After tossing like this, Su Jia was very tired.

She turned her head to look at Lu Yanhe, and felt that the awe-inspiring momentum around him seemed to have eased a lot.

I don't know if it's because it's for the sake of my son's face.

Su Jia's gaze went all the way up, and finally stopped at his eyes, but he saw that countless sad lights seemed to suddenly emerge from his eyes.

She panicked, wondering if she had read it wrong.

But no, the grief in his eyes was indeed unusually obvious.

Lu Yanhe closed his eyes, then pressed her into his arms, gently rubbed her soft jet-black hair with his chin, and whispered in a low voice, "Su Jia, I hate you......"

Sujia, I hate you.

But what I hate more is myself.

Hate myself, why didn't I go to you earlier, leaving you to suffer so much alone.

His voice was unusually hoarse, as if he had a bad cold, and Su Jia clearly heard the shiver overflowing from his throat.

She plucked up her courage and took the initiative to wrap her arms around his waist, almost using all her strength.

Lu Yanhe kept muttering, "How can you ...... It's so cruel......"

Jiajia, how can you be so cruel?

Abandoned me, took our children with me and didn't see me for nine years.

How can you be so ruthless, and if there is someone else around me later, do you intend to never tell me about it again?

Then do you know that I can't marry another woman except you.

Just now when he heard her coaxing her son familiarly, he couldn't help but imagine her hardships in the past few years.

Every maturity of hers is a sharp blade for him.

Back then, she was the kind of daughter who would rather skip dinner when she was hungry than cook instant noodles, how could she ever cook herself?

She never knew how to take care of herself.

Even when I was sick, I didn't bother to buy medicine.

Because he had taken care of her, he knew these things well.

But she is such a lazy and delicate woman, but she takes care of their son so well, he doesn't know how many ups and downs she has to go through during this period, and how many blows she endures.

He said that he hated her for concealing it, but what he hated the most was why he hadn't opened those materials about her earlier for so many years.

When he was drunk late at night and spent all day drinking, when he was in pain and heartbreaking, when he gave up on himself and broke his liver and intestines, what kind of life were his women and sons living?

Lu Yanhe grabbed her shoulder, and his tone was three points of questioning and seven points of pain, "Why?" ”

Su Jia gritted her teeth and endured the pain in her shoulder.

She knew what Lu Yanhe meant, and she was asking her why she chose to live so tired and miserable.

She also knew that he was blaming himself and hating herself, why did she suffer so much.

But the joke played by fate at the beginning was too big, they were just chess pieces, and they had no ability to resist.

Su Jia lowered her head and explained, "I had no choice, the situation was too difficult at that time, I had to take care of the children and earn tuition, I was ...... There was nothing at the time, and I didn't think about it that much. ”

“……”

She paused before continuing, "At the beginning, Tang Yuzhou helped me a lot, and after giving birth, I have always been working and studying, in fact, I was already very content when I was able to live. ”

The more she spoke, the quieter her voice became.

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