Chapter 42: Someone's Memory
There are no miracles in this world, some are just accidents and inevitability.
In the same way, there is no such thing as giving for no reason in this world, and there is no such thing as being attracted to someone for no reason.
Everything has a reason - even if it's love at first sight that everyone has heard of, isn't it just the G spot of the other party's appearance in a sense?
Therefore, Ji Kaiwei's gaze will always stay on the petite figure that does not look like a high school student, it is no accident.
The girl had inky eyes.
Unlike the dark brown pupils of ordinary yellow people, the girl's eyes were pure ink, clear as the deep night sky.
With that delicate and cute face, it's like a puppet lady in a fantasy world.
She is afraid of life, so timid that even in the classroom where she has been in the classroom for more than three months, she still seems constrained when she is not accompanied by that He Qiuzhi.
She likes to eat desserts, and she often has sweet snacks in her desk, and she usually brings a lunch box at noon.
She often stays up late and often dozes off during the day.
She doesn't like sports, and she usually finds a place where no one is lazy in physical education class.
She......
Obviously, I didn't deliberately look for her, but strangely, when I found out, I had already learned a lot about the girl through silent observation.
Isn't that weird? Why am I always keeping an eye on that person? Ji Kaiwei was scared of such a self, but she knew that such a self had begun to appear more than two months ago.
It was when I had just entered this high school, and the afterglow of summer was still in the air, and it was extremely hot and dry, which made people feel irrepressibly bored.
Perhaps the gods thought that such days were too boring and wanted to play tricks on the world, so on a Friday like this, before the school bell rang, the rain poured down.
…… Didn't bring an umbrella.
Ji Kaiwei frowned slightly and looked at the rain curtain outside the teaching building, she lived alone, and naturally no one would come to pick her up from school, so for Ji Kaiwei, there were only two options left, either wait for the rain to light up and then go back, or run home in the heavy rain now.
As for asking classmates to borrow umbrellas-it is precisely because Ji Kaiwei knows that he is not good at dealing with people, so he pretends to be cold in front of his classmates, so that he can avoid a lot of trouble.
And let yourself who is not good at dealing with people borrow an umbrella from others? Is this a joke? This is not at all among the options that Ji Kaiwei will consider.
What's more, almost all of the people in this class are boarders, and a few of them will deliberately bring umbrellas.
Isn't it raining a little faster?
At that time, Ji Kaiwei was sitting by the window, so she was bored looking at the buildings outside the window that were hazy because of the heavy rain, while emptying her head.
However, it backfired, as if the gods were deliberately working against Ji Kaiwei, and the rain not only did not get smaller, but became heavier and heavier.
Several other people who were still in the classroom were picked up one by one by their family members, including middle-aged men, women in professional attire, and of course, boys who didn't look very old...... Anyway, they should all be family, at least they all have very kind smiles on their faces.
Will your parents smile like that and pick you up?
…… Impossible.
Soon, the classroom, which was still slightly crowded, became deserted, and only Ji Kaiwei was left alone, which made her feel that this classroom also seemed so big.
Obviously, the sound of the rain outside is still so noisy, and from time to time there will be raindrops that shoot on the window due to the deflection of the wind direction, but staying in this empty classroom inexplicably makes Ji Kaiwei feel extremely quiet - as if the world has died, as if he was isolated in another world by this rainstorm, a world that is empty except himself.
…… It would be nice if someone could make a noise......
But this is impossible, so Ji Kaiwei tore off the ribbon he used to tie his hair, and leaned on the table and stared blankly at the ribbon he had used for many years.
…… It's so uncomfortable.
You know how it feels?
It's like you're the only one left in the world, and this classroom has become an island in the ocean as far as the eye can see, and you're alone on the island, not knowing where the future is, and why you're going to live, just staring blankly at the sky the same color as the sea, and letting the monotonous blue fill your vision. You can speak loudly without impunity, because there is no one on such an island who dislikes you for being too noisy.
I feel that everything I used to hold on to has become unimportant.
And one day, the sea starts to rise, the islands start to get smaller, and your world gets smaller.
You're going to lose even this only island.
Not only the island, but even himself is about to be swallowed by this monotonous blue, and there is no way to struggle.
…… It's a nasty feeling, as if an invisible creature is approaching you.
I want to escape, but I can't.
[Do you want to go back in the rain? 】
But if it rains like this, you're probably going to catch a cold...... Forget it, it doesn't matter.
However, just as Ji Kaiwei was about to pack up her things and leave the classroom, the petite girl walked in.
Ji Kaiwei knows that she should be called Yuemi, after all, she is the only day student in this class, even if she doesn't know, it's hard.
As if she didn't expect that there were still people in the classroom, Ji Kaiwei noticed that her expression was a little stiff when she saw herself.
Just like the girl named Yuemi didn't talk to herself, Ji Kaiwei didn't go out of her way to talk to her, and left the classroom with her one after the other.
I didn't see anyone on the way to the entrance of the school building...... I guess they're all home.
And the fact that the rain that he was expecting until the door became smaller still didn't happen after all, Ji Kaiwei took a deep breath and prepared to run to the bus station in one go.
But before she could brave the rain to run out, she felt the corners of her clothes tug at a gentle tug.
It's really gentle, if it weren't for Ji Kaiwei's disgust with others touching her, she wouldn't have noticed that the girl behind her who left the classroom behind her would hold her.
Turning his head, Ji Kaiwei and the girl's ink-colored eyes were a little flustered.
…… Was she scared?
I always feel that this girl named Yuemi seems to be a frightened young beast.,Obviously full of weakness on her face, she still forced herself to muster up courage.。
"W-That...... Didn't Ji Kaiwei bring an umbrella......"
Her voice was very good, and her soft voice calmed Ji Kaiwei's heart a little because of the bad weather.
"That...... If you don't mind...... I can take you to the bus station......"
The girl's timid voice pulled Ji Kaiwei, who was a little distracted, back, she took out a folding umbrella from her bag, and then tried hard to show a smile to Ji Kaiwei.
…… If you don't want to laugh, don't laugh, this cute face will be wasted.
However, it was obviously such a reluctant smile, Ji Kaiwei felt that his mood was incredibly better, and all the gloom that had accumulated in his heart before was swept away.
"Then, let's go."
“…… Yes? ”
"Go, bus stop, don't you go?"
The girl who reacted to what she was talking about hurriedly opened her umbrella and walked into the rain with her.
Was your reaction a bit rude? It looks like Tsukiya is still very nervous...... Such thoughts kept popping up in Ji Kaiwei's mind.
…… However, as a person who is not good at dealing with people, Ji Kaiwei has already worked hard.
As if this was indeed a joke of the gods, when the two walked to the bus stop, the rain stopped.
……
“…… Open micro ......"
“…… Imperial concubine... Micro ......"
"I said, Ji Kaiwei, can you listen to me!"
Feeling that his back was slapped hard, Ji Kaiwei finally woke up from his memories. He Qiuzhi, who had made her very unhappy recently, was glaring at her fiercely: "Can you hurry up and press the doorbell!" How long are you going to stand in front of the door in a daze? Even if you're in a daze, don't stand at the door and get in the way of me entering Yueyue's house! ”
…… The first time I went to the house of the person I cared about, I was so nervous, can't I?