Cai said that he is someone you know, and he came to look for you for something," the doorman led Cai Wenyue to Su Yuping.

Su Yuping nodded, and the doorman went back to the guard's room after confirming that Cai Wenyue was someone she knew.

"You're looking for me?" Su Yuping asked, "Is it Brother Wei's business?" ”

"Sister-in-law Yuping, there will be news about Brother Wei's determination in the next two days," Cai Wenyue nodded, "I came to you for another matter, that is, I am going to transfer you to the Chongming Criminal Investigation Bureau, are you willing to go?" ”

"Criminal Investigation Bureau? What does it do? Su Yuping was stunned for a moment, and she didn't know why she suddenly transferred herself to such a unit.

"The organization talked to me today and asked me to set up a criminal investigation bureau on Chongming Island, and I applied to my superiors to transfer you over, and I came here to ask what you mean," Cai Wenyue said, "The new unit has been established, and there is a great shortage of manpower, I need to find someone to help me, and the first thing that comes to mind at the moment is you." ”

"Who else but me?"

"Originally, there was Chen Bin and their team, but the government had other arrangements for them," Cai Wenyue looked regretful, "It's hard to find trustworthy and reliable people." ”

"I don't know what this criminal investigation bureau is going to do, and I have never had similar work experience, I am afraid that you found me because of Brother Wei." Su Yuping thought about it and politely declined Cai Wenyue's invitation, "In all fairness, when Brother Wei was alive, the relationship between me and him was just a friend, this bereaved family...... I deserve it. ”

"I know that Brother Wei wanted you to take care of me on his behalf before he died, but I am not his side, so how can I be embarrassed to eat the Lu behind him. Whether it's his bereavement or his favor, I can't accept it. ”

"Alas, is it just for Brother Wei to die without turning a blind eye?" Cai Wenyue said hurriedly.

"Brother Wei, he has no children, so he will only worry about me before he dies, I have already thought about it, and then I will find a boy with a better personality among the orphans in Chongming District to adopt, and let him take Brother Wei's surname." Su Yuping said her thoughts, she has been thinking about this matter these days, but there is no suitable candidate at the moment.

There are not many children in Chongming District, and there were some orphans at the beginning, but the environment here was not very stable at the beginning, and the materials were not as abundant as they are now, so the children who were not taken care of by adults basically died. At that time, Chongming was in ruins, and the government really couldn't take care of it, taking Yingdong, the earliest developed area, as an example, there was a famine at that time.

"Adopting a child and helping Brother Wei continue the incense can be discussed in the long run. Right now, you are working as a social worker in a nursing home, and your prospects may be ......," Cai Wenyue said with a pause, "Jixiang girl was taken good care of by you before, and I owe her and you owe it." Come to my unit, the road will be more wide, and since you plan to adopt a child for Brother Wei, you must also think about this child. ”

"And Chongming is now waiting for a new one, and it is the time to employ people," Cai Wenyue continued.

"Xiao Cai is right, Yuping, everywhere people go, it's a radish and a pit, I'm old, it's nothing to stay in this nursing home, but you're different, you're still young. If I hold myself here because of me and delay your future, then I don't want to go. On the night Xiao Cai returned to China, I wanted to find Chen Bin, and the kid said, let him think of a way to see if he could help you move it. ”

"Xiao Cai, when did you come over?" After Aunt Luo finished speaking to Su Yuping, she turned her head to Cai Wenyue and asked, "Is the auspicious girl okay these days?" ”

Looking at Aunt Luo's kind smile, Cai Wenyue's heart warmed, "The little girl is very good, thank you Aunt Luo for your concern." I just came over and wanted to discuss with Yuping's sister-in-law about letting her go to work at the Criminal Investigation Bureau. ”

"This is a good thing, Yuping, you listen to Auntie, social work is not a promising job, now it is not better than when we first came to Chongming, at that time we were satisfied with a job, now as Xiao Cai said, Chongming is developing here, although there are many opportunities, but there are more people, there are good opportunities to grasp well." Luo Qiongfen continued to persuade Su Yuping, "People have to look forward when they are alive, I feel that you seem to have been avoiding something, but many things, don't they exist if you hide from it?" Check it out, it's okay. ”

Aunt Luo's words made Su Yuping's heart tremble, she knew what Aunt Luo was referring to many things, and she also knew what Aunt Luo asked her to see. But she has always had a hurdle in her heart, although the previous ice has been broken, but she can't muster up the courage to cross this hurdle.

"When I was your age, I used to like a guy who was my classmate. My feelings for him are the same as you do for Shaoyu. One day I woke up from a dream in the middle of the night and suddenly missed him so much. At that time, we didn't have a cell phone, and I couldn't count on him. ”

"In the middle of the night, after glaring at the bed for a while, I jumped up and got dressed neatly and ran out of the dormitory to find him. Although I was able to see him the next morning during self-study, I still slipped out in the middle of the night without hesitation, and had a happy time to go. ”

"But when I went out, I noticed that it was snowing heavily, and the snow on the ground was already thick, but the snowflakes in the sky were falling like ashes. Even so, my heart is still hot with love, and the temperature is very low, but I don't feel cold at all. It was a particularly quiet winter night, it was already after the wee hours of the morning, and there was no one to be seen on the campus, except for the sound of myself stepping on the snow. ”

"I walked across a street on campus to the downstairs of his dorm room. The door was locked, and I couldn't do anything. Of course, even if the door of the dormitory building was open, I didn't have the courage to challenge the patience of the dormitory staff and the public opinion in the school in the middle of the night. So I stood downstairs in the snow for a while, and I breathed into the palm of my hand, very melancholy for a while. ”

"I went back, until much later, time passed, and he was no longer in touch, and I was no longer the girl who could resist the wind and snow in the middle of the night to meet her lover. That's when I realized my state of mind. ”

Aunt Luo ignored Su Yuping and Cai Wenyue's surprise, but continued to tell about her mood and feelings of love when she was a girl.

"The mentality at that time...... It's just a performance, except for moving yourself and creating a little illusion of your own infatuation, in fact, it has no meaning at all. In the relationship, we often feel that we have poured out our hearts and lungs, and what we do can move the world, and those who hear it are sad and those who see it sigh, but why can't we move our beloved? ”

"We are always prone to use a masochistic way to create a false impression of infatuation to make ourselves feel at ease, or to stand on the commanding heights of feelings, so as to obtain a deformed sense of satisfaction and security. In fact, whether it is going to the other party's dormitory downstairs on a snowy night to be melancholy, or braving the heavy rain to bring him food or something, I often feel very strong and fierce in retrospect, and for the other party, the meal I brought for him was just a meal, and I couldn't carry the feelings of landslides and cracks that I wanted to place on it. ”

"When I was young, I always couldn't wait to express my love, but the result was often caught up in the performance without realizing it. That's why the memories of two people will be skewed, and those memories that I think will be unforgettable, the other party often doesn't have the same feeling, or even doesn't know it. ”

"The sign of growth is to know how to restrain yourself, restrain your emotions, restrain your desire to perform, and even restrain your liking. When I was young, I liked someone and loved someone, and I wanted to make him a part of my body. As soon as he said it was cold, my heart was already frozen, and he just said that he was sad, and I was immediately saddened by him, for fear that I would not be able to express my love. ”

In fact, no one can afford the value of another person. Only by being an independent and valuable person can you truly learn to love another person. The true meaning of love lies in mutual attraction and like-minded peers, not chasing and clinging. ”

"Be yourself, live in the moment, my child," Aunt Luo said and smiled again, "I still talk about girly love at my age, but I can make you laugh."

"Aunt Luo, maybe I'm really stunned," Aunt Luo's words made Su Yuping seem to understand, "When Brother Wei was alive, I always felt that if I accepted him, I would fail the dead Shaoyu, so I planned to be alone like this for the rest of my life." After Brother Wei died, I realized that I would be unconsciously sad in my heart. As you said, my infatuation with Shaoyu is just an illusion created by myself, it has no meaning at all, it is indeed like a performance, it just moved me. ”

"I didn't have time to understand Brother Wei's feelings for me, and I ruthlessly rejected his entrustment to you after his death. In my heart, I felt that I was standing on the moral high ground, but I ignored everyone's concern for me, and Brother Wei's concern for me when he was dying. ”

"I'm so stupid!"

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