Chapter 40: The Aphasia
used to define the world as no negative emotions such as sadness, because I don't like stories that end in tragedy, but now I try again and again. Luo Yuqing would deliberately forget Jiang Che's face when she first saw her many times, but it became clear in her dreams again and again.
Luo Yuqing's first meeting of Jiang Che began in a summer, from an exam, attributed to one person.
Maybe Jiang Che didn't know that when he was first defined as a bad boy, he was struggling to write.
In many cases, exams are not only feared by students who do not study well, but also by those who excel in their grades.
The chirping of cicadas on a midsummer afternoon grows louder and louder, stinging eardrums. I don't know who whispered curses in the classroom, but after being stopped by the teacher, it fell silent again, only the tip of the pen rustling on the paper. Admittedly, not everyone can get used to it.
Luo Yuqing stared at the window in front of her for a long time, so long that she forgot the difficulty of time. As a class leader, she has to set an example and not turn in the paper early, even if she has already done it.
But, hey, when she was bored, she accidentally glanced out of the window, and saw two sneaky people flying pigeons passing books, and then the boy sitting outside the window with his head down and doing the problem quickly, and the boy in her class was a serious person scribbling with calculus paper.
Daylight adorned the boy more three-dimensionally, with a white shirt and black hair. Only a pair of slender hands can be seen in the backlit silhouette, and the posture of holding the pen is good. Perhaps he had never seen such blatant cheating, but Luo Yuqing did not say anything. Fifteen minutes before the end of the exam, Jiang Wen handed in the test paper and walked out of the classroom. Luo Yuqing followed him out, and then a burst of conversation came into his ears.
"Next time, I won't help you, I'll do it myself."
"My brother, it's not that I can't do it, otherwise I would ask you."
"Please, I didn't tell you again," the figure paused, scratching at his wind-blown hair in some irritation, and continued, "No, I just passed by your school, how did you see me." ”
"......", Jiang Wen naturally would not say.
"It's not right for you to do that." Luo Yuqing panted and followed, extremely annoyed in her heart, do boys walk so fast? Tired or not. The afternoon sun was very dazzling, she squinted her eyes to see the person's appearance clearly, at a glance the past was unremarkable, and then she would feel some taste, and even feel a little weird, just like the sculpture in the wax museum, after the passage of time, there is a sense of peace of mind. Luo Yuqing looked away when he looked over, feeling that it was a pity that he was expressionless at the moment.
Also, I wonder how I can be so calm after being found out about doing bad things?
"Oops, it turned out to be the head of the class, don't worry, I won't rob you of the first place, my brother is measured." Jiang Wen replied with a grin.
"You ......" Luo Yuqing was angry. She is in line with the fact that learning is her own business, and it is impossible to rely on others to warn him for a lifetime if she doesn't learn well, how can she say that she cares about the first place? Besides, how could she be worse than him, she didn't believe that he could complete a few questions in that half an hour, and he could get a few questions right.
With this dissatisfaction, Luo Yuqing glared at the two of them fiercely, especially Jiang Che, who was extremely dissatisfied with his indifferent attitude. If you have a good heart, you will also make a noise, and let you go after saying a few good words.
At that time, the children had no intrigue, but they were full of enthusiasm, eager to pull everyone back to the road of lost knowledge. It can be seen that Luo Yuqing, who is the squad leader, has come a long way on this road. Therefore, Luo Yuqing kicked the stones all the way, and greeted Jiang Che all the way with a babbling mouth.
On the way home that day, Jiang Wen asked Jiang Che, who was walking in front, with a little weakness, "How many points do you think I can get?" There are no deliberate mistakes on a few. "I thought in my heart that it was better not to score too high, otherwise he would be miserable.
Jiang Che spread his hands a little innocently, "Don't worry, your score will definitely be higher than mine this time." Without waiting for Jiang Wen to speak, he continued, "Because I found that I made two wrong questions when I was doing your test paper, I corrected it for you." ”
Relying on your grandfather's grandmother, Jiang Wen trembled, unable to say a word for a long time, probably his grandfather's grandmother and his grandfather's grandmother. On the sheep intestine path, Jiang Wen walked uphill with his head down, and he no longer dared to expect Jiang Che to help him do the test papers.
In the countless days that followed, Jiang Wen begged the Bodhisattva to tell his grandmother that the hope score was lower, and it was best not to be the first and not to surpass the class leader. It's a pity that the title of the first place in the single subject in the dream class hangs on his head as he wishes.
Nightmares come true.
……
These pictures are the plots that Luo Yuqing made up in her mind after listening to Jiang Che's description, but Jiang Wen did win the first place in the class. It was as if a mountain suddenly appeared in her, and her mind, who had not been motivated for a long time, began to liven, and she began to inquire about him, starting with his name.
And when she remembered that this was the same name as the paper airplane she often picked up in the yard, this person who had been remembered by her for a long time before she had never met, he would naively let go of his secrets on the plane, and would also help others cheat on exams. However, studying is so good, she began to be unable to distinguish whether this is a good person or a bad person, thirteen-year-old Luo Yuqing worried about this problem for a long time, until she told Su Xiaoying about it, and sent the paper airplane she picked up to Jiang Che, and said the first thing to him.
"Jiang Che, you threw paper airplanes at my house again." When these memories were reawakened in the brain, Luo Yuqing didn't look like she wanted to laugh at that time.
It's just because I can't go back to the original state.
Is it because of growing up?
Or is it just because of time.
Jiang Che watched Luo Yuqing go up the stairs, and then disappeared at the top of the stairs. The silhouette left by the sunlight through the glass during the noon meal could not shine through the indifference on his face, just like the gaze she looked at her when she buried her head in eating. She didn't know, she couldn't see it, and the reason why she didn't explain it was probably because she didn't think it was necessary.
It's like a text message that's still lying in your inbox, "There's still that." Instead of thinking about whether to ask for help or want to help, whether to give or not to help.
He didn't know if he was looking at it more seriously, or if she was looking too lightly. So he thinks that others can understand the meaning of his words.
Actually, no one will understand.
Because no one can understand it.
Jiang Che returned to the classroom, looked at the still bright spring light, took out the textbook, and wrote three words on the blank page.
Aphasia.
It's like the title of a text, and it's like a locked secret.