Zhang Weizhao heard the subtext in his words and smiled: "Your Highness said that I voted for you, because I felt happy to chat with me?" I also found it a pleasure to chat with you. It's normal for two people to have fun chatting, and it's not all because one person deliberately welcomes the other. ”

This is even more presumptuous, looking at the world, who would talk to the prince like this? The prince felt that he should reprimand her with a straight face, but he didn't know what was going on, but a small warm feeling in his heart was gradually growing, which seemed to dispel a lot of the cold aura in his heart for days.

She also found it fun to talk to me. A smile wanted to appear on Chen Youcong's face. But he felt that this was out of place, and tried to suppress it strongly, and as a result, he made his face flush.

Zhang Weizhao didn't care about the consequences he caused, and said to himself: "I have a way to make people know that they can talk to a person, whether it is because of mutual harmony or because the other party deliberately flatters." ”

Chen Youcong was very concerned about this topic, so he raised his eyes and listened carefully to Zhang Weizhao's speech.

"If you feel happy when you talk to someone, when the conversation is over, you can feel it yourself......" Speaking of this, Zhang Weizhao put his hand on his chest.

"Don't judge by your knowledge, but feel by your heart, will you feel full and full of heart? Or will you feel empty and lonely? When you feel full, it is that the other party is communicating with you with his true self and giving true feelings, so even if he leaves temporarily, his care is still there, and you will not feel lonely. But when a person is just trying to please you, hide his heart, and speak according to your will, when you end the conversation, you will feel lonely, because the real person does not appear around you, what appears is just a phantom, and you are only one person from beginning to end. ”

It took Chen Youcong a moment to understand what Zhang Weizhao said, so that she could understand the meaning of what she was expressing, and then nodded slowly.

He can often experience the feeling of being surrounded by everyone, but still being extremely lonely. The entire court was full of people who welcomed him. And where are their real people? Chen Youcong didn't know.

He often felt that the court was unusually empty, and there was no one around.

So, is the Taoist doctor in front of him talking to himself with true feelings? That's why I think it's fun to talk to her?

Chen Youcong stared at the sand table for a while, and suddenly asked Zhang Weizhao: "Which doll do you like the most?" ”

"Huh?" Zhang Weizhao didn't watch out for him to ask such a question, the topic shifted too quickly, right?

"I'm asking you which doll you like best."

"Hmm...... let me feel it." She looked around at the sand tools on the shelves on both sides, her eyes fixed on the dragon that Chen Youcong had taken last time.

She stood up and took the dragon and held it in her hand.

"What is your favorite Western dragon? Why? Chen Youcong thought it was very strange. He felt that what Zhang Weizhao liked should be the Holy Mother he had put in the sand table, or the Guanyin on the shelf over there. I don't know why, he always feels that the eyebrows and eyes of these two puppets look a bit similar to Zhang Weizhao.

"I also think it's weird. Why did I take this dragon? Zhang Weizhao put the dragon in the sand table and looked at it, looking genuinely confused.

Chen Youcong was amused by her confused look. From the very beginning when she met Zhang Weizhao, she looked like she was confident and everything was under control, and she actually showed such an expression.

"I guess it's because it's powerful. I like beings with power. After a while, Zhang Weizhao replied.

In fact, this is not the only reason.

Just now, Zhang Weizhao suddenly realized that the reason why he liked the shape of the dragon was not only because it represented strength, but also because it symbolized the anger hidden in Zhang Weizhao's heart.

She was not relieved of her death.

Since Zhang Weizhao came to this world, she thought that she had transcended her previous life, and everything in the past was no longer important to her now.

But she was still very angry about the terrorist attacks she had encountered. In her previous life, when she and her colleagues wanted to reach out to the women and children who had just escaped from the war and help them get out of their nightmares, these children's compatriots took up guns against her. They did not see her as a well-meaning helper, but as a demon who spread heresy because she did not follow their teachings.

Similarly, the hierarchical society of Great Yan also made her angry. As a civilian, and especially as a woman, there is very little protection and respect. Fortunately, she has the identity of a Taoist doctor, and sometimes she can transcend the laws of the world, but there are always people who try to pull her back and make her realize that she is a few pounds and a few taels.

For a long time, although she was limited by tools and medicine, her medical skills far ahead of this era have not been able to be fully utilized, but because of her efforts and Zhang Rongkun's help, she still has many successful cases, so she has been recognized and respected by many people, and she has always fully revealed her helpful, peaceful and steady side.

But the other side of her, her anachronism, her conflict with the basic values of this era, has always existed.

She actually took great care when carving this evil dragon, so this dragon looks so vivid and alive. So when Chen Youcong came to the sand game room for the first time, the first thing he noticed was this dragon.

At that time, she thought that Chen Youcong had suppressed a lot of anger in her heart, so she would first notice this dragon with teeth and claws.

But it seems that it is not only Chen Youcong who has suppressed his anger.

Sensing the side he had been subconsciously trying to ignore, Zhang Weizhao had a feeling of sudden transparency.

Therefore, whether it is a sandbox game or a consultation, growth is often two-sided. Authentic communication allows people to see themselves better.

Although Chen Youcong only asked two questions: What kind of doll do you like the most? Why? touched Zhang Weizhao and made her aware of the unknown part of herself.

Of course, this is also because Zhang Weizhao has always maintained a relatively good awareness of himself. The first step for a psychiatrist is actually to learn to interpret oneself first.

I just heard Zhang Weizhao say that he likes this Western dragon because he likes powerful creatures, and Chen Youcong didn't feel strange at all.

He had long felt that Zhang Weizhao was different from the other women around him. Nowadays, most women are beautiful with light and beautiful faces, with shaved shoulders and waists, delicate and charming.

And Zhang Weizhao is very neat in both dress and action. Sometimes Chen Youcong has a feeling that if a person like Zhang Weizhao does not practice medicine and goes to join the army, he will also be the master who kills the enemy like chopping melons and vegetables, without mercy.

The beauty of the light and pretty, he is not disliked. With a soft face and a tactful posture, it will naturally look pleasing to the eye.

But Zhang Weizhao is different. She seems to be unconcerned about whether her appearance is pleasing to the eye, but her image is both steady and distinct. If someone puts a person like her in their hearts, it is like putting a ballast stone with a backbone.

Chen Youcong's grandmother, Empress Dowager Liu, is actually not the kind of woman who is amorous and graceful, but a woman with a plump appearance and a strong inside. It's a pity that the first emperor Chen Huaishen only has his original queen Qian in his heart, the elegant poetry and books, the slender and beautiful lady. He spoiled Liu, more because Liu was easy to give birth to and was good at raising children. Although he had already appointed Chen Jianjun as the crown prince, when he was dying, he repeatedly told Chen Jianjun that he would bury the Qian family and him in the same tomb after a hundred years, but he did not mention anything about the Liu family. This is the pain of Empress Dowager Liu's life.

This kind of pain, Liu has always been not shy about his children and grandchildren, so Chen Youcong has also heard of it.

Qian is a virtuous woman. But in Chen Youcong's heart, he feels that a tough woman like Empress Dowager Liu is really a model for motherhood in the world. Empress Dowager Qian died less than two years after the death of the first emperor, and even died because of grief, Chen Youcong has not seen her, but he has seen her portrait in the temple, that kind of weak and windy appearance, which makes Chen Youcong very suspicious of how can such a body that folds when the wind blows can support the world with Emperor Dayan?

So although many readers nowadays don't like the appearance of women with strength and vitality, Chen Youcong is not among them. He felt that there was nothing wrong with Zhang Weizhao liking evil dragons because of his reverence for power.

After Zhang Weizhao put the evil dragon on the sand, he didn't touch it again. At this time, Chen Youcong stood up and brought a few more dolls and placed them next to the evil dragon.

The way he laid it out was very interesting.

He took several vicious hunters, armed with spears and bows, and placed them horizontally at the dragon's feet, looking as if they had been defeated by the dragon.

A few more cattle and sheep were placed nearby, as if they were the trophies of the evil dragon.

This very childish move made Zhang Weizhao couldn't help laughing.

Chen Youcong also felt very happy. He suddenly seemed to be able to feel what Zhang Weizhao meant when he said that playing with sand can make people return to their innocence.

Just play like a child!

You don't have to be suspicious, you don't have to think about it, just do what you like with your heart. In the sandbox, he can build a world that he can control, no matter what he does, no matter what he does. Because it's a world of his own.

After doing this, Chen Youcong still felt unsatisfied, but at this time he heard the sound of bells and drums telling the time coming from afar.

Chen Youcong wanted to sit for a while, but he didn't want to show nostalgia. So he stood up.

Zhang Weizhao on the opposite side also stood up.

Chen Youcong took out a small gold ingot from his purse and handed it to Zhang Weizhao.

"This is today's consultation."

Zhang Weizhao took it and thanked him. Then send Chen Youcong out of the door.

When he sent the prince back to write the record, Zhang Weizhao took out the small gold ingot and looked at it carefully, this is the appearance of a small plum blossom. Although she had seen gold ingots in the shape of plum blossoms elsewhere, this plum blossom was particularly delicately cast, the petals looked soft, and the stamens were countable.