Tang Jianyu looked back at the door that had just been closed by Shi Jiaojiao, suddenly remembered something, put down the lever in his hand, fumbled in several pockets of his coat, took out a card from the bag on his chest, and confirmed that it was a pass needed for work, and then breathed a sigh of relief. He put the card back in his pocket and patted it gently. "This ......" Tang Jianyu touched the fabric on his chest emphatically, and twisted his fingers carefully, and found that his chest was wet for some time.

The sky in the early morning was cold at two or three o'clock, clear and lonely, indicating an extremely clear day. Tang Jianyu turned his head to look at his window, and the light in the living room was still shining inside, proving that Shi Jiaojiao did not go back to sleep. Tang Jianyu wanted to go back and take a look, he suspected that his wife was now sitting on the sofa and crying, but time did not allow it. Besides, I was already full of nostalgia for her, how could I get out of her way when I saw her pitiful appearance because she was reluctant?

Tang Jianyu was bitter and happy in his heart, shook his head, walked quickly to the garage with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and drove away.

The empty room was so large that it couldn't fill every part of the room, except for the muffled cries that filled the hallway, startling the ears of the hearing-sensitive animals in the hallway. Shi Jiaojiao curled up at the staircase of the second floor, next to the tall and beautiful potted plants, she heard the sound of a lonely car driving outdoors in the early morning, and tears fell quickly. The mobile phone that had been pinched in his hand since he sent Tang Jianyu out of the house was still tightly held in his hand, but the screen had been unlocked, and on it was a message sent by Su Wang in the middle of the night.

Clearly, there is no doubt that every time I look at it, I feel the three words that are piercing, not even punctuation: recurrence.

"Meow Woo ......" Dong Dong came back, seemed to be wrapped in the hostess's strong sadness, called out very cautiously, obediently walked to Shi Jiaojiao's feet, and sat dignifiedly. Shi Jiaojiao was sitting with her knees hugged, her forehead resting on her knees, but when she heard the cat's meow, she raised her head, and her eyes were red with tears. The little animal seemed to feel a pain, innocently responded to Shi Jiaojiao's gaze, licked its nose and stood up, as if soothingly, arching her bare ankles with the top of its head.

"Hey......" Shi Jiaojiao suddenly changed from suppressed sobbing to crying loudly, her hands hanging by her side, and her phone fell to the ground. Why? Knock knock, why do you say that? Shi Jiaojiao was extremely sad and asked over and over again, the little animal was ignorant and could not give the answer she wanted.

There are so many births, old age, sickness and death in the world, and the hospital is the transit station of these four states. Shi Jiaojiao sat on the bench next to the convenience supermarket, and the ground where the cleaning staff had just passed was smooth and clean, reflecting her decadent posture. She kept her head down, her hands in her trench coat pockets, lifeless. It wasn't until a pair of men's black leather shoes fell into her sight that she looked up like a ghost.

Su Wang's face was also gray, as if he had stayed up for ten consecutive nights, and his eyes were sloppy. But the moment Shi Jiaojiao raised her face, Su Wang was still jumped by her. He pursed his lips and handed over a paper cup in his left hand, which was instant milk tea sold at a convenience store, "Just drink some." Shi Jiaojiao looked at the other cup in Su Wang's hand, and reached out to take it, although the milk tea was hot, it was not hot. Shi Jiaojiao held the hot drink in her hand and said "thank you" blankly.

At the intersection of the outpatient clinic and the inpatient department, patients or medical staff come and go, often looking at the two lifeless people on the bench in surprise. Shi Jiaojiao and Su Wang thought about the two statues, sitting side by side with the most negative attitude, their eyes were empty, and they didn't know where to look. "Huh." Shi Jiaojiao laughed out loud without warning, causing Su Wang to roll her eyes like rust, Shi Jiaojiao forced herself to laugh and said, "Remember, when Fei Fei was preparing for chemotherapy, the two of us also sat here like this. ”

Originally, it was just a heavy dull pain, but hearing Shi Jiaojiao say this, Su Wang lowered his eyes and looked at the coffee-colored liquid in his hand, and suddenly felt a sharp pain in his heart. At that time, they were also sitting here because of Ji Fei's condition, also holding inferior drinks, but they were full of optimism about the future treatment. But now, the disease that parasitized Lao Liu's weak body has awakened again, and it has never regressed because of people's optimism, and it is even more difficult when it comes back.

"......" Su Wang put the drink on the windowsill behind him, hugged his head, and said sullenly in a voice that Shi Jiaojiao could hear: "Doctor Hao said to do a biopsy as soon as possible." Shi Jiaojiao's eyes moved, "What do you mean, you mean that it hasn't been decided yet?" Su Wang's voice sounded really bitter, "It's confirmed, it's just to further analyze the course of the disease." Shi Jiaojiao felt black again, and Su Wang said again: "Fei Fei has been begging the teacher not to tell me, her treatment attitude is quite negative. ”

She was afraid that this unhealthy body would not be able to endure the pain of treatment again, but would accelerate the destruction of the hard-won happiness in front of her. She has a dear husband and a little princess who holds her heart on the tip of her heart...... Everything she already has, she cherishes it so much, as long as she can maintain it for one more day, even if it costs her own life, she is not willing to risk it! This is probably what the sixth child thinks in his heart now.

"Will it be cured if it is treated aggressively?" Shi Jiaojiao asked bluntly, and Su Wang answered honestly, "It depends on the specific situation, almost not." Shi Jiaojiao's facial features wrinkled together in an instant, and it took a lot of effort to resist the urge to cry, and said with difficulty: "It's so cruel." Su Wang's lips squirmed, his Adam's apple shook up and down, and he let out a particularly hopeless "um".

There were more and more pedestrians, and strangely enough, the eyes of these two people were less and less. Yes, there is no shortage of people in the hospital who are desperate to beg for hope, and no one has the energy to pay attention to the misfortune of others.

The two cups of hot drinks are already cold, and there is a kind of granular feeling in the mouth that the raw materials have not been dissolved, which is very disgusting. Su Wang grinned, rubbed his cheeks fiercely, pressed his eyes with his wrist, and said helplessly: "Don't talk about the treatment plan, I haven't even thought about how to talk to her!" Hearing this, Shi Jiaojiao turned her head to look at the man curled up beside her, blinked, and said coldly: "Arrest her back, just say it." Su Wang was surprised, looked at Shi Jiaojiao's side face in surprise, and asked blankly, "Huh?" What the? Shi Jiaojiao stared directly at the transparent glass wall in front of her, "Do you want her to drag it?" ”

"Sister Shi, you're finally here!" The assistant held a stack of documents, welcomed Shi Jiaojiao into the office, and said busily: "Today's three groups of visitors, originally about half past ten in the morning, I will make another appointment for you until one o'clock in the afternoon!" Because he is the assistant general manager of Qualcomm, he didn't dare to delay it a little more. This will make your afternoon very tight......" The young girl observed Shi Jiaojiao's expression, and the more she spoke, the quieter her voice became. Shi Jiaojiao neatly sorted out the desktop, opened the document sent by the assistant, and said calmly after sitting down: "Okay, I know, I will pay attention to controlling the time, you did a good job." ”

"Thank you, Sister Shi." The assistant tiptoed, bit his lip and said hesitantly, "You, are you okay?" Shi Jiaojiao was checking the flood of new emails in the system, and when she heard this, she turned her head to look at the girl and said nothing. Shi Jiaojiao is usually gentle and polite, and the little assistant who was personally recruited by her is very close to her, so she is not timid. The girl pointed to her eyes and whispered, "It's swollen, are you okay?" Shi Jiaojiao opened her mouth and exhaled forcefully, "It's okay." ”