Chapter Ninety-One: Exhausted
The next morning, before dawn, the sleepy Sun Xiaohong squinted her eyes and got up from the bed in a daze. Because of the poor rest at night, her eye sockets were blue and swollen, her face was obviously haggard, and the dark bags under her eyes were obviously drooping. She walked out of the house listlessly, carrying the washbasin in her hand, and quietly walked into the yard to fetch water to wash her face, when a cold wind blew in her face, and she couldn't help but shiver. The sleepiness on her face was blown out of the clouds.
She stood trembling by the well. The water is cold, the temperature of the air is cold, and her heart is cold. Looking up, the flickering sky, filled with an indissoluble haze, floats in the bleak alleys, like the adobe walls left over from the last century, with a retro face, always elusive. Sun Xiaohong looked up for a long time, she reluctantly withdrew her blank gaze, returned to the house, and quickly cleaned up her room.
Sun Xiaohong left without breakfast, and when her mother got up to cook, she was already out of the alley. She thought it would be good to avoid it this way, although she was cruel to herself, and it also saved her from being unpleasant to her mother when she showed up at home. These days, the things at home, school, and her own are enough for her to be upset. These troublesome things, one after another, are superimposed, just like a nemesis who can't get along with her, press down the gourd and scoop it up, press down the scoop gourd and get up again, tired and haggard. She really can't stand it, and she can only retreat, otherwise, what can she do!
According to her submissive character, Sun Xiaohong feels that the best way to deal with these things is to be silent. Because these people are all related to herself, she can't afford to offend anyone, she doesn't speak, she doesn't fight, there should be nothing wrong!
Sun Xiaohong walked out of the alley and was about to turn north, when she looked up and saw Guo Yanmei. I saw her riding a red four-Bosman, raising her head high, and flashing arrogantly in front of her, because she was in a hurry, she didn't even say hello and passed, it seems that her father is supporting her in school, she must be mixing well now, don't look at the business is not good, she is still looked down on by the principal, compared to herself, it seems that she is lonely. The people are thin, the thin goods are drawn, Sun Xiaohong can't help but sigh that the world is hot and cold.
"It's better to learn well than to mix well. It's a good mix, it's not as good as a network. The connections are good, not as good as Lao Tzu. This sentence, I don't know who said it, the truth is too profound, and it is really appropriate to use it on Guo Yanmei. There are so many high-ranking people behind her to help her, and it is difficult for her to develop well.
Sun Xiaohong was thinking nonsense, and the second sister rushed over from behind. When she saw Sun Xiaohong's listless appearance, she looked at her from head to toe with a strange gaze, and said thoughtfully: "Xiaohong, why did you go to work just after dawn?" It's too hard, too! Do you dare to walk such a long way up and down the hill alone? After Sun Xiaohong went to work, she rarely saw her second sister in the alley, and now she is quite surprised to see her.
"There are people on the road, what are you afraid of in broad daylight? Second sister, I'm still in a hurry to get to work, I'll go first! In the past, when she saw her second sister in the alley, she had to go around the bend, just because she was afraid that she would mention new things to Liu Cong to herself. Now she doesn't say a word, I'm afraid she has forgotten about it. So, she nodded to the second sister, got on the bicycle, and walked in front of her.
The second sister saw that she was in a hurry to go to work, so she didn't ask. She saw Sun Xiaohong walk out of the alley, and then turned to leave.
Sun Xiaohong held the handlebar, walked out of the mountain pass, and walked down the mountain. The eyes suddenly opened up, and the bicycle ran wildly all the way, until it rushed out of the road for two or three miles, and then slowly slowed down. The huge shadow cast by the mountain stretched far away with the speed of the bicycle before slowly retracting.
The fog gradually dispersed, and the further Sun Xiaohong went, the brighter the sky became. Seeing that he was about to enter the village, he accidentally caught a glimpse of a man lying there on the side of the road on the left with his mouth open facing the sky. She stared, and when she looked further, a pungent smell of gasoline rushed towards her, and the fuel tank of a broken motorcycle was still dripping with gasoline, and the thick smell of gasoline and the smell of blood were mixed together, and in this cold air, everywhere.
Sun Xiaohong was very puzzled, and rode a bicycle and walked over curiously. At first, she thought it was a drunkard lying on the road who accidentally fell while walking. But she didn't expect that when she got closer, she looked at it, and before she could see what was going on, she suddenly saw two people lying on the slope in the tree ditch, and then looked into the tree ditch more than two rooms deep, and there were two people covered in blood in the cab of a rollover truck. Creepy, she hurriedly took a few steps back, unable to bear to look at it again.
Sun Xiaohong suddenly understood, it turned out that there was a car accident in this place at night, and none of the five people at the scene survived. Sun Xiaohong had never seen such a tragic traffic accident, she was suddenly pale with fright, trembling all over, her heart was beating suddenly, her legs suddenly weakened, and she didn't know where to go. She shivered and looked left and right, and saw that there was a dirt road on the right side of the road, so she turned the handlebar in her hand coldly, and the bicycle under her feet flew out of the slope uncontrollably.
When she rushed to the school gate in despair, the school gate had not yet opened. She stood at the school gate, clutching her chest, panting rapidly, and when her mood calmed down, she slowly crouched down by the wall again. I was scared all the way, and the whole person was about to collapse. Fortunately, I had the strength to compose, otherwise I would have been scared into a mental disorder at that time.
If a person is unlucky, drinking cold water and stuffing her teeth, she can catch up with anything. It was an hour before the doors of the school slowly opened. Sun Xiaohong, as usual, propped her bicycle outside the window of the language group. I went to give the students morning self-study. When she returned to the language group from the classroom, she saw everyone whispering about the car accident in the morning! Good things don't go out, bad things spread thousands of miles, and this serious car accident, like explosive news, spread really quickly enough, and in the blink of an eye, it spread all over the campus.
The people in the room were talking energetically, Li Xingyang walked in from the outside, his hand just touched the doorknob, and before he could push the door open, everyone closed their mouths tightly. When he saw that everyone was bowing their heads and not talking to him, he stared at the owl-like eyes, looked at everyone in the room, and saw that everyone was busy writing lesson plans, and sat down in his chair leisurely as if they were all right, and pretended to memorize the lesson.
I don't know if he still has a little shame in his head, he has a problem with his character, he has never had a moral bottom line when he speaks and does things, everyone guards against him like a thief, and he doesn't know it. As soon as he showed up in the language group, the air in the room suddenly became tense. Fortunately, his colleagues didn't care about him, otherwise, he wouldn't be so arrogant and arrogant.
Finally got to class time, Sun Xiaohong put down the lesson plan in her hand, quickly picked up a stack of test papers on the table, raised her legs and walked out. Teacher Xu then followed, and the two of them listed the corridor and walked to the classroom together: "Xiaohong, I see that your face is not very good today, are you uncomfortable?" Sun Xiaohong knew that she had something to say to herself, so she turned her head unnaturally and smiled at her: "No! Maybe you slept late at night and didn't rest, right? I got up early this morning, and I was wet and foggy along the way, so I might be a little cold! It's okay, it'll be fine in a while! ”
"By the way, what did you say about Ren Haoxuan? I've been busy at home these days, and I've almost forgotten about it. In fact, what Teacher Xu wants to know most is this matter, after all, she is the middleman, and she has to ask more or less about what she should say and shouldn't say.
"I didn't say much, but that night, after he left my house, he didn't move. I don't know anything about him. He didn't have a letter there, and I couldn't take the initiative to contact him, so I could only take one step at a time! In fact, Sun Xiaohong doesn't have any hope for this matter, her mother is caught in the middle and interferes, and the relationship between them is fifty out of ten. She didn't want to expand the contradiction, so she could only open one eye and close one eye and wait to see what happened.
"How can you do it without contact? Why don't I ask someone to bring a letter over and ask him to come over again? Teacher Xu frowned, she looked at Sun Xiaohong flatteringly, and did not interrogate any further.
"No, maybe people have other ideas! It doesn't seem good that you're chasing people to ask this and that! Sun Xiaohong shook her head and said indifferently. She thinks like this: People don't agree in their hearts, but they are embarrassed to say it clearly, so they should be a little more interesting, don't keep pestering others, it's not good for anyone. At least that's what Sun Xiaohong thinks, there are so many woods, don't expect to hang someone on a tree. If there is no fate between each other, even if it is wrong, there is nothing to be sorry for! I can't wait for others to find out when I am particularly embarrassed, I don't say anything, how to face the future.
"What's so bad about that. If he doesn't agree, he should at least tell me. He left without a sound, what is it? Isn't that a clear lack of me? Wait, I'll have to ask about it. Teacher Xu said excitedly. What she said was reasonable, but not reasonable, Sun Xiaohong still didn't understand her intentions, she didn't want to ask in detail, so she lowered her head and was speechless.