Chapter 481: Pain
He seemed to know that she was his lifeline.
Now Li Xiaobai finally found that every time she approached him, he did seem to have a sense, and the amplitude of his heartbeat was indeed accelerating, and when her fingers touched his arm, the speed was steady and gentle, which seemed to indicate that he knew that she would not leave him.
Her gaze is firm and gentle, he will be fine, and soon, she will always accompany him in his recovery.
The voice went and returned, slowly piercing through the darkness that enveloped him.
He had slowly understood what the voice was saying, it seemed that those images had formed some jumping patterns in his mind, those pictures seemed to make him feel joy and sadness, those pictures began to become textured, and there was always a vague shadow in the picture, just like that voice, emitting a dazzling light.
The voice was sometimes calm, sometimes pleasant, and seemed to change with the picture, and he could not only understand that it was pleasant, but also see and feel the change in tone.
He needed to get close to the voice, and he began to struggle to shake off the darkness around him. But each attempt brought him a fierce burning pain that seemed to eat away at his whole body, and he found that he could no longer retreat into the darkness that had sheltered him.
Then the voice would seduce him again, slowly, gently, until the pain struck him again, until he had to give up.
As if trying to catch the voice, he did.
His arm twitched slightly, a movement that was light, almost nonexistent, and impossible to notice if it weren't for his undivided attention.
But Li Xiaobai obviously noticed it, and was frightened, so she withdrew her hand.
She was silent, staring at his arm.
Then she hesitated for a moment, reached out again to take his arm, felt the temperature of his palm, and continued the conversation.
But who knew her heart was pounding.
She told herself that it must have been because she had been in the same position for too long to cause her muscles to twitch unconsciously, but another voice told her that maybe he was trying to communicate with her, maybe he was already responding to her, telling her that he was awake?
Isn't that so?
"Xiang Hanyu, are you awake?" She asked softly. "If so, can you move your arms again?"
But his arm didn't move.
She sighed and began talking to herself again.
She almost believed he had woken up.
The next day, a few days after I didn't know, Li Xiaobai had already rented a house nearby, there was no way, it was inconvenient to live in a hotel all the time, the people in and out were very complicated, not to mention, they could neither cook nor wash clothes, and all kinds of conditions were very bad.
She didn't just stay here for a day or two, and when Xiang Hanyu woke up in the future, she would need a long time of rehabilitation before she could recover, she talked to the doctor for so long, and probably knew that even if Xiang Hanyu fully recovered, it would take at least six months to a year.
In other words, they don't want to leave this place during this time.
Even if you want to take him back to Kyoto, it will probably take at least a few months.
That's why she rented a house, this house was found by the public security here for her, in the military compound here, so that the personnel will not be very complicated, and safety can also be guaranteed, the house is a one-storey floor, Li Xiaobai considered that it would be inconvenient for Xiang Hanyu to go up and down the stairs in the future.
The only downside to the ground floor is that it's a bit dark and damp, but the climate here is very good.
The windows are full of flowers and trees, and the house can often smell the fragrance of various flowers, and as long as you open the window, the sunlight can shine directly from the balcony into the living room.
Because of the newly moved room, she didn't sleep well last night, Li Xiaobai is a person who is very wary of unfamiliar environments, of course, more because she has been thinking about it last night, whether Xiang Hanyu's slight movement yesterday was a sign that she was about to wake up.
She felt like she was almost schizophrenic.
A hundred reasons would make her trust her instincts, but Xiang Hanyu just didn't wake up.
Walking into the ward, the windows of the room had been opened, the curtains had been opened, the sun was shining in the room, and she walked up to his side and greeted him every morning.
"Second brother, good morning! Did you sleep well last night? ”
Although she knew that he couldn't answer her, she still interacted like a normal person.
He took a deep breath, his chest shaking slightly.
Li Xiaobai's eyes widened in surprise, if such a movement would still be mistaken for his own conditioned reflex, it would be something wrong with her brain.
She was absolutely confident that he had heard her voice, and that he recognized her, and was struggling to get closer to her.
"Brother Xiang, you can hear my voice, right?" Her gaze locked on him, her voice low and gentle. "I know you're about to wake up, I'll always be by your side, I promise you that you can see me every day, and when you wake up, the first person you see when you open your eyes must be me. You have to be strong. ”
He heard the voice, and every time it brought him warmth, made him want to try to get closer to her, the woman's voice with tenderness, gave him a sense of security, and gave him the strength that seemed to be faced with the pain of the darkness now, and he no longer had that feeling of being completely bound and unable to breathe.
He heard it, and she said she was waiting for him there.
He wanted to tell her that he heard everything she said.
But there was still darkness in front of him, as if there was only darkness in his world, and the pain in his body seemed to make him feel that this body did not belong to him, and those pains were on his body, ravaging him recklessly.
But he still didn't want to give up.
Because she told him that she would be there for him.
He didn't want to give up, he didn't want to go back into the dark abyss, where there was only cold, loneliness and emptiness, and she was so warm.
His swollen lips slowly opened, as if he wanted to speak, Li Xiaobai held his breath, watched him move his lips and tongue with difficulty, and felt his determination and effort.
Her heart raced wildly, leaning over to stare at his lips.
I could barely believe my eyes.
Xiang Hanyu finally struggled and made a silent mouth shape, "Pain!" ”
She patted Xiang Hanyu gently, and she didn't even feel the tears slipping down her cheeks, "I'll be back soon, I'll call the doctor, I promise, I'll be back soon." ”
Rushed straight out of the door of the ward.
"Doctor, nurse, he's awake."
The doctors and nurses ran wildly, pushing her to the side.