On September 4, 2011, the grouping of Chiba QQ friends is: My friends (20), my bosom friend (4), and my partner (0).

There's a reason why Chiba is grouped like this, he doesn't mean to be drunk, and the group of "my bosom friend" should be renamed "cultivation object", and he plans to wait for him to select and cultivate "my partner" from "my bosom friend", and the bosom friend in the group will also return to "my friend". One of my friends has a screen name called "Simple #Happiness", that person knows him best, understands him best, and loves him the most, and that person is himself.

He knew, to be exact, not to choose, but to observe, which of the four people wanted to be with him the most, and which one needed him the most, because from his point of view alone, he didn't ask for anything, he felt that he had the ability to make himself like the person who liked him.

This is because he understands that many times it is not whether we like it or not, but whether we can be together or not, and it is best to be together. He felt that he and Lu Junya liked each other, but Lu Junya had a boyfriend before, so he couldn't be with him. That's why he thinks that it's useless to like it or not, and whether they can be together is what matters.

The four people in my bosom friend are Yu Xinxiang, Que Xinyue, Zhao Shuidan and ......

Recently, he obviously felt that he was more inclined to love incense, or that he cared more about her, that was the feeling in his heart. He did this for a more important purpose than to sit down and observe them so that he could determine who cared more about him. His intellect told him that now he should improve himself, study hard, acquire the skills to survive, face some things alone, and not want to share too much with the person who will be with him in the future. From an environmental point of view, this is good for the other party or for himself and others, and Chiba also likes this kind of silent care as a friend.

Therefore, whenever he is excited, whenever he wants to convey his heart, whenever he wants to see her, he restrains himself with reason and tells himself, "Don't add any burden to her, when you feel that she needs you, do your own thing and do the current thing with peace of mind, and care about her when you care about her, so that you can still convey your concern and care for her, and you can focus on learning, when you are unsure, you can be good to several people at the same time, when both parties have determined the relationship, Others retreat to the position of ordinary friends, which is not a harm, but a two-way selection process, which is good for everyone. ”

We can see that Chiba seems to be very strong, he can have a crush on 4 girls at the same time, he has a crush on all four of them, he is attracted to the four of them, he has thought about being with any of them until he grows old, he doesn't know which one he chooses.

During physical chemistry class, Xinxiang sat next to him, and he felt very unnatural. It's no wonder that he has ghosts for others in his own heart, and he thinks it's natural to be weird, plus he is already introverted and shy, but he is even more uncomfortable. He didn't dare to take his eyes off Xinxiang at all, and looked at the podium intently, extremely focused. Halfway through, Xinxiang accosted him two sentences, but he didn't turn his head, kept staring at the PPT put by the teacher, and replied in a low voice. After class, he slipped out of the classroom feeling relieved.

He realized that he should overcome this, to be calm! Life is live! It's a fight at every turn! He went to Yijiao to study on his own, but found that he couldn't calm down at all, so he took out his diary again and made a detailed comparative analysis of Yu Xinxiang and Que Xinyue.