Chapter 11: Willingly
"Yunqing, you listen to my explanation, I went to Sizhehu Lake yesterday to wait for you, I just listened to his words and mistakenly thought that you were not coming." At the door of the Sichuan restaurant, Lin Yin was anxious to scratch his ears and cheeks and explain clearly to Qiao Yunqing.
Qiao Yunqing listened patiently and replied, "I know, you are not a person who does not believe in your word. ”
After Lin Yin heard this, he was finally relieved in his heart, and said hurriedly: "Yunqing, listen to me, he is not a good person, don't be with him!" ”
"But...... I just like him, what do you say I do? ”
"Why?" Lin Yin raised his voice in vain, puzzled: "He is not a person worthy of entrusting his life. ”
"Lin Yin, I'm not as long-term as you think, if you like someone, you must stay there for life."
After Lin Yin heard this, he didn't have any doubts now. If you can't "hold the hand of your son and grow old" when you love someone, then why should you be together.
"Why?"
"No one can guarantee that love will not spoil."
"I'm ......" Lin Yin said to his lips and suddenly paused. At that moment, he thought of Zhuo Wenjun and Sima Xiangru.
"So, I'm not as long-term as you think, when two people are together, all I think about is the present, and who will be with him in the future is not something I should worry about." Qiao Yunqingyun said lightly, as if she was saying something that had nothing to do with her, she was very rational and cherished what she had now.
On the first day with Qiao Yunqing, Li Huaixuan wanted to get married after they graduated.
And Lin Yin, from beginning to end, wanted a girl who could stay with him for the rest of his life.
"Do you feel happy when you're with him?" After Lin Yin finished asking, he suddenly remembered a word, and looked at Qiao Yunqing's expression with some excitement: "A sense of security? Yes, can he give you the security you want? ”
Qiao Yunqing was suddenly stunned, a little puzzled, but smiled relievedly: "Well, yes." ”
A sense of security comes from many places. You can give it yourself, your family and friends can give it, you can give a house that can shelter you from the wind and rain, you can give it with plenty of money, and so can your dreams.
Most of the time, everyone can give the security they want, and others give only a small part.
Most of the time, you are just a person, a person walks a life path of your own, other people, other scenery, just a passerby or scenery that accompanies you through a period of time, they can give you very little.
Li Huaixuan couldn't give Qiao Yunqing a lot of security, but he ...... With him there, she felt very at ease.
It is a kind of ability and a sense of security to make people feel at ease.
Seeing the smile on Qiao Yunqing's face, Lin Yin was very frustrated, and said in a wizened tone: "Do you really like him that much?" ”
Qiao Yunqing bowed her head gently, this was her answer.
"What if...... If I hadn't left early yesterday afternoon, would you have agreed to stay with me? ”
Qiao Yunqing looked at Lin Yin apologetically and shook his head.
"I've liked you for so long, and you don't feel like me at all?" Lin Yin has grown so big, it is the first time he has been attracted to a girl, it has been a full year, he always thought that as long as he insisted on liking Qiao Yunqing, the road of their love would always bloom, but it turned out that he understood that the most taboo in feelings was wishful thinking.
Qiao Yunqing's heart was a little blocked, and she couldn't bear to hurt him, but she still shook her head: "I am moved, but I still can't like you." ”
"Is it because of him? What do you like about him? ”
"When you like someone, you see all the sparkles in him; But when you fall in love with someone, even if he is full of shortcomings, as long as that person is him, I don't know if you understand this feeling. ”
Lin Yin shook his head.
Qiao Yunqing said softly: "Then you might as well think about how you feel about me." ”
After Lin Yin heard this, something in his heart was disintegrating little by little, but he didn't feel very sad, he just felt a little sad and a little relieved.
"Actually, Li Huaixuan is very good, I hope I didn't look at the wrong person."
He loves you very much, no, it's love! Lin Yin saw it, but he didn't dare to admit this fact frankly, starting from the fact that he wanted to fight with him for a fair competition, and from the fact that he wanted to fight with him in order not to give him a chance.
When you love someone deeply, you will only monopolize it domineeringly, how can you share it.
"What if one day you find out that he doesn't suit you so well?"
"Then let it go!" Qiao Yunqing chuckled: "But I will definitely not regret it." ”
Won't regret it? That just proves that Qiao Yunqing is willing, willingly falling in love with him, willingly being with him, and willingly being hurt.
After Lin Yin heard this, he nodded gloomily: "I know." ”
Qiao Yunqing looked at Lin Yin, was silent for a while, and said solemnly: "Thank you!" ”
When Lin Yin wrote her first love letter, she replied with a letter of refusal. She can refuse a person's confession, but she can't stop a person's self. After that, she didn't read every love letter Lin Yin wrote, and she put it in the corner of the drawer and let it be forgotten by time.
"Don't say that, I'm willing." Lin Yin's voice was a little crying, he was really sad at the moment. Qiao Yunqing's honesty made him understand that Qiao Yunqing and him were not the right fate, perhaps, what he missed now was just a wrong person, but even if it was the wrong person, the likes and thoughts he had paid would be in vain, and he would be sad, he hoped that he was just sad for a while.
Qiao Yunqing said gratefully, and his voice was very soft and good: "Thank you for the love letters you have written to me in the past year, the love writing is very good, but you have to write it to people who are worthy of cherishing you and understand your goodness, this is meaningful." "It's like Wang Xiaobo's love letter to Li Yinhe, and Zhu Shenghao's letter to Song Qingru.
"It's not like this...... Lin Yin tried his best to deny it, although he was rejected by Qiao Yunqing, but he would not deny the fact that he had liked and pursued her because of this, not now, and not in the future.
"Although we weren't together in the end, I really like your feelings, and the love letters I wrote to you during the whole process of liking you are the best proof that these love letters exist."
Qiao Yunqing looked at the honest looking boy in front of her, and was very moved in her heart, but fortunately she didn't hastily treat this enthusiasm worthy of treatment: "Thank you, Lin Yin, please accept my sincere gratitude, okay?" ”
Thank you for liking me like that!
Thank you for letting me know that I can be liked by someone like this!
Thank you for letting me know that I'm actually a kind-hearted person!
*****
After waiting for a long time, he didn't see Qiao Yunqing come back, Li Huaixuan was nervous, he couldn't eat, and looked at the door frequently.
Tao Zhiyi sneered on the side: "Qiao Yunqing won't run with others." ”
"Why don't you go and see it for me?"
"Qiao Yunqing is not my girlfriend, why should I eavesdrop on others?"
Li Huaixuan said angrily: "I can't believe Lin Yin." After saying that, he put down his chopsticks and walked to the door.
As soon as he walked to the door, Li Huaixuan saw Lin Yin stretching out his hand to Qiao Yunqing, hurriedly stepped forward, and hugged Qiao Yunqing behind him: "What do you want to do?" ”
Lin Yin, who was misunderstood, put down his hand helplessly, glared at Li Huaixuan fiercely, snorted coldly, and turned to leave.
Yunqing, I hope you are good, it's true. But I'm really not that broad-minded, I can't bless you and Li Huaixuan at the moment, in fact, I'm not optimistic about you, but if you can laugh happily in the future, then I will definitely bless you.
After Lin Yin left, Li Huaixuan touched his head, drank too much vinegar, and had a stomachache: "What did you say?" Say it for so long? ”
Qiao Yunqing didn't answer and asked, "Don't you want to talk to me?" What happened yesterday afternoon. ”
Li Huaixuan glanced at Qiao Yunqing, her calm face looked a little unhappy, and pouted: "I never thought that you would be with someone other than me, I don't think I did anything wrong." ”
After Qiao Yunqing heard this, she turned around and walked into the Sichuan restaurant, and when she turned around, there was a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, and at that moment, she knew that she had got what she wanted.
Li Huaixuan looked at Qiao Yunqing's back in a daze, this matter is over?