At the end of the day, I told Qin Haonan the address of my apartment here, "Welcome to your guest!" ”

Qin Haonan nodded, "Okay, definitely!" ”

Everyone dispersed, I didn't drink, and drove straight back to my apartment.

Suddenly, I felt a kind of exhaustion from the depths of my soul.

I didn't get out of the car, I just sat there, looking at the deep night sky through the skylight.

What I didn't expect was that I saw that Xiao Tianyu's car actually drove in slowly, stopped there, and he didn't get down.

The car was parked there for a long time, I didn't move, I kept looking at his car, I could see him smoking in the car, that little bit of cigarette butt, sometimes lit up in the dark.

Strange, why did he come to my apartment, I remember, when I fell ill the other day, he was the one who carried me in, so that is, he would come to me often?

This makes me feel bad, is he spying on me? It's not right, he can let his subordinates do such things as much as possible, so why bother to squat in person.

It was a long time before his car restarted and quietly left.

I got out of the car and went back to my room.

I don't know what Xiao Tianyu is doing, could it be that he wants to see if I have come back? That means he's suspicious?

What else?

When the phone rang, I had a ringtone setting, and this ringtone was Qin Haonan's, so I quickly picked it up.

"Haven't slept yet?" Of course I can hear Brother Haonan's voice clearly.

"I just got back to the apartment, I've been in the car downstairs, Brother Haonan, how do I have a hunch! Xiao Tianyu seems to be paying attention to me? ”

"You mean, he's feeling you?" Qin Haonan more accurately positioned what I meant.

"Yes, you know! I want to see you now, you can come to my apartment now! I said to Qin Haonan, "I have a lot of things to tell you. ”

"Okay, give me the address, I'll come right over!" Qin Haonan hung up the phone after speaking!

He knew the approximate location of my apartment and I felt like he wouldn't be too far away from me.

Sure enough, 20 minutes later, there was a knock on Qin Haonan's door downstairs, because I had been looking outside in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and had not turned on the lights.

I'm just in case, because I don't know when Xiao Tianyu will come downstairs, if I hadn't accidentally bumped into Xiao Tianyu staying downstairs for so long today, I didn't know that he would come downstairs to me!

What scares me even more is that I don't know what Xiao Tianyu is thinking in his heart? He's a guy that scares me a little bit, I think he doesn't play his cards according to common sense, and I don't know which channel his wandering mind is on.

I opened the door, Qin Haonan walked in quickly, I thought about it, and turned on the light.

"Brother Haonan!" I looked at Brother Haonan, whom I hadn't seen in front of me for months.

Although we were together just now, it was not a space for the two of us, I have to say that I really miss Qin Haonan very much, this kind of missing is a kind of family-like missing, the kind that is inseparable.

He was close to me, his eyes were met, and his eyes were full of warm regret, like an older brother.

He stretched out his arms and hugged me tightly in his arms, very hard, "Xingchen...... Know how much I miss you? ”

"Hmmm! Know! Because I miss you too! I responded to his hug, we have been dependent on each other for 4 years, and he has never wronged me in the slightest.

"Come and sit down, let me take a good look at you!" In the end, Qin Haonan pulled me away, took me to the sofa area, and sat down together.

I know that his feelings for me have always been in forbearance and restraint, never taking a step forward and giving me enough space.

Of course, I don't deny that we have been separated for 3 months, and we feel a little rusty.

Sitting on the sofa, he still held my hand, looked at my face very seriously, and sighed, "Well, it's still a little strange!" ”

"Why?" I looked at his face, but I was actually asking knowingly.

"After all, your face is too beautiful, what I always remember is that I have been thinking about the stars for more than ten years, and now I have changed this face, just remembering that it is beautiful, but it is easy to forget that it is so beautiful! It's still a stranger! Compared with more than ten years, of course, it is unfamiliar! ”

"You mean, the original isn't pretty!" I asked him forcefully.

"Sharp teeth!" Qin Haonan raised his hand and gently pinched my nose, "You know I didn't mean that!" ”

I giggled and rolled on top of him, "Of course I do, but which do you like?" ”

"I like them all!" Qin Haonan looked at me with warm eyes and smiled, very warm.

"You're so greedy!" I quipped.

He looked at me for a while before he said, "Tell me, why do you think Xiao Tianyu is wrong!" ”

I also sat down and looked at Qin Haonan, "Brother Haonan, how do I feel that this Xiao Tianyu seems to have begun to doubt me?" ”

Qin Haonan looked at me and asked in disbelief, "Did you feel it yourself, you were too worried." ”

I shook my head gently, thinking about Xiao Tianyu's everything, and then looked at Qin Haonan, "No! ”

"I feel like there's something wrong with his attitude when he's with me, and he's always asking me inexplicable questions all of a sudden! Or always deliberately mention the previous me! ”

Qin Haonan looked at my expression, and there was already a tacit understanding and spirit between us.

"For example, all of a sudden, he would ask me, 'Do you have a sister?' 'Have you been to Qingcheng before?' ''Are you familiar with this place?'' ”

I looked at Qin Haonan and looked deeply, I think he understood my feelings.

It seems that these questions are not considered to ask him, but with his old calculations, I feel that his questions must be meaningful. The simpler it is, the more scary it feels to me, too close to the original question, right? ”

Qin Haonan also nodded silently, and said, "It's a little wrong!" ”

I'm thinking carefully about my past with Xiao Tianyu in the past few months, what he said.

"Anyway, it's inexplicable, I don't feel like it's a stranger's question, and every time I have the opportunity to be alone, he never tires of mentioning my previous self to me."

I looked at Qin Haonan and asked.

"This is not in line with his character, he hides everything deeply, why is he a transparent person in front of me?."

"Actually, we don't have much contact, and he doesn't get very close to me in normal times, he looks very indifferent, and he can't see a trace of enthusiasm!"

I told Qin Haonan very seriously.

"But there's always a little bit of something wrong, something that doesn't feel right, oh! By the way, he said to me, 'Your eyes are like my lover' and the phrase made me ...... It really broke me! Brother Haonan! ”

I spread out my hand and looked at Qin Haonan with a helpless and helpless expression, "I don't know what he means, what are you thinking?" ”

"Don't be nervous, I believe this is an illusion, and he is right, your eyes are the only thing that hasn't moved on this face, and it's not an exaggeration for him to have such thoughts!"

Qin Haonan patted the back of my hand and comforted me.

"But he makes me uneasy!" I stubbornly said, because that kind of uneasiness is only understood by me, and I am very panicked!

"Stars!" Qin Haonan looked at my eyes, my eyes were flustered, but he was very calm. "That's the uneasiness in your heart, or, it can't be denied, that you still love him! So, you'll be upset when you see him! ”

“NO！ It's not like that, I don't have love anymore! No, from the day I saw that photograph on the day of the car accident, I believed in myself, and the only love I had for him was wiped out in my heart. ”

Saying this, I was a little irritated, I stood up and paced back and forth on the ground, "Although I know now that my father's death is not his business, there are still some factors. ”

I'm a little excited about the mention of these things.

"Moreover, I will never forget what he did to me in those years, he is not qualified to say that he loves me, and I will not look back! Can't go back! I'm not me anymore! ”

The more I talked, the more irritated I became, and I was extremely disgusted with such statements.

"Xingchen, don't get excited, come, sit down!" Qin Haonan said to me calmly, and stretched out his hand to me, as if he had cast magic on me, and I sat down obediently.

"Don't be entangled in this whirlpool, don't always torture your will with such entanglements! Let the heart call the shots, don't shut out any emotion. I just want you to be happy! ”

Qin Haonan has always been such a humble gentleman, and the more he is like this, the more upset my heart becomes.

I lowered my eyelashes and nodded slightly, "Got it!" ”

"Actually, Tianyu he ...... Love you indeed! Qin Haonan didn't know what to say.

"Brother Haonan, stop going around in circles on this issue." I sighed and said, "I think there's something really wrong with him!" ”

"Like today, do you know why I let you come directly to me? Because he just left, and that's when I called you, he just left! ”

I looked at Qin Haonan, "I never knew it, he was by my side!" ”

"Come here?"

"Yes, of course not upstairs, not looking for me, but right down there!" I looked at Qin Haonan and said helplessly.

"I came back today, I felt really tired from this meeting, so I didn't rush to get out of the car and go upstairs, I sat in the car and thought about things, I saw his car drive in, and stopped there, he sat in the car and smoked, I think he just looked at my window like that."

Qin Haonan's expression has always been very calm and uneventful.

"Oh oh, by the way, he saved ...... No, to be exact, it covered me once! "I suddenly remembered what happened that night.

"Oh?" Qin Haonan looked at me with questions in his eyes.

"It was Old Man Xiao's birthday, and I went to Xiao's house to attend a banquet." I told Qin Haonan in detail.

He was indeed a little touched, frowning slightly, "He didn't mention this matter after that?" ”

Qin Haonan was a little moved at this time.