Chapter 19: He's a Monster

There are many times when Jiang Che feels that he has superpowers, such as sometimes it is drowsy and it is going to rain, and he silently mutters in his heart that it will be later, later, and when he gets home. Then as soon as he got home, he heard a light rain on the windowsill, and he lay on the window for a long time, as if he had seen through the glass window.

Sometimes he feels that he has a God's perspective, and in a physical education class in junior high school, the whole class ran around the playground, and a sentence came out of his heart as he ran.

"You're going to fall in the next corner." And then before he could react, he really fell. He didn't know where the idea came from, only that he suddenly couldn't lift his feet and fell to the ground. Later, he tried to think about it for a long time, and it turned out that it was not his superpower, but that he was sick.

When I got home, my mother was eating, and my father was there. Jiang Che looked at the time for a while, and then remembered that it was an exam in the past few days, and he came back early. In fact, my father didn't eat at home very often, but most of Jiang Che had eaten at school, and when he came back from last night's repair, his father and mother had already fallen asleep.

"Have you eaten, do you want to eat more?" His mother's gentle voice sounded, Jiang Che shook his head and returned to his room. Without the lights on, the darkness is like a silent world, and here he can be the king here. Lying on the bed, Jiang Che closed his eyes, his thoughts slowly rose, and the sounds around him were gradually emptied, I heard that people actually have souls and can see. As for whether it weighed seven carats or twenty-one carats, he didn't know.

It's hard to imagine what it's like to feel like it's like to be detached from the whole body, and the mind has no weight. You can swim as freely as you would in the sky without having to wear a spacesuit.

After darkness, there are colors, there are sounds, and people appear, and there are conversations.

Luo Yuqing's situation today appeared in his mind again, he saw her pale face, and he tried to change it. It's like knowing that the ending is not good, so you have to change it to a happy one.

He saw him enter the university with her, saw that what she mentioned was no longer Cheng Jinyan, and saw himself in her eyes.

But today it seemed to be a pantomime, and he tried hard to say something, but he couldn't speak, only his face gradually blurred. He wanted to keep the face, but found that he had become a different person.

Under the street lamp, the face that suddenly appeared from the darkness. And the words in my ears seem to still have a residual temperature.

"It's not what you thought about when you were eating, did you?"

"You thought it right when you were eating?"

"What do you mean?"

"You haven't answered me yet."

My head is full of such sounds, like a picture squeezed into my head during insomnia, and I wish my whole body was restrained and couldn't move, so that I wouldn't be able to fall asleep over and over again.

I just hope to fall asleep quickly, so I can only try not to think about those pictures, I can only close my eyes hard, and only the extreme darkness can drown out all the sounds.

"Hey, why didn't you turn on the light, I thought you were asleep."

A sudden light shattered the strife and pierced the heavy darkness. Jiang Che tried hard to calm his heartbeat, holding back the heavy breath that was about to run out of his throat, the feeling of breaking free from the quagmire...... That's nice.

Does it work for someone who can't swim to hold on to that straw? It's useless!

"Huh?" So it can only be covered up with such vague wording.

"This kid is lying on the bed without washing his feet, is he tired from studying?"

"Mom, I'll lie down for a while and wait to wash, you can rest first."

The door closed, the ears were quiet again, and the conversation between the mother and the father came faintly from the guest room, as if you don't care about the child's situation or something like that, and the clearer sentence was "Yuqing's mother came to the house this afternoon, saying that it was thanks to Xiao Che for sending Yuqing to the hospital today, and I don't know if it's better." "And then I was drowned out by the fights in the TV series.

Jiang Che got up, turned off the light, took off his shoes, and lay back on the bed again. He knew from a young age that he was different from others, and that there lived a mature soul in his small body.

He's a monster.

……

The lamp in the window was still shining, and not a word had been written on the test papers that covered the table. The night was silent without the sound of frogs. I don't know how long this scene lasted, but it was finally broken by a burst of suppressed laughter, and so, the shadow swayed back and forth on the test paper, and the world came to life.

seemed to feel that such behavior was a bit abrupt, Chen Pan covered his mouth, but a smile ran out of his eyes. She picked up the pen, muttered on scratch paper, and whispered.

"Who said that red beans are lovesick, and the dresser is given to the thrush, and the thrush is given." Mindfulness chattered, and suddenly saw the small mirror on the table, her bangs in the mirror had already been retrimmed, and her eyebrows were extremely iconic Yuanshan eyebrows.

"Oh, my mother said that you can't look in the mirror at night, it's going to be ugly." Chen Pan covered his eyes with one hand and quickly put the mirror down on the table.

The mother, who was standing at the door with the milk, twitched the corners of her mouth, twisted the handle, opened the door, and asked with some doubts. "What kind of mirror do you look in the big night, what do you do?"

"Mom, you're eavesdropping." Chen Pan saw his mother come in, and hurriedly pulled the test paper to cover the scratch paper.

"You said it yourself, and I didn't mean it, let my mother see it."

"Mom, I want to watch TV, I'll accompany you." Sajiao pushed her mother to the living room, Chen Pan lay in her mother's arms, and the temperature was transmitted from the cup to her heart through the palm of her hand, as if a feather was crossing.

Squishy.

Rubbing her daughter's head, Xu Wenwan said dotingly, "My Pan'er has grown up and has secrets." ”

……

When you close your eyes, you won't see a completely black world. The red or white lines tug at the blurred line of sight and project the outline of the object.

When I opened my eyes, the dim streetlights poked a gap in the darkness, but only in a small area. For example, even the opposite window couldn't be lit, Luo Yuqing looked at the time, nine and three minutes, a very early point in time. The interface that notes the boyfriend in the mobile phone dialog box, the last sentence pay attention to the body, it's cold. It was still ten minutes ago.

And a lot of the sentence "You are my girlfriend, I am your boyfriend." You're tired of being with him all day, so what am I? But it drifted far away, and there was no echo in the silent and uninhabited night sky.

It means that she has only closed her eyes for ten minutes, but why does she feel so long. Just like in the cold sunlight of the afternoon, Jiang Che walked across the zebra crossing and turned his head with unfocused eyes, as if three hours had passed since the time he sent the message.

And she didn't reply. The greeting in the inbox gradually turned into sadness, and it whimpered in the cold wind.

It's like the room where he hasn't lit up yet, I don't know if it's deliberate or sleeping. Luo Yuqing put down her phone, wiped a handful of tears, turned her head to face the wall and began to sleep.

That uneasy emotion finally became a reality, and only two words remained in my ears.

"It's locked." I don't know who locked it, so I can't get in.

So, that sentence will never hold true!