Chapter 44 Grafting
"Everything is possible, you are right to think so, if the conditions at home are not good, you have to create the conditions yourself, and you have to rely on the university to have a chance! I'm not saying that grapes are sour because you can't eat them, there are so many highly educated homeless people in society, they can't find jobs, and compared to our current situation, I don't think it's much better. I kind of figured it out, as long as someone can do something, I can do it, nothing remarkable. Sun Xiaohong said very confidently, these days, she has also understood a lot of things in the market, people live, there is no distinction between high and low, to work hard for life, pay more, it is not impossible, anyone can do this.
"You're right, I don't think you can open up. During the days of treatment in the hospital, I was devastated when I thought of my illness, and I didn't know when my illness would get better. Lily lowered her head and sighed sadly.
"I see you're recovering well, take care of yourself, you're so good, maybe you'll be fine tomorrow! When you're well, let's go to the market to buy groceries together! Listening to Xiaohong's persuasion, Lili smiled knowingly.
"That's a certainty, I will mix with you in the market in the future and become the market overlord!" Lily giggled.
"If you go to the market to do business, within three days, you will be familiar. In the beginning, I was also very reluctant to this place, and in the case of all hopes, I had no choice but to try this kind of living environment to exercise my courage. I think it's good to do business in the market, it's not that I don't like the poor and love the rich, but in the past few days, I have not only made money, but also met many people and gained a lot of knowledge. What will happen in the future, I don't know, but it's pretty good now. Xiaohong nodded and said.
"You have a good personality, you can get along with anyone, it's okay to put you anywhere, I'm much worse, it's almost the same to go to the market to buy vegetables, if I go to the market to sell things, I can't be a deserter!"
"Look at your little bit of interest. No one eats you in the market, what are you afraid of? In fact, you don't have to be discouraged, you can't grow old with that little illness on your body. If you are in a better mood, your condition will get better sooner. In this life, people eat a bowl of rice for everything, why should they always have trouble with themselves, sigh and sigh, everything is done. Xiaohong said from the bottom of her heart, her words, like a ray of warm sunshine, slowly sprinkled into Lili's heart.
"Well, I listen to you, I won't worry about it in the future, and I will sing every day!" Lily smiled, so happily she smiled as if she had never been sick.
"You're right to think so, and a good mood brings good luck. You don't know that there are many more powerful people in the market, they are all self-made and have a worse experience than us, but they can all endure hardships and have tenacity in everything. My tricycle doesn't conflict with their food stalls at all, and sometimes, when they're busy, they come over and teach me how to trade! They haven't read books either, and when it comes to their experiences, everyone has a different kind of strength, and I think when I get along with them, I can see my true self! Sun Xiaohong gushed endlessly, her eyes blooming with a strange brilliance.
"I heard that people in the market are domineering, and if they don't get along, they will beat people with their fists and feet, is it true?" Lily asked disappointedly.
"It's a fish mixed up in a nest of fish, to generalize, in fact, it's not like that, besides, my little business is not competitive, they just want to find me, and it doesn't mean anything. It's not easy for everyone to come out to do business, you have to be forgiving and forgiving, what is there to worry about. After Xiaohong finished speaking, she squinted her eyes and thought for a while, and then said, "There are also good people in the market, and they are not as bad as the rumors, take your time, it's good to get acquainted with them in the market, who makes us great and live a troubled life!" Xiaohong said self-deprecatingly.
"Talking to you, it's just different. Sometimes I want to talk to you, don't look at you now, I will definitely be able to stand up to myself in the future, I can learn a lot from you from childhood to adulthood. Look at you, what do you look like, and do what you say, don't flinch at all, this is optimistic, I always worship you, I'm really ashamed! Lily said quietly, a faint layer of sadness on her face.
"I have nothing to worship, if I hadn't been forced to go to Liangshan, I wouldn't have gone to the market to experience life. You don't need to say that, aren't you doing well now? Having a headache and brain fever is not a big deal, people live, no matter what, they have to have a good attitude, and if they have a good attitude, nothing is a problem. If you don't worry all day long, you can get sick when you are worried. I see that you are recovering well, don't be bored at home all the time, it is easy to get depressed! If you have time, come to my house every day, and have people chatting with me, I won't feel lonely anymore! Don't look at Xiaohong's persuasion of Lili, in fact, she doesn't feel very comfortable in her heart, thinking of these difficult days, it is really like having a spring and autumn dream, and after waking up from the dream, she is also cold in her heart, and she does not have so much confidence.
"Alright! As long as you are free, I will stay at your house and ask you to make me something to eat! Sometimes, I feel that I am really funny, I used to study so hard, every time I got a high score in the exam, I had to be so excited that I danced, but now I am good, I stay at home all day long, I have no strength at all, and suddenly I feel that I have no value at all, just like the grass and trees on this mountain, I am blown by the cold wind, and I am disheartened all of a sudden. Lily whispered, her small voice drifting in the wind, spreading little by little into the distance.
"When will you learn to be sentimental! I just thought, there are some things, I don't think about it when I can't think about it, I just lie still when I don't have motivation, I have the right to recuperate, and live a simple life, what's wrong! You don't have to think about anything, the task now is to take care of your illness, and when you are cured, you can do whatever you want! In the past, I always hid at home and thought nonsense, but the world is so big, what I do is not just to eat, go to the market to buy vegetables, do not steal or rob, can hold up a face to do things, I think it is all good! Xiaohong said, glancing into the empty distance, her eyes full of depression and indifference.
It was getting dark, and when the two men had had enough of sitting on the hill, they walked back hand in hand. When they entered the village, they went home.
In the dimly lit alley, the shadows of the trees are mottled, and the noise of crickets comes and goes, one after another. Xiaohong walked into the alley, and when she passed by the door of Zhao Xiaofeng's house, she suddenly heard a quarrel in the courtyard of her house.
This is her sister-in-law's voice, this person's voice is very high, and the person is also powerful, she covers the sky with one hand at home, and if something goes wrong, she will make trouble in the heavenly palace, her unscrupulous voice, very penetrating, out of the door and window, and then jump over the high wall, the wind can be transmitted out of the two miles, she goes on like this every day, not only the whole family is not allowed to live in peace, but even the neighbors in the alley are dumbfounded.
Xiaofeng's brother and Sun Xiaohong were junior high school classmates, he later studied in a technical school for two years, and after graduation, he did not look for a job, after he came back from school, he was introduced by a matchmaker, and soon fell in love with a girl in the village at first sight.
This girl has a very good personality, ingenious, virtuous and capable, impeccable, she and Xiaofeng's brother can also talk, even if they search all over the village, they can't find such a good girl.
The two of them get along slowly, and the girl often comes to the house to help with this and that, she neither thinks Xiaofeng and her mother are sick and drinks medicine all the year round, nor does she think that the family's economic conditions are average. After they got along for half a year, they hurriedly went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a license to get married.
But the good times didn't last long, they were forced to divorce before they got married for a year, the reason for the divorce was very simple, that is, because the daughter-in-law did not have children, and her mother had no grandchildren to hold, so she interfered and obstructed between the two, and the daughter-in-law couldn't stand the anger of her mother-in-law, and took the initiative to request a divorce in the court.
In fact, the relationship between the two people has not yet reached the point of divorce, and they usually talk and laugh, even if they have no children, they can live well. If it weren't for her mother, his brother wouldn't have wanted to divorce so soon.
If there is a good wife in the house, the man will not be corrupt, but if there is a wicked mother in the house, the children will suffer. Xiaofeng's mother saw that there was no movement in her daughter-in-law's stomach, so she began to use all kinds of vicious language, accusing Sang Huaidi of attacking her as a hen that did not lay eggs.
At first, the daughter-in-law could barely tolerate her nonsense, but later she scolded Za'er again, and she went back to her parents' house. The daughter-in-law doesn't have children, but Xiaofeng's brother can think about it, and he doesn't want to pit others. But Xiaofeng's mother couldn't think about it, her daughter-in-law served her under the table for half a year, not only did she say half a word of thanks, but she actually hated her wife for her son and didn't let her son live with her daughter-in-law. An unsympathetic mother like her is about to be said to be a book in the alley, and she doesn't know how to repent.
Under her mother's repeated persecution, Xiaofeng's brother had to enter the court in tears. If the two of them didn't choose to divorce at the beginning, her mother would have committed suicide. In order to let his daughter-in-law have a way to live and leave a way for himself to live, Xiaofeng's brother could only follow his mother's wish and cut his love.
After Xiaofeng's brother divorced, he went to work in other places with his luggage. After wandering outside for two years, as soon as he returned home, he was persuaded by everyone to book a family business, and then he married this unreasonable woman into the door.
This woman can have children, she first gave birth to a daughter to Xiaofeng's brother, and then a boy. It stands to reason that Xiaofeng's mother should be satisfied with her grandson and granddaughter holding her grandson and granddaughter, but she didn't expect that the daughter-in-law she chose for her son was too capable. Since beating her into the door, no one dares to provoke her, as if others have shortcomings in her hands, even if she says the wrong thing, she can pull out a lot of fallacies.
It's hard to find in the sky, hard to find on the earth. Xiaofeng's mother used to scold Xiaofeng's brother's ex-wife like a thief, and no one ever refuted her. She relies on the old and sells the old at home, and no one dares to provoke what she says.