Chapter 120: Seeing with Your Own Eyes
"What's going on?" After Sun Xiaohong entered the door, when she saw this unexpected scene, she couldn't believe her eyes. When I looked back, I saw his mother's blue white eyes, like two sharp swords, piercing the back of his heart. She was secretly taken aback in her heart, she didn't expect Ren Haoxuan's mother to be an arrogant and unreasonable person.
Seeing his face and knowing his heart, Sun Xiaohong regretted it a little, she had known Ren Haoxuan for so long, he had never mentioned the affairs of his family, and now it seemed that the unspeakable things they secretly hid must be no less than a farce.
"I'm hungry, I want to eat!" Just when Sun Xiaohong was feeling uneasy, Ren Haoxuan's grandmother staggered out of the house with the wooden stick again. Sun Xiaohong just wanted to step forward to help, but suddenly saw Ren Haoxuan's mother stand up from the ground with a snort, she crossed her waist with one hand, pointed at his grandmother with the other, and yelled impatiently: "What are you hungry for, I'm still hungry just after eating!" I know how to eat all day long, and I finish eating and pulling, and I finish eating. I'm optimistic, you're not hungry or full, and it's all in vain to feed you! Xiao Hao, hurry up and help your grandma to the house, there are so many mosquitoes in the yard, one bite a bag, I don't know what kind of demon she ran out to do. She pulled her neck, completely ignoring Sun Xiaohong's existence, and roared violently, Sun Xiaohong cracked her mouth and was stunned.
No matter what she shouted, her grandmother didn't seem to hear her, and she was still babbling vigorously: "I'm hungry, I want to eat!" I'm hungry, I want to eat! I haven't eaten for a day! After his mother finished yelling, seeing that grandma didn't react, and was still walking forward, her mouth was still repeating the sentence just now vaguely, she turned her face into a tiger, stepped over angrily, and stepped forward to grab her.
"Milk, let's go inside and eat!" Ren Haoxuan was afraid of Sun Xiaohong's jokes, so he used his body to block in front of his mother, and quickly helped his grandmother to the small black room in the house. Grandma nodded as she walked. Sun Xiaohong looked at Ren Haoxuan, and then at his mother, these things that can't be asked or said are very tangled in her heart.
After they entered the house, Ren Haoxuan took out some food from the pot and fed it to his grandmother one bite at a time. After Grandma was full, it was soon quiet! It seems that she is really hungry. Not long after she lay under the covers, she fell asleep.
This incident touched Sun Xiaohong a lot. She witnessed Ren Haoxuan's mother, constantly urging her rickety mother-in-law to hurry up and enter the house sharply, and her heart was suddenly covered with a gray shadow. The woman with a two-faced personality in front of her will be her mother-in-law in the future. What kind of person she is is no longer known, Sun Xiaohong secretly complained.
She is so fierce and speaks so viciously, I'm afraid I will have to be a little more careful when I get along with her in the future. When she looked at Ren Haoxuan again, Sun Xiaohong couldn't help but feel a little dazed. She really didn't believe that it was incredible that such a mother could raise such a son. When they were eating, Ren Haoxuan's mother never mentioned his grandmother, but locked her in her own room and didn't let her out.
It was already very late, and Ren Haoxuan's father came back from outside drunk.
He has a habit of never drinking wine at home, and goes out to join in the fun. I never came back outside, and I was very drunk. And after getting drunk, it's still a chatterbox. When he saw that there were people in the house, no matter who it was, he began to talk nonsense, whether he wanted to listen to it or not, just a burst of shouting, what Tiannan, Haibei, ancient, and modern, as long as someone gave him a head, he would definitely talk endlessly. is so old, his mouth is long, like an upside-down waterfall, and the spitting stars are gushing everywhere. It's really enough for fifteen people to listen to it for half a month. In the eyes of outsiders, his mouth is too good to speak, let's call him confused, he is more shrewd than anyone else, and no one can calculate him. Call him good, sometimes he just deliberately pretends to be crazy and stupid.
may have had no good impression of him at the beginning. Now, he is drunk, his mouth is full of wine, and some of them are talking nonsense, and Sun Xiaohong looks down on him a little. Seeing that he didn't understand the rules like this, Sun Xiaohong suddenly felt that he was not a serious old man at all, listening to the tone of his speech, sometimes he was confused, and even ghosts were afraid. Just like how shameless he is, he can confidently force out a book of water and Liangshan.
Sun Xiaohong was very conflicted in her heart, and throughout the night, Sun Xiaohong tossed and turned and didn't sleep well. She was half-asleep in her dreams, as if everything was counterintuitive. It may be that I overestimated them as people. Sun Xiaohong really can't figure out what kind of home their family is? At the same time she felt suffocated, she also felt a strong pressure, overwhelmingly rushing around her, she wanted to escape, but she could never escape this chaotic love network.
It's hard to imagine that Ren Haoxuan's family clearly hides some despicable family affairs. And these intricate family affairs seem to involve the grievances and grievances of the older generations, standing under their roofs, there are always taboos that her Sun Xiaohong can't touch. The more she thought about it, the more she had a headache, so she simply didn't think about anything. She closed her eyes tightly and forced herself to be still.
At night, she was woken up by a rustling sound in the corridor, and then she heard Ren Haoxuan's father's voice: "This black light is blind, why did you come out again!" Hurry back to the house and go to sleep! "Where is this talking to his mother, it is clearly the tone of scolding the child. Sun Xiaohong's heart was excited, and she suddenly understood that maybe her grandmother had come out of the small black room inside. It is said that raising children to prevent old age, she affected her son's rest, and she could only listen to him yell at her fiercely with tears in her eyes.
Ren Haoxuan's grandmother has Alzheimer's disease, she has been sick for ten years, during these ten years of bedridden, there is no medical treatment, no love, no warmth, she is lonely in that small dark room, experiencing unbearable pain and torture for ordinary people.
Ren Haoxuan's mother often doesn't give her enough food because her grandmother can't take care of herself. Every time she eats too much, she puts it in her pants, and because no one washes it, she stinks and flies all over her, which is particularly disgusting. His mother would force his dad to strip away all the clothes on his grandmother's body, and then change into hollow clothes and pants, so that she could stay in the house honestly, and not be embarrassed by a single step.
The old man was not completely confused, and she also understood that sometimes when there was no one at home, she would sneak out of the small black house and go to the neighbor's house to wipe her tears and ask for food. The neighbors, seeing that she was pitiful, fed her, and secretly sent her back. But after pulling his pants, Ren Haoxuan not only didn't thank his neighbors, but also crossed his waist fiercely, standing in the alley and scolding Huai on the ground.
Everyone felt that they were doing bad things with good intentions, and they were all scolded and scared by her, and the people in the alley couldn't afford to provoke her, and when grandma came out of the door again, they all quickly closed the door and didn't let the old lady in. She was widowed when she was young, and when she was old, no one loved her, and now she is even more lonely.
When Ren Haoxuan was not transferred to work in the city, he served his grandmother every day, and after he left, his grandmother was left alone. Sometimes when Ren Haoxuan and his eldest sister came to the house, they would wash her and give her shabu. The most unconscionable is his third sister, she is pregnant, and her husband gives her boxes of apples to eat, but she goes back to her parents' house in front of her grandmother, and eats with apple juice in her mouth, and she doesn't give her grandma a bite. It's a pity that when she was young, her grandmother cared for her on her back, and now she has no conscience, it's really intolerable.
It was so late now, and the old lady came out of the house again. She fell several times in the hallway, but luckily she was found in time, otherwise she would have broken her head and bled out again. The scars on her head healed layer after layer, she was so pitiful, anyone who saw it would be sad for a long time.
"I'm hungry, I want to eat! I want to eat! In the dark, there was a grumbling voice from her grandmother, and in this quiet night, hearing such a goosebump-like voice, Sun Xiaohong was very scared.
"What you are hungry for, you know what to eat all day long. In the middle of the night, it's not good to sleep in the house, and if you come out to ask for food, I'll send you to a mental hospital tomorrow to see who you still ask for food! "It's obviously sound. Sun Xiaohong was stunned again: "How could she talk to her grandmother like this, isn't she afraid that her daughter-in-law who has never passed through the door will laugh at her?" "This may be Sun Xiaohong's self-feeling, or maybe this is Ren Haoxuan's dismount for himself, one of the old couple sings with a red face, and the other sings with a white face and deliberately plays a double reed for himself, which is not easy to say.
"Milk, let's go inside. It'll be dawn in a while, shall we eat again tomorrow morning? The lights came on, and all their conversations were interrupted instantly, Ren Haoxuan stood in the corridor with squinted eyes, and he carefully helped his grandmother up from the ground. Then, like a child, he helped his grandmother into the little black room.
"Leave her alone, go back to the house and go to sleep. If she continues to make trouble like this, she won't be given a meal tomorrow, and she will still make trouble......" Unexpectedly, this vicious word came from her mother's throat. Looking at people through the crack in the door, Sun Xiaohong really flattened her.
His dad was so angry that he wanted to shout a few times, but his mother pulled him hard, and his face became gloomy again, and he poked his head into the Westinghouse, listened with his ears bent for a while, and then retracted his neck back into the door.
After a whisper in their ears, the door slammed shut, and the room returned to its original calm. Looking at the moon outside the window, Sun Xiaohong's heart was turbulent, and suddenly set off a storm. "What should I do?" She has already seen the clues, but she is clear and fascinated. She and Ren Haoxuan have been together for so long, if they break up, she is really a little reluctant.
She faintly remembered Teacher Xu's words in her ears, you are looking for a person, not his family. Yes, for a lifetime, as long as there is a person who can be good to himself, and his family can't live with him for a lifetime, isn't it a waste of feelings to think about it so much.
The more Sun Xiaohong thought about it, the more chaotic she became, she put the quilt on her head, and she didn't move.