In the countryside, the summer night is still very good to sleep, the rice field small ditch grass and everything are connected to the house, standing at the door of their own house can see whether the rice in the field grows well, this time is the season of frog laying, lying on the bed can hear the frog cry in the rice field.

The windows in the room are still wooden-framed, inlaid with green glass, and the light is transparent, but I can't see the outside scene clearly, and it is not as closed as people built houses later, and occasionally one or two fireflies will fly in.

Xie Yusi slept very soundly, he hadn't been so relaxed for a long time, too many things had happened in his previous life, he always felt that he was not very old, but his heart was old, he had to toss for a long time before going to bed at night to fall asleep, and he would keep dreaming when he finally fell asleep, and he was more tired when he woke up than when he didn't sleep.

However, after returning to the familiar environment when he was a child, listening to the familiar snoring and the sound of insects chirping outside the window, Xie Yusi naturally fell asleep.

At night, Xie Yusi felt that he heard something in a daze, but because he slept too soundly, he couldn't wake up at all, and when he woke up, it was already very bright, and as soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Chen Junfeng.

Chen Junfeng smiled at him happily and said, "Sisi, you finally woke up, hurry up and go to dinner, I'll take you to play when you're done." ”

Xie Yusi was taken aback, he still slept in the bed when he slept at night, but now he woke up and rolled to the side of the bed, and Grandma Xie was obviously familiar with his habit of moving around after falling asleep, and put a pillow on the edge of the bed to stop him from rolling down, and now Chen Junfeng is lying on this pillow.

So close, the hairs of the two are going to stick together!

Xie Yusi was completely awakened by him so frightened, and asked him strangely why he came to him so early.

Chen Junfeng patted Xie Yusi's head and said in a pitying tone: "Sisi, are you stupid?" It's eight o'clock now! ”

In fact, eight o'clock is a very early time for him in his previous life, not to mention him, many young people have chaotic schedules, and they can see the sun in the morning even if they get up early, like him, when he doesn't have to go to work, he sleeps until he wakes up naturally, and he doesn't sleep well at night, so he can only use the morning time to make up for sleep.

But in the countryside is different, everyone gets up at five or six o'clock to work, children are fine, if any adult has to sleep until eight o'clock in the morning, it won't take long, this family will be said by others to be lazy, will be looked down upon.

Xie Yusi got up from the bed slowly, wearing the clean clothes that Grandma Xie had washed for him, and asked Chen Junfeng to run to wash up after he met.

As soon as he reached the kitchen door, he heard a familiar voice sound.

Xie Yusi paused for a moment, he knew who the voice inside was as soon as he heard it, there was always some tiredness in the voice, and even people could imagine the wrinkled appearance of this person just by listening to the voice, and as soon as Xie Yusi heard this voice, the first thing that came to mind was the rough hands, and when he rubbed it, he could hear the sound of old bark rubbing against each other, as well as the gray hair.

Xie Yusi looked at the tall, but slightly bent back man, it was his grandfather.

Xie Yusi's feelings for his grandfather are very contradictory, since he was a child, he loves himself the most, and he has always taken care of his own people, except for grandma, he is grandpa, grandpa is always very kind to himself, this is a somewhat eccentric old man, his most beloved is Xie Yusi, when the aunts come back with their children, grandpa will secretly give the best snacks to Xie Yusi, not to those grandchildren.

This is not to say that grandpa is not good to his grandchildren, on the contrary, there are several grandsons who were brought up by him, and he also likes them very much, but it is still a little worse than Xie Yusi, he will personally teach Xie Yusi to fold moving birds when he is free, and take Xie Yusi to fish.

Xie Yusi was seriously ill when he was three years old, there was no car at that time, and his grandfather carried Xie Yusi to the health center at one o'clock in the middle of the night, took Xie Yusi to hang the water and then carried him back overnight, and went to work the next day.

Grandpa Xie's love for Xie Yusi is undoubted, if those things didn't happen later, in Xie Yusi's eyes, grandpa is a kind and loyal person, but it is such a loyal and honest person who has forced Grandma Xie to a dead end.

Grandpa Xie and another woman in the village had a good time, people in that era got married early, grandma married grandpa at the age of sixteen, even if they have grandchildren, the two of them are only a little over forty, not old.

Later, the matter was discovered, that day Grandma Xie went to the house to borrow something, the woman looked very flustered, with a weak smile to lead Grandma Xie to another room, Grandma Xie noticed that something was wrong, but did not speak, and when the woman politely went to make tea for Grandma, Grandma pushed open the door of the room.

Grandpa was nervously hiding behind the door, and he looked panicked when he saw grandma.

Grandma didn't say anything, she went home alone, at that time Grandma had been ill for half a year, from half paralyzed to now able to walk on her own, no one knows how much strength she wasted, because she is a strong person, let her from a person who is stronger than anyone else to become a cripple, watching other people in the village walk vigorously, grandma felt very embarrassed.

Just like now, no matter how sad my grandmother is, she doesn't say anything, she walks back slowly, and even says hello to others on the way, with a smile on her face.

She doesn't want to make trouble, everyone is old and wants face.

Grandpa came back in the evening, he said sorry to grandma, he couldn't live grandma, grandma didn't make any noise, sat and asked grandpa when he got along with that woman, grandpa told grandma about the matter, and promised never to do this kind of bastard thing again, grandma didn't respond, which made grandpa a little panicked.

Then grandma calmly asked grandpa: "Back then, did you tell your father that you wanted to marry me?" ”

Grandpa looked ashamed and said, "Yes." When my grandfather was nineteen years old, he was loyal and honest, but he was a little wooden, and after meeting several times, he didn't get to the end of the conversation, so his father asked him: "Do you have a fancy to someone?" ”

Grandpa remembered what he said at the time, he said that he had a crush on someone, that was grandma, he used to go to school with grandma, grandma was very handsome, arithmetic and powerful, he felt that if he wanted to marry a wife, he had to marry grandma like that.

His father's expression was a little bad after hearing this, but at the same time he was a little relieved, he was very satisfied with his grandmother, the little girl passed by his door when she went to school, she looked good, and she was smart, but people could take a fancy to her son?

But for the sake of his son, he still had the cheekiness to find someone to mention him, and it turned out to be true, the girl was diligent and diligent after marrying into the Xie family, and she got everything right, and finally when he died, he touched his grandson, and only left a sentence for his grandfather, that is, let him be the right daughter-in-law.

At that time, he agreed again and again, saying that he would never do anything sorry for his grandmother in his life, but now? What is he doing now?

At that time, he wanted to marry his grandmother so much, at first he thought that he would not be able to marry very sad, but then he let him marry so well, how happy he was at that time, he still remembers, he feels that he wants to be good to his grandmother for the rest of his life.

But then it slowly changed, grandma is really good, as long as grandma tells him what to do at home, he won't make mistakes, and then he becomes dissatisfied, grandma is too strong, too strong, which will make him feel very cowardly.

So when that woman hooked up with herself, grandpa felt sorry for grandma, but he still betrayed grandma, that woman is nothing like grandma, whether it is looks or person, but in front of her, grandpa feels that he is not so useless.

And this is what makes Grandma Xie puzzled, she has been strong all her life, and she is not bad in terms of appearance and upbringing, but in the end she lost to a woman who is not as good as herself, looking at the woman's strong body, and walking unnaturally by herself, Grandma Xie has an idea in her heart.

From the beginning of their conversation to the end of that day, grandpa kept blaming himself, but grandma was very calm, and even after the conversation, he fell asleep alone, and he didn't think much about it, thinking that maybe he was angry in his heart, and it would disappear after a while, and he promised that he would never make any more mistakes in the future, and grandma would definitely forgive him.

But the next day, what he was waiting for was his grandmother's corpse, and his grandmother's death was something that the Xie family could not forget, because his grandmother died of drinking pesticides and died in the old house where she had lived all her life.

When Xie Yusi rushed back to his hometown, his grandmother's body had been cleaned up, and it was made by a few aunts who came back, and her grandmother was wearing a shroud cleanly, lying on the bed, her face was dead white, but her lips were dark purple.

His impression of grandma is always very decent, always tidy up herself, even her naturally curly hair is obedient with a small clip.

Xie Yusi didn't understand, why did his grandmother, who had been on the phone with him the night before, die the next day, or commit suicide by drinking medicine, how could someone who loves cleanliness so much choose this method?

Xie Yusi asked the aunts, they were all crying and speechless, and then Xie Yusi saw his grandfather sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, and he hurriedly went over to ask, wondering what was going on.

Grandpa's eyes were in a trance when he saw him, the whole person seemed to be lifeless, some of the hunchbacks completely collapsed, and he cried and said to Xie Yusi that he was sorry for his grandmother, and he killed her.

Xie Yusi thought that he didn't understand at that moment, he thought that his grandfather couldn't accept his grandmother's death, and felt that he didn't blame himself for not finding out that his grandmother was committing suicide, but then the words of his aunts made his whole body cold.

It turned out that it was really such an honest and loyal person who drove my grandmother to a dead end.

Later, Xie Yusi's feelings for his grandfather changed, he rarely had time to go home after finding a job, and he was far away from home, the most important thing was that he didn't know how to face his grandfather.

He can't forget his grandfather's love for him, and he can't bear to let him stay alone in the countryside, but when he sees his grandfather, he will think of his grandmother's death, and he can't forgive him.

Xie Yusi was tormented in these two feelings, and his grandfather was also living in the longing and guilt of his grandmother, and everyone was tormented until a few years later, when his grandfather died.

Before he died, his grandfather said that he was going to find his grandmother and ask her to forgive him.