Chapter 8 Heart-to-heart

Gao Zhixian sat on the edge of the kang, she kept smiling, and when Sun Xiaohong slowly finished speaking, she added lukewarmly: "You said, we are all in the same class, we usually only focus on studying, rarely contact, and we don't understand each other, you hold books every day to do questions, your head is drilled into the pile of books, and you don't look into your heart to see who is thinking what." If someone else has a secret in their heart, of course, you can't tell everyone. Do you think that everyone else loves to read and study as much as you do? I only understand now, it turns out that there is only you in your world, let alone the door, it seems that you can't even open the window, you close yourself so tightly that even breathing is a problem, do you say you are stupid? ”

"But too! I'm used to this, so what's the solution? Now I just want to change it, I'm afraid I can't change it! Sun Xiaohong is superficial about such cutting-edge issues, and she prevaricates for her own disregard for existence.

Gao Zhixian is right, the current high school students are full of personality and vanity, and as soon as they walked into the school gate, they immediately became polarized. Either study hard, become a scholar, fight hard to leave a piece of armor, and then take the entrance examination to a key university, go to the largest city, take the best major, and then go to the infinite scenery. Either the family is rich and powerful, they don't want to rely on academic progress, and they don't want to work hard, so they hide in school to raise a good body, mix diplomas, they play hard, become scumbags, and then make the worst friends, find the most beautiful school flowers, and in the end they don't say anything, and they become the target of public criticism. This may be the difference between a top student and a scumbag.

There may be people like Sun Xiaohong, even if they put in a lot of effort, they didn't get admitted to college, they hid at home all day long, and they slacked off all day long, and there were many people who abused themselves and gossiped all over the street.

"These people are all celebrities on campus, out of print in the world, and their style of doing things must be different. How many people are like you, masochistic all day long, angry and not paying for their lives, without going out, they cause a storm all over the city, do you think I'm right? ”

"That's right, that's nonsense. I don't understand, why did you pull me again? What's wrong with me, am I bad? Genzheng, Miao Hong, a typical two-sleeved breeze, you can't find a talent like me even with a lantern? Dare to underestimate me, I don't seem to have fallen into such a terrible situation! You treat me well, I'll go to Guo Yanmei now, and I'll reason with you when I come back later! ”

After Sun Xiaohong finished speaking, she just turned around to leave, as if she remembered something, and glanced back at Lu Mingyuan: "It's not me who scared you, Guo Yanmei is so old, really, if you didn't call her, don't blame me?" ”

"Eh, let you look for it, you can find it quickly. No matter how fierce her mother is, she doesn't eat people, she has to tell the truth when she meets, you can't see the wind and rudder, and you won't look at it if you have a good face? You're a wonderful person, and you'll be blinded when it comes to a critical moment. Usually I can do anything, but I don't have a brain teaser! Go, go, go! Gao Zhixian kept urging, Sun Xiaohong glanced at Lu Mingyuan, hurriedly walked out of the courtyard gate, and went straight to Guo Yanmei's house, I don't know what method she used, she actually coaxed Guo Yanmei back.

After Lu Mingyuan saw Guo Yanmei, although his face was a little timid, he couldn't hide his excitement. He was embarrassed to pull Guo Yanmei aside, muttered a few words, and the two of them left in a hurry.

"I really didn't see it, Guo Yanmei is quite attractive? I have been at the table with her for so many years, and I live in a dormitory, and I don't know anything about the object she talked about with Lu Mingyuan, do you think I'm mentally retarded? I don't understand, her family's conditions are so good, and it is not a problem to get into a good school, unlike me, I can't get into college, and I don't even have a way out. Her family has a doorway, and that road is a bright road, why is she like this now? Seeing the two of them walk out of the courtyard gate, Sun Xiaohong narrowed her eyes slightly and said very puzzled.

"What do you think? If you know everything, it's still called privacy? Besides, you usually go to the stacks of books to pan for gold, and no one tells you about your tendon brain, and you don't think about it that way. Maybe people don't want to go to college, but his father has the ability to arrange a job for her casually, which is a common thing. There are some things that I really can't envy! Gao Zhixian said, glancing at Sun Xiaohong.

"Why do I have a tendon? What's wrong with even a tendon? There are not so selfish thoughts in the stomach, it is simpler, and it is more calm......" Sun Xiaohong said softly, she seemed to have touched something, and she stopped talking only halfway through the words.

Seeing her like this, Gao Zhixian changed the topic: "Forget it, don't talk about them, in fact, they don't have anything to say." Tell me about you! School is about to start, do you have any new plans? If you have any plans, I'll help you share it. Gao Zhixian's unintentional words touched Sun Xiaohong's sadness again, and she immediately sank her eyelids, and her face suddenly showed a helpless expression.

"I don't think I have anything to say? For someone who has nothing to look forward to, I don't even know what to say. All my plans now are to work, and some of the farm work in the field at home is waiting for me to do, and I may not be able to finish it for the rest of my life. I'm not like you, I got into such a good university, went to such a good city, did what I loved, and would sit back and relax for the rest of my life. I can't do it, just this condition of our family, if I don't say it's bad, there is no way. If I didn't get into college, I was born a century late, and I will always live in a routine life. If you want to jump out of such an environment, it may be more difficult than the birth of the Monkey King! It's also that I don't have so many high requirements for myself, just be at ease, in fact, it's very tiring to live like this, and it's pretty good, at least I can support myself and have no pressure. When people are numb, they will not be delusional! Let's take it one step at a time. The bread will be there, everything will be there! Sun Xiaohong frowned and sighed softly.

"Thinking about the good in everything, the truth is not as negative as you think. Even if you don't get into college, isn't there any other way out, and you won't be desperate with Mother Earth? I haven't seen each other for so long, and I suddenly found that you are quite good at talking, what monkey king was born? Where is this, listen to you, you have to wear shockproof props, so as not to be scared! This nondescript and brain-opening metaphor made Gao Zhixian frown when he heard it.

"It's nothing, how to live is not a lifetime! Not to mention, it's not easy for you to come to my house once, and it will be east to east and west to west in the future, and it will be difficult to meet again! These days, I learned to cook at home with my grandmother. Grandma wasn't at home today, and I happened to show off my craft. You don't know, before, I couldn't even boil water, and I wasn't afraid of your jokes when I said it. Once, my mother asked me to boil water, I poured it well, the water was boiled in a pot, not long after the lid was closed, I saw smoke in the pot, there was a sound, I thought the water was boiling, so I poured a warm pot, and poured it out for everyone to drink, not hot at all, I poured it into the pot and burned it again, causing my mother to scold, and later I learned that the water in the pot must be boiled until it turns over the flowers. You say I can't even boil water, I can't cook, and I won't starve to death in the future!" The mood at that time was really miserable! ”

After Sun Xiaohong said these words, she shook her head with a wry smile. After a pause, she bit her lip and continued: "Now I have learned to cook, fry fish, stir-fry, and make dumplings. In a moment, I'll go to the kitchen and cook you something delicious, which is considered to be practiced for you. Sun Xiaohong said, got up and went to the kitchen. She put the pre-washed vegetables on the cutting board, picked up the kitchen knife, and slowly cut it.

"Of course, I'm here for this meal today! I'll do the chopping of vegetables too, give me the knife, and I'll help you chop the vegetables! Gao Zhixian walked into the kitchen with a smile, she stood behind Sun Xiaohong, staring at the kitchen knife in her hand with complicated eyes, and leaned over eagerly.

"Today you come to my house to see me, I am the master, you are the guest, how can I let you do such rough work! You better rest! I'll be ready in a moment, and you'll just wait to eat ready-made! Sun Xiaohong waved her hand, not wanting her to cook with her.

"Feelings, you stay at home every day, such a waste of life? Don't you feel aggrieved that you work so hard every day to do these chores? You don't want to think about it, a talented woman in a liberal arts class, who doesn't go to school to study her major, and circles around a cauldron at home all day long, isn't this anti-aircraft guns fighting mosquitoes, and it's overkill? What's this called, it's so unfair! Ko Ji-hyun's eyes widened, and he stood in the kitchen and said indignantly.

There are so many fair things in this world, if you want to be treated fairly, you must be an invincible superman.