Gao Xiang's hand didn't say anything until it fell into a parallel line.

No one noticed that Charlene's hand moved slightly when Gao Xiang's hand was still a little away from his pants, probably because he was smiling too much, so even Gao Xiang, who was standing opposite her, didn't notice her slight move.

"Huh." Gao Xiang laughed a few times self-deprecatingly, "It seems that I overestimate myself too much, and I am too self-righteous." After saying that, he stared at Xia Lin, he wanted to see from her eyes that he was not wishful thinking, and she also liked herself, but when he looked at Xia Lin, Xia Lin lowered her head and left Gao Xiang with a top of his head, and for a while he didn't know what it was like in his heart.

Su Xiyan looked at Charlene with her head down in confusion, not knowing what she was thinking in her heart now.

Fu Xiaoxiao didn't know what Charlene was thinking at this minute, she stared at her with her eyes.

Not to mention that Fu Xiaoxiao and Su Xiyan didn't know what Xia Lin was thinking, even Lu Xiaoman didn't understand, and didn't know why Xia Lin made such a decision.

Xia Lin is actually very confused in her heart, even outsiders like Su Xiyan can see it so clearly, maybe someone will say that there is not such a sentence? In fact, many times, the authorities are not unclear, but because there are always such and such thoughts in their hearts, blocking their thoughts, such as the current Charlene, Gao Xiang is good to her, and she has a deeper understanding than what Su Xiyan said in their mouths.

Maybe from the beginning, Gao Xiang inexplicably made a sudden confession at the birthday party where Su Xiyan and the others held him, to be honest, if it wasn't for Su Xiyan and the others to stop him at that time, he would have agreed to him at that time, because she was really too tired to live before this, and she also lived too humble.

That day, Charlene thought that her birthday would pass like that, after all, her biological mother at that time did not send a phone call, or even a text message, she seemed to have forgotten herself, not to mention the second she divorced her mother, no, she chose to give up her father even earlier, and she has always been inferior and timid since she was a child because of family reasons, so she has no friends at all, so her birthday is just her own, a person's.

But when Su Xiyan and the others told themselves happy birthday, that day, when so many people present sang happy birthday songs to themselves together, they were still confused, as if they were not the person who was blessed by everyone at that time, but an outsider, and then lonely in the noise, alone!

Later, many people present began to take out the small things they carried with them as birthday gifts, those things were held in the palm of their hands, so heavy weight told themselves that they were not dreaming, nor were they outsiders, everyone was saying happy birthday to themselves, they were celebrating their birthdays that day, they were birthday stars that day, and they realized that people they didn't know, as long as they were present that day, were blessing themselves.

At that moment, Charlene suddenly felt that her self-righteous loneliness was not lonely, it turned out that there were so many people blessing herself, and even most of the people present were strangers, but they were not stingy with the sentence 'Happy Birthday', when they looked at them, they were all smiling at themselves, how lucky they were at that moment!

At that time, when I was receiving the blessings of others, I still remember the temperature in my eyes clearly, but it was not a sad temperature, but a heartfelt overwhelmed temperature of joy that was about to bury itself.

I heard Gao Xiang's confession before, maybe it was really impulsive at that moment, so I wanted to promise him, but now, I also understand that he is good to himself, because he really likes himself, but now he has to admit that he also has Gao Xiang in his heart, so when he said just now that he wanted to be his girlfriend, he wanted to agree, but he still hesitated, he didn't know how long their relationship would last, even if he just said, It's for the purpose of getting married, but when I was very young, in my memory, my parents were also a very loving couple, but weren't they also separated? Didn't they also reorganize their families? I don't know if I should say yes to him.

However, I can't help but admit that when I saw Gao Xiang's hand begin to loosen and begin to fall down just now, my heart was suddenly shrouded in a wave of fear, at that moment, I seemed to be losing something most important, I wanted to grasp his hand, but I don't know why, my hand didn't listen to my own call at all, and then there was a voice in my heart mocking myself Charlene, you yourself don't know what you look like, how can you be delusional about something that doesn't belong to you? You don't look in the mirror to see yourself, what do you have to like, or Gao Xiang is such a good person, why does he like you? He is just out of pity for you, do you still want to repeat what happened four years ago? Do you want to be everyone's joke again?

Those words were like draining all the strength of her whole body, so that she couldn't even do anything with a simple action like raising her hand, and there was another voice in her heart that refuted the voice before Charlene, you can't be like this, don't you feel that Gao Xiang is good to you and likes you? Who is Gao Xiang? He is handsome, has a superior family environment, and is very gentle, not that hypocrite, he is really so good to you because he likes you, if you reject him now, have you ever thought about what the relationship between the two of you will become in the future? Do you want to be a stranger with him? From now on, you will have to be like you have never known each other, he will not drink you talking, he will not call you every morning and evening to say good morning and good night, even if you meet on the road, you can only pass by, you can't do this to him, it's very unfair to him.

So when Charlene's hand was still a little distance from Gao Xiang's hand and her pants, she wanted to reach out and hold that hand, but at that moment, the voice from before came out again, she was saying Charlene, you are the scourge, you used to be hurt by others like that, now it seems that it was all you who asked for it, you listen, you asked him why he liked you before, he couldn't even think of a reason, such an obvious flicker, I said why are you so stupid! It's hopelessly stupid to believe it like that! So all of Charlene's movements were stopped by this voice, and her hand, which had just made a little movement, regained her calm again, as if it was not the same small movement as before.

Then, the two words Gao Xiang said, listening to Xia Lin's heart, it was very unpleasant, he Gao Xiang, obviously at the time when they first met, he was such a gentle and confident person, even now in front of the four young people of the Su family, he is also confident, except for the time period of tempering, he can confidently compare with them, but just now, he actually said that he overestimated himself, how sad and sad the tone was, and full of sarcasm, satirizing his own self-righteousness, maybe he was also sarcastic about her Charlene, right?

She wanted to open her mouth to refute loudly, but her voice seemed to be blocked by someone, and she couldn't even make a sound, so she could only keep and desperately refute in her heart that it wasn't like that, you are so good, it's me, it's me who doesn't deserve you, you're so perfect, and I'm so humble, like the white clouds in the sky and the grass on the ground, I don't dare to completely open my heart to him, and I don't even dare to take a step closer.

But Su Xiyan who was present didn't understand, and Gao Xiang didn't understand either.

I can only lower my head if I have low self-esteem, I don't dare to look at him, I'm afraid to look at him, and then I can't control myself from looking at him, and even promise his confession, so I don't care about being with him, but I can't do it, I'm scared in my heart, I don't dare to agree to him, I'm afraid of being hurt again, I'm really tired, I don't want to bear such unforgettable pain again!

At that moment, he even had an inexplicable impulse, wanting to open his mouth to refuse Gao Xiang, and even vented all the words that had been buried in his heart for a long, long time, so that they turned into sharp blades, and then stabbed at the body in front of him, but the last trace of his reason controlled him and made himself sober, otherwise he didn't dare to imagine what would happen after that, just like the voice before said, no, it should end worse, In the future, as long as he knows where he is Gao Xiang, he doesn't even dare to think about it, that's not what he wants, he was so good to himself before, if he becomes a stranger to him all of a sudden, then he can't guarantee what kind of things he will do, the most important thing is that it is not what he wants.

If someone knew what Charlene was thinking now, they would probably say that Charlene was very selfish, right?

But there are some things that we don't know what kind of despair it is when we haven't experienced it ourselves!