Chapter 175: Heart

I looked at the bead and began to lose my mind again.

People can't live in an illusion, even if it's a dominant existence, they can't get rid of the reality that this is an illusion, and the only difference between this and people sitting at home and dreaming is that I can be concrete.

I have endured here for thirty years, and what I have gained, I may not be able to obtain after fifty years of struggle. It's just that the voice didn't tell me that the thirty years here will be thirty years after the passage of reality? If the reality is that thirty years have passed, wouldn't my parents have lost their children in middle age? Even if I'm not with them now, they at least have a thought.

Will they still recognize me when I go out? In fact, my parents said that they were afraid that these old men would put all their hopes on me, so I just let them wait until I died, and I didn't show up. Am I not unkind and unfilial?

Thinking of this, I waved my hand, and another thunderbolt struck a thief. Isn't this feeling, this ability to disappear in the snap of a finger, something I've always dreamed of? Life is just a few years, if people can't become immortals at all, but I have thirty years like a fairy, no matter how you think about it, it's worth it.

I'll put aside these tangled thoughts for a while, and go for a walk, even if I have to go out, I can play for a few hours!

Immerse yourself in stealth and come to a place where you can line up for snacks. I slapped a boy on the head casually, the man looked at the person behind him with a confused face, I went around to him and gave him a kick in the ass, looking at him looking back and forth, I slapped him again and left, I didn't mean to tease him, because I saw him touch the ass of the girl in front of me before.

I tried not to stop myself and started all kinds of weird things to make myself happy, because as soon as I stopped, I started to struggle with that problem.

After playing for a while, I was bored, so I flew into the sky and started the cultivation game. Put the buildings that are about the same height together and start sorting them, just like in today's farm games.

But the more crazy you play, the more empty it becomes, and when everything a person wants becomes easy, there will be a strong sense of misanthropy. I feel like I'm starting to hate this society. When you are thirsty, you can grab the drink you want to drink, and what you want to eat when you are hungry.

I know that life is very boring now, but when I think about it if I go out and have nothing left, and I have to support myself, wouldn't it be better than now?

With this dilemma in my mind, I couldn't even suppress the idea of having fun, so I could only come to an iceberg and hope that I would calm down.

I remembered the method Master taught me, which was to flip a coin to decide.

Not because a coin toss solves the actual problem, but because the moment the coin is tossed, you expect to see which side is up, and that's what you really think.

I conjured up a coin and threw it into the sky, and in that short period of three seconds, countless thoughts flashed through my mind. For the second I was even terrified, wishing it wasn't facing up, so it ended up being a coin that fell and stood upright on the ice.

"Trialist, the last three hours will decide the time."

"And what do I get when I go out?" I asked this inexplicable voice. The moment I asked this sentence, I immediately swallowed the bead.

Because I'm expecting him to give me some weight to get out, so that I can get out. In the end, I was just worried that the gap between the two options was too big, but since I had the idea of going out, I immediately decided to go out and talk about it, otherwise I would really not be able to get out when I was entangled in time.

It was as if it was about to explode in the depths of my mind, and bursts of sharp pain came out, and then there were many, many more images in my mind, which were reversing everything that had happened to me in the illusion for so many years, and then there were my hundred reincarnations.

After the picture ended, the voice sounded again: "Congratulations, I really completed the trial and successfully broke through the level." Before I could reply this time, it was dark for a while, and the picture came to the stone room.

I know what the biggest difference between this time and the previous reincarnation is! It was before I went straight out, and this time it was very obvious that I had the bead I put in my mouth. And my stomach was already deflated, I don't know how long I had been in it, I opened my mouth, and found that it was all glued together, and when I raised my stiff hand, I had already lost several layers of dry skin, and even the torches had been extinguished!

Suddenly, a hot current gushed out of his mouth, and it was the beads that melted! It ran down my throat, and my parched lips became moist. My stomach is no longer hungry, my limbs are gradually gaining strength, and I feel much more energetic than before.

I stood up and bowed to the invisible skeleton across from me. Then he turned around and easily pushed open the stone door. As soon as the stone door was pushed open, the master and the others gathered around very anxiously.

"Are you alright?" Master rushed over and shook his hand in front of my eyes.

Looking at the master in front of him, he had mixed feelings for a while. This is my reincarnation of a hundred lifetimes, but I can only appear in the illusion again and again.

"Master, you're getting old." I don't know, I was going to say that it was okay, but I suddenly remembered that if I didn't come out, the picture of the master's old death came to my lips, and it became the current sentence.

"Master is fine, not old!" Master patted me on the shoulder. I nodded at Master, and looked at the group of people outside, all of them were looking at me with concerned eyes, which made my heart very gratified. Illusion is illusion, and in real illusion, I can't experience such real emotions. I simply came out, otherwise even if I have been the master for 30 years, I will not be as happy as the real day of the day.

"Xiaokang, it's okay, you're a little abnormal......" Master looked at me and said cautiously.

I shook my head: "Master, it's not that I'm abnormal, it should be that I've become mature." I have experienced the reincarnation of a hundred lifetimes, although each time is not a complete life, but again and again I wake up, and return to the illusion again and again, after so many years, people should always grow up! ”

"What!" The Master was a little surprised and said, "After a few of us came out, we communicated with each other for a while, and then we realized that these were separate seven emotions. Then I made a few eliminations, and you should be in the desire level, which is the most dangerous level, but I didn't expect it. It's so dangerous. ”

Desire? Master's words made me instantly the same, I see......