Sometimes it feels like fate is playing a joke on us, because we always meet different people at different ages, and then those gains and losses, joys and sorrows occupy most of our lives. It's like a dream, slowly coming alive in the original colorless space, those conversations, those expressions, are delicately revealed.

But if this is just something that must be experienced in growing up, should it be met or lost?

Jiang Che thought a lot of times that he met Su Xiaoying in elementary school, Luo Yuqing in junior high school, and now Chen Pan in high school. These are the so-called destiny that often appear in TV series, or is God joking with him.

So who will he meet in the future? Should you have a normal attitude or should you always choose to ignore it?

Life starts from a point, and then goes out of the process. But in the process, you can't let go freely, because you don't know when you're going to stop.

Maybe it's like now!

The kind of footsteps that suddenly stop in the crowd, the figure that can be accurately found at a glance, the unknown emotion that runs out of the eyes. Like a machine in disrepair, it makes a gravity-free clicking sound.

Is it because there is no medium?

The medium that exists in the air, the medium that exists in the solid liquid. But if there is no medium, then what kind of medium is used for the sound of birds, cicadas, conversations, and the rustling of leaves in the wind?

It's a sigh from the depths of my heart, so I don't need a medium?

In the past, when I saw astronauts landing on the moon in TV dramas, even if they were face-to-face, they needed to communicate in sign language, and in an environment without any sound, it was only the simplest communication.

Actually, I know how it feels.

After all, we haven't even spoken sign language. I also couldn't find an environment like the moon without air, whether it was a sandstorm or a meteorite hitting the moon.

So I can't pretend to be good.

……

"Why are you here?"

"Come and see you!"

"You don't have to go to class?"

Cheng Jinyan raised her eyebrows, this seemed to be different from what he thought when he came, what she shouldn't be concerned about was "Who wants you to see it," and she was not interested, "Oh!" Then I won't look at it, let's go" and then she hurriedly pulled herself and replied "no"?

Cheng Jinyan looked at the surrounding layout with interest. On the left is several basketball courts grouped together, so it looks extraordinarily large. On the right is a circular 400-meter running track, which is a grassy field, unlike his school, which is plastic, and in the middle is a long path of the same teaching building, just enough to circle around the school, and he came from there just now.

On either side were plants that were not available in his school, like iron trees that grew very large. There are still bean-like fruits, and I don't know if I can eat them, but when I look at them from a distance, I think they are bunches of flowers that are blooming.

"That's what you're doing."

Luo Yuqing looked in the direction pointed by Cheng Jinyan, and it was a girl who had formed a circle. In the past, the boys in the class couldn't get rid of it, standing aside with a hippie smile and pointing, and the words and laughter that came out of their mouths were all unpleasant, which was annoying. Luo Yuqing pursed her lips, "Sit-ups!" Why, I haven't seen any girl in your school do it. ”

The indescribable awkwardness came from nowhere, and Luo Yuqing saw Chen Pan sitting on the side from a distance. There was another girl sitting next to her, and Jiang Che was not there. In her impression, the girl always showed a clean smiling face, exuding a fragrance in this complicated world.

She cares for Jiang Che from the bottom of her heart, and she likes to hide it in her heart and show it in her actions. If you were to be yourself, how far would you go?

It's probably only an occasional hint of apology, and only a hot porridge will come there. So how much does he owe for so many times of care?

Cheng Jinyan pressed his arm on her shoulder, revealing an evil smile, "I haven't seen you do it." ”

Luo Yuqing looked at the boy in front of him, the sunlight reflected the young man's face extremely sharp, and the cyan stubble was distributed in an orderly manner. Unlike Jiang Che's gentle gentleman, Cheng Jinyan has always been sharp, both in temper and in his treatment of others.

Luo Yuqing leaned her head slowly on Cheng Jinyan's chest, and next to her ears was the sound of his clear heartbeat, from slow to rapid. On the top of his head are his large covered hands, and the temperature can be clearly felt.

Such an indistinguishable degree of time is eternal and long-lasting. She looks at reality in dreams, and understands dreams in reality. Is the company of those four or five years a dream, or is it a dream at this moment?

She was sure that this was a reality with inertia, and no matter how frightened she was, she had to warn herself not to go near him.

Cheng Jinyan lowered his head, looked at the girl leaning on his chest, grinned a big smile, and slowly and forcefully tightened his hands. He didn't know that this trembling was not due to shyness, but to panic.

A flock of white doves flew in the sky, and a group of girls behind them were talking about some and nothing. Jiang Che rubbed his red eyes and wanted to turn around and leave. Suddenly slapped on the shoulder, Jiang Che looked back at the girl who was a few steps away, and quickly restrained his emotions.

In a quiet corner, a few stone steps are displayed. The sun shone diagonally through the leaves, a few birds snoozed on the branches, and the lazy afternoon breath enveloped the small world.

"Are you going to look at it like this?"

"Then I won't look at it." Jiang Che turned his head to look into the distance, the sunlight stretched the shadow long.

"You know what I mean."

Jiang Che retracted his gaze and looked at Su Xiaoying who was sitting not far away, Su Xiaoying, who had not been seen for a long time, and Su Xiaoying, who had grown up. Although he didn't have many conversations with her, he was always straightforward.

Su Xiaoying stared at Jiang Che, "I don't believe you like Chen Pan in your class either." ”

"Why not?" Jiang Che said.

"If you like Chen Pan, it doesn't prove that the charm of the old lady is not as great as hers." Su Xiaoying hugged her chest, and her loose school uniform suddenly became larger.

Jiang Che glanced twice, shrugged his shoulders, and said with an innocent face: "Big is big, I don't know the charm." After thinking about it, he added, "After all, this thing pays attention to shape and feel, and it can't be compared." ”

"You rascal."

Su Xiaoying stood up and kicked his calf bone hard, and ran towards the playground, different from the kick in the past, this time it used all the strength of her body. After running a few meters, she turned her head, she looked at Jiang Che who was squatting on the ground with a distorted face, and whispered, "If you can really let her fill the void in your heart, I sincerely bless you." With that, he ran away.

"But I'm afraid you can't."

Jiang Che didn't get up, he looked at the figure that was gone, and what he saw was tears broken into several petals, but what he didn't hear was the sentence "But I'm afraid you can't do it." ”

It should be redundant! He thought.

It's like the chirping of cicadas in summer, like side-by-side and superfluous branches. It's always easy to be caught, no matter what kind of attitude it is.

Superfluous, as well as incomprehensible.