Chapter 113: Who Really Am I?
Four years later, Dr. Han Cheol-hyuk, the chief plastic surgery professor in Seoul, came to my ward with a group of disciples to remove the layers of gauze on my face.
Every time I took off a layer, my hand clenched tightly, and the other hand was tightly held by Qin Haonan who was standing on the side, I think he was the same as me, the tension was not less than mine at all, but he kept persuading me, "Xingchen, don't be nervous, believe Professor Han!" ”
I closed my eyes, didn't think, didn't look, didn't listen, and let them observe.
The gauze was removed layer by layer, and I heard an exclamation, and I held Brother Haonan's warm hand tightly, it was these hands that lifted up my four-year-old sky.
I felt Qin Haonan's hand grab me stiffly, frozen there......
It seemed that everything was still, even the breathing was still, I didn't know what was happening, I slowly opened my eyes, blinked a few times, and suddenly thunderous applause was heard around me.
I raised my eyes to look at Qin Haonan beside me, and Qin Haonan cried suddenly! The expression is indescribable pain!
"Stellar ......"
I looked at Han Zhehe in front of me with a sneer, he smiled gently at me, and said to me very calmly, "Miss Lin, the operation was very successful!" You've done all the surgery, and we'll see you again! ”
When the translator finished translating Professor Han's words for me, I looked at Qin Haonan inexplicably, "Brother Haonan, what's wrong with you?" ”
On his warm and handsome face, big tears rolled down, let go of my hand, stepped forward and hugged Professor Han tightly, "Thank you, thank you!" ”
"Let's see our Miss Lin for herself!"
Professor Han Zhehyuk has always said kindly that his elegant temperament is really unmatched.
A nurse has already brought a big mirror, Qin Haonan looked at me, I looked at him, a little nervous, I haven't looked in the mirror for four years.
"Wait!" Suddenly, Qin Haonan let out a low cry to stop the nurse.
I looked at Qin Haonan in fear, and my heart was beating suddenly.
He slowly squatted in front of me, "Xingchen, don't be afraid! Be brave, face reality, and accept whatever you see. ”
I blinked my big eyes and looked at Brother Hao Nan in front of me inexplicably, right? ......
"Xingchen, next week is your graduation season, Brother Haonan can accompany Xingchen back to the United States!" Qin Haonan looked at my eyes intently and held my hand tightly, "So, Xingchen can start a new life, a new life, and everything from today, okay?" Tell Brother Haonan! ”
“...... Good!"
I nodded to Qin Haonan as if I had been hypnotized.
Qin Haonan stood up and walked behind me, and he motioned for the nurse to bring the mirror.
I nervously held Qin Haonan's hand, clutched it tightly, and slowly looked at the mirror.
There was silence in the room, and the feeling was overwhelming.
"No......," I shouted abruptly.
Qin Haonan hugged me and patted me on the back, "Xingchen, you promised my brother, you have to accept it!" ”
I shook my head desperately, "Take it away...... Take it away, it's not me, it's not! ”
Professor Han walked over and put warm hands on my shoulders, "Miss Lin, don't refuse beautiful things, I'm very confident, the new you are beautiful, very perfect, this is my most flawless work, please don't hit me!" ”
The translator translated to me, and Qin Haonan also patted me on the back, "Yes, Xingchen, in the past four years, Professor Han has performed 12 surgeries for you, large and small, and he has been doing his best to accompany us, you have to accept a new you." ”
I trembled slightly, turned my head, and looked at Han Zhehyuk, who smiled gently and nodded, "From now on, you are a new star!" She's perfect, trust me! ”
Then he said to everyone, "Let's go out!" Give Miss Lin space, she is strong! ”
With that, everyone walked out after him.
Qin Haonan hugged me and raised my face, "Xingchen, do you know how beautiful you are now?" ”
"But that's no longer Lin Xingchen, don't!" My eyes were filled with tears.
"As long as your heart is there, she is! It's just that our stars have a different way of living! Believe in my brother! After he finished speaking, he pulled me up, "Come, follow me!" ”
He took me by the hand, walked out, came to a special room in the hospital, and led me to a large mirror, in which Qin Haonan was blessed with a beautiful beauty in his arms, perfect without regrets, with some European and American mixed faces, only those big obsidian-like eyes were still my own, and everything else had changed.
The forehead is full, the eyebrow bones are slightly high, the eye sockets are a little European-style deep sunken, the cheekbones are very round, the nose is straighter, the lips are fuller and slightly upturned, M-shaped, round face, the skin is pink and white, I can't believe this is Lin Xingchen.
I stood in front of the mirror for a whole hour, and I looked at the person in the mirror, without thoughts, emotions, desires, stupid.
Later, Professor Han Cheol-hyuk came over and told me how to take care of myself now, and told me about his 12 surgeries on me, which made me a perfect person in the mirror.
Two days later, we said goodbye to Han Chol-hyuk and took a late flight back to the United States.
In the past four years, with the help of Qin Haonan, I overcame all difficulties, and during the treatment period of plastic surgery, I spent four years to complete the architectural design major at Cornell College, the most famous college in the United States, and became the best architectural designer in Cornell with the best results.
On the day of the graduation ceremony, Qiao Xin deliberately flew from Canada to the United States, of course, the most memorable thing is that when I went to pick her up at the airport, I deliberately did not let Qin Haonan follow me.
I stood at the exit and watched Qiao Xin look around looking for me, I turned my back and called her a few times, and she looked everywhere for a voice to call her.
I walked up to her and looked straight at her, and she looked at me for a long time and exclaimed......
All the people looked to us and didn't know what was going on.
Qiao Xin cried out abruptly, holding my face, because she hadn't seen me for almost a year, and she hadn't seen the last plastic surgery of the year.
Qin Haonan hurriedly ran over, "Qiao Xin, don't be like this!" Scare the stars! ”
I did stand there and watched Qiao Xin cry bitterly.
Qin Haonan took us in his arms one by one and walked out in surprise.
Qiao Xin kept holding my hand tightly, refusing to let go, and quietly looked at me from time to time, that feeling made me speechless.
When she secretly looked at me again, I stared at her, "Qiao Xin, can't you look at me generously?" Is this better or the original? ”
Qiao Xin opened his mouth wide and stuck there, Gangaba couldn't speak, and finally uttered a helpless sentence, "This...... There's no comparison, huh? I can't go back even if it's good. ”
She slapped herself on the face and said stiffly, "Oh! No, this one is prettier, but ...... It doesn't feel right, hey! Suffocate me! ”
Qiao Xin covered her face frantically, and then let go, "I always feel that I have to start from scratch to get used to you, it's true!" ”
The strange feeling in my heart left me speechless, of course I knew Qiao Xin's feeling, even I thought like this myself, let alone her.
Because I don't know who I really am?
It's a weird feeling.
The graduation ceremony was very grand, not only Qin Haonan and Qiao Xin Jinyang came to attend my graduation ceremony, but also Uncle Li Zexi's two sons.
Unexpectedly, at the ceremony, it gave me a bigger surprise, the college sent the design plan in my graduation thesis to participate in the global architectural design competition, and the result was the grand prize.
Winning the award this time laid the foundation for me in the field of architectural design, and several large design institutes in the United States extended olive branches to me, all of which shocked me like never before and gave me infinite confidence.
It's really a triple blessing.
And at the ceremony, to the surprise of all my 'classmates', I finally saw my true face of Lushan, who had come to the school several times before, all wearing a veil, and no one knew what I looked like, not even my tutor had ever seen my true face.
To be exact, in the past 4 years, I haven't looked in the mirror myself, it's absolutely true, I don't have it in my residence, and Brother Hao Nan never leaves an inch when I go out, refusing me to contact the mirror.
Today, I stand in front of all of them frankly and truly, and this perfect face without regrets has of course aroused overwhelming admiration.
It has suddenly become the new favorite of the architectural design industry.
I just want to thank Qin Haonan, Jinyang, Qiao Xin, Li Zexi and his sons in the United States.
I, Lin Xingchen, have regained my life, and I am not the original panicked Lin Xingchen like a headless fly.
In the next six months, my life was smooth, and I also worked as a chief designer in a design institute in the United States, and my career was thriving, and I was already well-known in the industry, of course, my name is Tina.
Originally, I thought that the beautiful and happy life from now on would be so peaceful and tranquil until I was old, but I was still broken by a piece of news that I had been waiting for for a long time.
When I came back from work, Qin Haonan hadn't arrived home yet, so I called him, "Brother Haonan, when are you coming back, do you want to come back for dinner?" ”
Because in the past four years, I have been living with Brother Hao Nan and relying on each other.
His company in the capital is steadily rising, and he always returns to China, just from the capital yesterday.
"Hmmm! Come back, I'll be back right away, you take a break, I'll come back and cook later, I bought a lot of delicious food! You're waiting! ”
"Huh? Great! Then I'll cook first! I want to eat rice! ”
"Okay, it's just the dish for rice.!" Qin Haonan's tone was very cheerful, he went back to China for half a month this time, and when he came back yesterday, he had jet lag and slept for a long time, I went to work, and I haven't spoken properly.