Chapter 106: It's already there
On June 17, 2011, Chiba made a new plan for her future self.
Here's his proposal:
1. Obtain spiritual support from three migrant animations.
2. Spend three years of practice and then fall in love.
3. Tell Yu Xinxiang: "I am friends with Junya, Junya doesn't like me, and Chuxue has no contact with him"
Fourth, get along with Junya as a friend, care about her and never say "like, love" or anything like that, I want to make her happy, comfort her and help her when she is sad.
Fifth, get along with Lingling as a friend, and appropriately extract relevant information about Junya from her.
6. Fraternity, caring for those who care about me, and treating others as they would do to me
7. If someone likes me and treats her well as a friend, if she confesses, I will say this: "I already have someone I like, although that person has two boyfriends", and then talk to her about love.
8. If Yu Xinxiang asks me if I like her, in fact, I don't know, I don't know what liking is, ask her questions, how do you think you like to explain it, avoid questions, ask her about this aspect, let others understand themselves and understand others at the same time, things are mutual.
9. If Lu Junya says that she likes me, I will tell her that I can't fall in love in college, and I want to improve my strength and let everyone around me recognize me. I love being friends with you. Reason triumphs over sensibility, and romance loses to reality. It's better to ask ordinary people for Junya, it's better than nothing, but she is also very good.
10. Broaden your horizons, exercise your abilities, and participate in activities of interest.
11. Ao Chuxue, if she contacts me, she will get along well as a friend, if not, I will occasionally care about her, but it can only be a friend.
12. Get the teacher qualification certificate and the sixth-level certificate.
13. The time to download animations from Internet cafes should not exceed 3 hours per week.
On June 18th, when he was reading fast in the sixth-grade exam, the invigilator kept reminding him that the time was coming up, and the time was almost up, but he was affected by this and was extremely nervous, and he did worse than usual in the exam.
In the evening, he went to visit Junya's QQ space and found that there is indeed a person named "Liushi" who often sees her and cares about her, and Liushi is the same constellation as him, Capricorn. He felt that it was no big deal, it was all over, he realized that he was playing a tragedy, and he would not listen to so many songs for so long in the future, at most one or two songs similar to his own experience, and then he also told himself that he would no longer have any hope for her in the future, and after sending a text message of "I see your boyfriend", he would no longer send her messages, no longer enter her space, no longer take the initiative to talk to anyone, and when he encountered troubles and unhappy things, he would go to bed or on the grass to think about it, and then sleep.
In addition, he added: In case, if she comes to me on her own initiative, if she asks me for help, I will treat her well, but there is no hope.
Chiba, who was completely desperate for Junya, had three thoughts in his heart.
Xia Qianye: Don't think about holding hands or anything, all you need is understanding and care now, and then assurance and security.
Xia Qianye: I want to be like Jean Valjean, loving, and when she has someone she likes or someone who really likes her, she sends her away with a smile, and then dies sadly alone.
Xia Qianye: This is the capital that cares, so that Valjean invented technology and made a lot of money, I want to engage in scientific research and study at Tsinghua University to learn more practical and useful things, knowledge and ability.