I seem to see Xiao Tianyu who was carefree ten years ago, at that time, he only had to protect me, and ensuring that I was safe and sound was his greatest happiness!

I'm a little discouraged, at this time, he is by my side, has he found the same feeling again?

But I don't want to look back, it's been so far away that I don't even bother to think about it.

I'm not me now, and he's not that person anymore.

I boredly retreated to the room, picked up my coat, put it on my arm, and walked out silently, he followed me.

I took the elevator downstairs, and when I arrived at the gate, he grabbed me, took the coat from my hand, put it on my body with his own hands, and wrapped my scarf around it, and then took my hand and walked out into the cold wind.

I was not used to it, I wanted to withdraw my hand, but he grabbed it tightly, did not let go, and did not look at me, his side face was so handsome, handsome that passers-by deliberately watched.

The air in the capital was dry and cold, piercing my skin, and I felt the north wind cut my face like a knife.

The breath is white mist, I have never been to the capital in winter, it is really cold here.

When I was young, I only came to the capital with my father a few times, but I never remembered it at all.

If I want to say that I have experienced the severe cold in the north, it was before the collapse of the Lin family, I was angry with Xiao Tianyu, and flew to the ice city and went to the ski resort in Yabuli.

The cold there is like that, the snow is white, everything is stiff, even the heart is stiff.

At this time, going around and around, he took my hand and walked on the streets of the capital, and I resisted a little from the heart.

I stretched out my hand and touched it inexplicably, where my forehead was bleeding back then, there was no confusion in the process of plastic surgery, but my memory is still there, and my heart is very sour.

"What are you thinking?" Xiao Tianyu asked softly, his voice full of restraint.

"I thought that when I went to Yabuli Ski Resort that year, my head was broken and my blood flowed, and the cold at that time was also like this! Even colder than this time, everything is stiff, including my heart! "My tone was flat like talking about other people's things.

Xiao Tianyu was speechless, just clenched my hand.

"I didn't think about it, I received a call that something was wrong at home, and my father suddenly went to the hospital, and he died within a few days, and Lin also fell! Scold! What a terrible nightmare! ”

I sighed, and my voice seemed so hollow.

"I'm sorry!"

Xiao Tianyu's voice was hoarse and a little stiff.

I snorted disdainfully, "Everything is irreversible!" I can only go with the flow! Gone without everything! ”

I pulled out my hand, clenched my collar in disguise, and put my hand in my coat pocket, clenching my fist tightly.

"And me!" His voice was extremely unstable, as if it were floating again.

"No luxury, I'm just Tina and want to live a peaceful life!" My tone was refusive, still emphasizing my Tina.

"Actually, whether it's your Tina or the stars, you're not destined to be bland!" He didn't look at me at all, just looked ahead, his collar was upright, and he was so handsome that the pedestrians on the road were looking at the two of us.

I don't say anything anymore, I don't want to communicate with him too much, for me, it's very meaningless, in my life from now on, whether there is him or not, it's still unknown, even if Qin Haonan lets me choose by myself, I know that I won't choose him again.

I'm tired, and I'm too tired of waiting, tolerating, and forbearance with him.

I'd rather be alone than look back.

"Think about what to eat!" I said lightly, diverting the topic and not wanting to discuss such a question.

"What do you want to eat?" He turned his head to look at me, with a little expectation on his handsome face, "Do you want to eat hot pot?" ”

"I don't want to, two people are bored eating hot pot!" I shook my head.

He turned his head and we walked down the road, looking at the signboards on either side.

"Seafood?" He asked again.

"Don't make a fuss, eat seafood here?" I looked at him, and there was mockery in my eyes, and he smiled wryly.

With eyes on my face, I snorted coldly, and wanted to ask him, am I good-looking?

Is it that I look good now, or is it the same as before?

I swallowed the words back when they came to my mouth, so why bother? If you don't have an idea, don't ask the kind of question that has an idea.

Fate is really ruthless, why do you have to bring two people who have passed through the border together, and each is okay?

Maybe he's right, maybe we're not going to be okay with each other.

I don't know why, I always hope that if this project is won, or if I take revenge on my father, I will go home and go back to the home that Qin Haonan bought for me in the United States, which is really good!

My mind is thinking about boundless things, and my mind is drifting far away.

I looked ahead.

"Mom's cooking! Hunan restaurant! ”

The two of us said in unison.

He looked at me and smiled at me, and I happened to look at him too, "Just eat this!" ”

Again, we are one in unison.

Inexplicably, we are all very happy, probably with the same goal.

We walked briskly forward, and he pulled me across the street and strode into the store.

Maybe it was only 3 o'clock in the afternoon, it was not yet food, there were few people in the store, we didn't ask for a private room, we chose a location with a view of the street outside, he helped me take off my coat and put it on the seat next to me.

Then he took it off himself, sat down, and reached out to call the waiter to order.

There were really a few dishes I liked to eat, and he called them all, called for a pot of hot water, and carefully washed and scalded my cups and cutlery.

I just sat there and watched him do everything elegantly, his slender fingers moving in harmony, and his handsome face carefully written.

There was a bunch of sunflowers on the table, with a plaid tablecloth, which looked so warm, I really wanted to wait for my mother's dishes to be served at the dining table at home.

The afternoon sun shone directly on his face, it was so warm and beautiful, and his face-like face was gilded with a faint warm golden yellow in front of my eyes.

Everything became so peaceful and beautiful, and there was a touch of warmth.

Mom!

My mind drifted far away, I haven't seen my mother for 5 years, and I don't know if she is okay, if she is as beautiful and virtuous as she was then.

A faint mist suddenly rose in my eyes, hazy, and I quickly turned my gaze out the window.

"What's wrong?"

His voice was hoarse and low, perhaps due to a lack of rest, or the cold air outside.

"Not really?" I withdrew my gaze and looked at him, "I won't announce the results tomorrow!" ”

If it goes well, there should be results! At the very least, we can feel whether we will win or not.

"What if I lose?" I looked at him and asked calmly.

"No!" He was determined to win, and his self-confidence was a little offensive.

Why not, victory and defeat are common things in soldiers.

Oh! All right!

That won't!

I don't want to argue with him, because I'm like him, I can't lose, I have to win!

At the very least, I won't lose here.

"Stellar ......"

I looked at him and waited for him to say the following.

"When this matter is settled, I want to take you somewhere!" He looked at me very seriously, and his eyes were full of tenderness.

I withdrew my eyes and hummed faintly, "Then let's talk about it!" ”

"Okay, I think you'll like it!"

I didn't follow his topic, I looked out the window, looking at the depression of the street scene in the capital, this season is really a bit desolate.

This meal was very good, and sometimes I would talk about one or two things from the past, and I could see that Xiao Tianyu was a little cautious in what I said.

In fact, I thought in my heart, why is this, why did we get to such a point, he trembled, like walking on thin ice.

And I, faintly, can't bring up a little fun.

"That's all in the past, why do you always look back, no matter how good it is, it's gone, and you can't go back! The future is what we need to work on! ”

I looked at him and said, "What is absent is absent!" ”

His eyes sank, and he nodded lightly, "That's right, I hope that in the future, I will not be absent again!" ”

I have received God, the days to come?

Thoughts have been lingering on these two words of the future, the future?

What will happen?

What does my future have to do with you?

I just want to be able to live an ordinary life with Brother Hao Nan in the future, and I will wait at the table for him to cook for me.

Thinking about such days, I suddenly feel very comfortable, no more fights, no more worries, just an ordinary life.

Brother Hao Nan said that no matter when, he would wait there, waiting for me to come home.

So warm words.

Xiao Tianyu seemed to notice that I had entered a completely closed state, only staying in his own world, and he couldn't get in, so I didn't set his program.

"Xingchen ......," he called softly.

I raised my eyes to look at him, and the enthusiasm in my eyes gradually faded.

"What are you thinking?"

"In the future!"

I said it in passing, but I regretted it a little, so why bother to let him guess.

"What will happen in the future?"

He asked.

I thought to myself, it's really stupid, it's a question I shouldn't ask at all.

"Leave it to the future!" I don't answer, who knows!

Xiao Tianyu looked at me a little distracted, I don't know what it was like for him to see my respectful face calling out the stars, but he would see that he stopped his chopsticks and looked at me meticulously.

Then I look up suddenly, and he tightens his eyes as if he is panicking.

It's been like this several times, so I just don't look at him, just let him see, anyway, this is me, it's not the star at all, it's ironic, isn't it?

After we had eaten, and he finished the bill, he reached out and picked up my coat, put it on for me with his own hands, and tied the scarf very carefully.

I know that what he can do is not something he did on purpose, when we were carefree, he did it like this, and I was able to do it without thinking when I was with him at that time.

That's why I became stupid and dependent, so much so that later, he left and went to the United States, and I lived for a long time to the point that I couldn't take care of myself.

Take the east and forget the west, and there is no taste in eating.

He reached out and grabbed my hand, clasped it in his palm and walked out.