When it comes to responsibility, he has a heart of fear, which is also the culprit of his collapse before the college entrance examination.

In order to make himself stronger, he continues to replenish food from the illusory world, and he has watched many episodes of the Grim Reaper recently.

Ichigo, you should be able to hear it now, what covers your ears is a worthless heart of fear, there is only one enemy, and you are one, what is there to be afraid of.

What's the matter, both of them stopped.

Forget your fears, look ahead, move forward, never stop, retreat will only grow old, cowardice will invite death, call......

In view of his family situation, he decided not to go to graduate school, so he secretly decided,

Article 1: To learn more in four years of college than students of the same level in graduate school,

Article 2: Even if you study in the worst university, you will have better grades than the best students in the best university.

Article 3: Establish a career first and then start a family, the college stage will never involve love, some are just family and friendship,

The second one is out of his unwillingness to pass the line on the one hand, and jealousy of Ji Zhiwei's classmates on the other hand.

As we mentioned earlier, he has been paying attention to their Chinese class representative, Li Shilan, in his third year of high school. And today, he bought a dress online that was almost the same style as the one she wore before, and before he went, he had a wish to see his high school classmates again, among which Li Shilan was the main one he wanted to see.

When I arrived at Yutang High School, I heard that I would go to receive relief money the day after tomorrow.

He went to the girls' side to see Li Shilan, but only saw a classmate talking to her on the phone and talking with several other girls. He heard that she was already at the train station at that time, she had to sign up on the 28th, and the university seemed to be in the northeast. He realized that it was impossible to see him again, and he was very disappointed.

I have been paying attention to people for nearly a year, and suddenly I can't see them anymore, and sadness is inevitable.

On the way back, he was immersed in memories,

The last time I met her, near the big turntable in the county, he was going to get the file box group ID card and to copy the notice and ID card, he reproached himself for going up to say hello, ask a few common questions and hurriedly left, just busy with himself, he didn't know anything about others, and he didn't really talk about the problems in his heart.

He began to realize that even if it was a temporary idea, as long as the heart was pure and true, it should not be difficult to achieve, and no one could have predicted what would happen in the future. That's why it's so important to cherish your life now.

I paid attention to it for a long time, I couldn't see the loss, I blamed myself after the loss, and I bought the same style of clothes, he went to school in girls' clothes, he never showed it, just quietly observed, we don't know if this counts as liking and crushing.

But at least, it's an emotion that trumps friendship.

Everything has two sides,

"Cry when you want to cry, laugh when you want to laugh, don't suppress your emotions"

Well, that seems right.

"Don't be a slave to your emotions, control your emotions, like the sea does not wave"

This may seem right, but they mean the opposite.

He felt that looking at things from the past reminded him of the people, events, places, and emotions associated with them, and that memories of both sadness and happiness would make him cry. He came to the conclusion that the past only brings sadness! That's why he doesn't like photos.

If you want to forget the past, you don't want to think about it, and even if you remember to put it aside, you won't feel empty, lost, sad, and painful, after all, no one will think of memories when they are happy and happy.

To avoid grief, he felt that he had to fill the void with something new, a new world, a new environment.

Previously, he mentioned not to look at the picture scroll of the future,

Now, he admonishes himself not to look at the past!

The taciturn man is often more in need of a frank discussion of his feelings and misfortunes than the cheerful of his disposition, and the most harsh ascetic, who seems to be, is after all a human being, and the boldness and kindness that break into the silent sea of their soul are often tantamount to bestowing on them the best of good.

It is not so much a coincidence that voluntary admission is predestined, just like the world line is closed, even if the details of small events are not the same, but a major event will still inevitably happen, and the complicated love and hate entanglements in the university later are also on the basis of this "coincidence".

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