At the beginning of October, the class carried out the campaign for poor students in their boys' dormitory, Nanyuan N5-102, and Chiba really noticed Lu Junya at that time, with short hair, temperament, and not very active to express himself. But there has been no communication.

In mid-October, he signed up for an essay contest and an impromptu speech, and after participating in the debate competition in the evening, their class held their own primary election, and drew an unfamiliar topic, he couldn't say a few words, on the contrary, there was a girl in the class with a broad vision, Qiu Yiqing, who said very well.

Before the probationary period ended, he took the initiative to leave the club, the main reason was that he was stimulated by the head teacher and the officer, so he was worried that joining the club would affect his studies, and once it affected the poor students, he would feel sorry for his family and relatives, who gave him great pressure, which made him unable to face failure, so he could not have any excuses for failure, and he had to go all out and study 150% of the time.

At that time, he didn't understand that it was useless to spend more time studying, and he only needed to do the test papers of the previous years well one month before the exam to get to the top of the class, because the proof of many theoretical principles and theorems does not require you to deduce, you just need to be able to use it.

In addition, there are three secondary reasons, which are as follows:

First, one or two girls have left during the probationary process, and the minister Teng Hanmei also said that if you don't perform well, you may have to lay off employees again, he feels that everyone is finally recently, in order to let others stay, he took the initiative to resign and leave,

Second, One Piece is seeing Robin leaving the Straw Hats, and he is following Robin's example, sacrificing himself for the sake of his teammates.

Third, the activity during the re-examination made him have a shadow in his heart, feeling that the customer service must deceive others, sorry for others, he felt guilty because of this, that is, the one who asked them to go to the store to ask for the phone number, and then deceived the store and said that they would help them publicize, in fact, they were just to complete the task, and did not promote for others, so he felt that he had done a bad thing, and then he confessed to some senior sisters who opened their own stores with seniors, and the seniors said that they were from the past, and they knew that this was the case, but they just cooperated with you. He suddenly felt much lighter.

The minister saw that he had a very strong desire to leave, and did not keep him, but only asked why he did not do it, and he ignored the three secondary reasons, and only told them the main reasons of the minister.

He borrowed a book from the library on how steel is made, and he thought it was very beautiful.

There is a famous saying in it: The most precious thing in man is life. Life is only once for a person. Therefore, a person's life should be spent in such a way that when a person looks back on the past, he does not regret his most precious hatred because he wasted his time, nor is he ashamed of his inaction; Thus, when he was dying, he could say that I had devoted my whole life and all my energies to the most precious cause of my life - the struggle for the emancipation of mankind.

Regarding the activities in the class, he thinks that if they are not specific, he doesn't want to stand there and touch the number of people, do negative or inefficient things, there is no clear division of labor, he doesn't know what he should do in the middle of a bunch of people, so many times, after he stands there for a while, no one comes to tell him what to do, he will sneak away.

After he resigned from the club, he also resigned from the class, but this class couldn't quit! He felt that the class was limiting him, and that he was going to go his own way, to take the path that he would not regret.

He has been emphasizing that in order to get what he needs most, he must first learn to give up.

In college, he wanted to pursue emotional experiences such as compassion, fraternity, freedom, and equality, and to pursue a nobler personality.

Later, for some reason, he had to give up this pursuit.