I dodged his hand and went to find Joxin.

That night, I ate the steamed fish that I had not seen for a long time, the fish was really delicious, and it still tasted like that, but my heart was empty, and I knew that it would be impossible to eat such delicious fish at random in the future.

All three of them were giving me fish, and I just laughed and ate a lot because I didn't know when the next time I would eat again.

After dinner, we chatted together, and there were many things they said that I didn't know, and I could only listen attentively.

They only stayed for 2 days, and then left, leaving me in the Imperial Garden, to the strangers they said were my closest relatives, and when I sent them, I said insincere words numbly, doing things that were not as good as they were, and saying goodbye to them.

Qiao Xin said that she came back to accompany me after handing over the list in her hand, and she also happened to come to Xiaowan's wedding, I nodded and said to let her come back soon.

But I know that from now on, her focus will be on Qin Haonan.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm a little bit of myself, and I'm asking, why do I have to be dominated by others?

It doesn't make sense!

My mom can leave me alone and leave me alone for years, so what reason do I have to ask someone else.

Watching them walk into security holding hands and waving at me, I smiled and watched them disappear from my sight.

I looked at the entrance for a long, long time, and I didn't mean to leave, because I didn't know where I would turn back and go.

Xiao Tianyu has always been by my side, not urging me, just silently accompanied.

It took me a long time before I turned around, "Let's go back!" ”

I silently got into the car, the car drove back, I kept looking out the window, the airport high-speed cars came and went, and sometimes a roaring plane went straight into the sky, some left, some came.

I have nowhere to go!

Only the familiar strangers who have been following me all the time, I can't even imagine what kind of memory I have when I think of him.

"Stars! Let's go for a walk! "He's asking for my opinion.

"Hmmm! Good! I said obediently.

When he entered the city, he said to the driver, "Xiao Zhai!" ”

"Yes!"

Xiao Zhai, it feels familiar, the car is moving forward quickly, I saw the greenery, and suddenly thought of the idea of 'green boat' as if it was fleeting, what is that?

I only remember running out of that house, falling down, and I don't remember anything, I feel like I've crossed over, how did I get back here?

Or is it just a dream.

I thought silently.

Dispose of driving into a big yard, like a castle in a fairy tale, yes, here I remember, but I don't squeeze into the details!

Xiao Tianyu picked me up and got out of the car, put his arm around my shoulders, and leaned over to look at me, "Do you remember this place?" ”

I looked at the beautiful and incomparable castle, the green meadows, and now it was the season when the phoenix trees were blooming, and the fiery red phoenix flowers were blooming, covering the sky and the sun.

"I was here when I was laughing, and my dad brought me here." I muttered, trying to think about everything here, but it was all vague.

I saw in front of my eyes, I was swinging, someone was pushing me, pushing me so high, but I couldn't see the person pushing me.

"There's a swing in this yard, but I can't see the guy pushing me up!" I said lightly.

"Come, Star!" He led me and wanted to walk to the flower room behind, and in the distance, I saw the swing.

It's still there, Xiao Tianyu took me over, I saw that the swing had risen in height, Xiao Tianyu took me over, pressed me on it, and gently swung up, I felt that the skirt was fluttering!

The laughter of swinging echoed in my ears, a crisp silver bell-like laughter.

I suddenly felt bored, I wasn't the same person I was then, I was a child, and I had a father! Naturally, I laughed and was happy, but now I don't know why I laughed.

I stopped, stood up, and looked at the halfway up the hill behind me, where the observation deck appeared and disappeared, and only a corner was visible in the shade of the greenery.

"Xingchen, let's go to the observation deck! We haven't been in a long time! Xiao Tianyu looked at me with great interest, and his tone was very gentle.

"No! Go back! I indifferently rejected his offer.

"It always feels like there's no point in being there! Don't want to step into there! I said, walking back.

Xiao Tianyu stood there blankly, looking at my lonely figure.

I don't know why, my heart rejects it.

He walked a few steps quickly to catch up with me, "Xingchen, do you want to go see grandpa!" ”

"Grandpa?"

He smiled and nodded, "Grandpa must miss you very much!" ”

I nodded, "Good! ”

He was amused and led me through the back door, through the long labyrinthine hallway, up the second floor, to my grandfather's room.

"Uncle Kui!" I smiled, and I saw Uncle Kui waiting for me at the door, very kind.

"Miss Xingchen, long time no see!" He smiled at me and said, "The old man is still talking about you in the morning." ”

"Oh! It's true! "I'm very happy.

Hurriedly walked to the room, and when I entered the room, I saw an old man sitting on a mahogany chair in the living room, and I was stunned for a moment.

"Grandpa!" I was a little surprised.

"Stars! My stars! You're here! Looks like you've forgotten about grandpa! The old man looked at me and smiled kindly, "Come on, give grandpa a good look at you!" ”

I walked over in a sneer, "Grandpa, you...... You ......"

I just want to say, how can you be so old? His hair was all gray and much thinner, but his eyes were still so loving.

"Grandpa!"

"Grandpa is old!" He laughed, "We haven't seen each other in a long time!" ”

"Grandpa!" I walked over, squatted beside him, and fell on top of him, "Since Dad left, I brought Xiaowan to see you, but I didn't see you, it's Xingchen who is not filial!" But Xingchen hasn't forgotten his grandfather! ”

His warm hand patted me on the back, "Child, suffer!" ”

I choked.

Xiao Tianyu picked me up, pulled a chair and let me sit in front of my grandfather's lap, my grandfather held my hand, we talked for a long time, I understood some of what he said, and some didn't understand!

I listened quietly, and my favorite thing to hear was when he talked about his father!

Actually, I really miss my dad, the only person I miss!

After chatting for a long time, I got up to say goodbye, and Uncle Kui said to me at the door, "Miss Xingchen, why don't you stay and eat before leaving!" ”

"No, next time I come to see grandpa! Come early, when eating, so that grandpa will not get tired after sitting for a long time! "I said to Uncle Kui very intimately.

"Okay, then it's up to Miss Xingchen!"

We went back to Yujin Garden, and before we got out of the car, Xiao Tianyu's phone rang, and he picked it up, "Hmm! ”

He only hummed, and then listened for a long time and said, "Push it away, or you can deal with it with all your powers!" Or if you have something urgent, ask Don Tesuke! ”

After hanging up the phone, I looked at him, "Is it a matter of work, why don't you go to work?" I don't want you to be with you like this! I just forgot something, not a patient, you don't have to be by my side like this every day! ”

My tone was a little cold.

"None of that matters! Only you are the most important thing to me! He looked at me in a very sincere tone, and there was no sense of disobedience at all.

"Don't say that to me, I don't want to be a burden to anyone, on the contrary, you treat me like this, I feel very uncomfortable, I feel like a patient!" I looked him in the eye, "Am I like a patient?" ”

The corners of his mouth twitched, "It's not like that!" It's just that I have time now and just want to spend more time with you! ”

"Not necessarily! You're stressing me out like that, we're not that familiar! I said to him coldly, "Tomorrow you can do your own thing!" Please give me a little space! ”

"Hmmm! Good! He reached over and took my hand, "Do you want to come with me to the office?" ”

"Don't! I have my own things to do! I withdrew my hand and looked out the window.

We didn't speak along the way.

Actually, I hate the feeling that she clings to me.

He actually went to work the next day and I felt very relaxed.

After eating, I took a walk in the yard and saw the cars parked there, and I liked the feeling of the cars that never night sky.

Let Uncle Ding give me the key, and I'll try to drive it out.

I drove aimlessly on the street, how a feeling I haven't felt in a long time!

Suddenly I wanted to see my father, so I thought about it for a while and found the direction and went to the cemetery in Nanshan.

It was verdant and quiet, and I found my father's grave.

On the tombstone, my father looked at me and smiled, very lovingly, I reached out to wipe the dust off the photo, and his smile became clearer.

I sat on the railing in front of the tombstone and sat quietly, letting the breeze blow.

The sun was unbridled, shining directly on the cemetery, on my father's tombstone, and on me sitting there like a statue. I didn't feel hot at all, on the contrary, my heart was extremely cold.

I recounted every memory of my father, little by little, until he left me, his departure, my nightmare began, and I haven't woken up until now.

Where am I going to go, I want my dad to tell me the direction, this time, the stars really have no direction, and the people around me have left me, one by one, starting with Dad!

What about me?

In the world, there is no 'home' that can accept me!

I just thought like that, sorting out my head in a mess of thoughts, but no, Xiao Li can go to work, he has Jiang Zhuo, Qiao Xin can go to Canada, and now she can go to the United States, because she has Qin Haonan, Xiaowan is about to get married, and she has her mother's care......

I laughed, it was very interesting, I thought that at the beginning, they were all around me, but now, the banquet is gone, people go to the empty building, and they have taken revenge, but how did I lose myself?

I just sat like that, thinking, asking Daddy!

He just laughed and didn't answer, by the way, I remembered my father's words, don't ask the Xiao family, stay away from Xiao Tianyu!

Right! Xiao Tianyu, there is indeed Xiao Tianyu.

I buried my face in the crook of my arm and curled up on the little platform at the railing.

I don't know how long I've been doing it, I don't know when.

I heard footsteps from far and near......