I am also a lady from an official family, although I am a concubine, the treatment at home is no worse than that of my daughter. Every year on the first day of March, my father always took me to a far cliff early in the morning, and my father said that this is a good place to collect the aura of heaven and earth and gather the essence of the sun and the moon, and my mother must have lived well here.

I haven't met my mother, I only know that she is a miserable woman.

Xia Qianyi leaned against the corridor and reached out to touch the faint moonlight, how many years have I not been there? It's been years. She smiled, tears streaming out of her eyes without knowing it, "A year? Two years? Four years? …… It's been eight years......"

It seems that since my father died, I haven't been there, what year did my father leave, it should be when I was eight years old, my father said to find a good home for me earlier.

Later, I learned that my father was worried that I wouldn't have a good place to go after he left.

yes, after you were gone, I was driven out of my delicate house, and lived in the Chase house of the lowest people, dressed in burlap. I have to do a lot of work every day, but I always don't have enough to eat because I can't grab them.

It's been a long, long time, so long that I've almost forgotten that I was once a young lady.

Why did I become like this, I remember, because my sister snatched the bracelet that my mother left for me, and she wanted to wrongfully accuse me of stealing her, I was hung in the yard for a night that day, I was in pain, I was cold.

Then I had a thought, "Why? ”

Why?

But what did I do? Xia Qianyi couldn't believe that he had done these things, and asked himself over and over again, biting his mouth, suppressing something...... Are these really what you want?

"Born of a concubine, a cheap slave is not as good." Xia Qianyi was crying, but the corners of his mouth kept smiling far-fetched, gritting his teeth with a smile, laughing so painfully and forbearingly, "I, I remind myself all the time that I have to be clever and well-behaved in order to win the favor of the old lady; You have to be shy and weak, and be empathetic, so that you can win the heart of your brother and become the future head mother of the Chu family......"

What did I do...... I'm finally going to ...... I'm finally able to raise my eyebrows...... Am I really happy? Why do the tears keep flowing......

Gradually, her eyes became hollow, like a dead person.

If she had to choose again, she would still be. You ask her if she is dying in withering or struggling in decay, and she prefers the latter, she just wants to live, to live with dignity and glamour......

She probably forgot that she was real, and she liked Chu Lige very much.

People are always clinging to something in this life.

But he always loses his attachment in attachment.

Anling to the west, there is a maple forest, the forest is at the end, the cliff side cherry in the stele, the stele in the tears, who is it? Flowing Dance.

She cleaned up, pulled out the weeds and wild trees, and swept away the messy branches and leaves, "No one has taken care of this young man, where is your pampa?" Sakura Ryu Dance seemed to be joking, but when she said "Pu Jia", the movements in her hands stopped.

Your Leaves...... It's not me......

Holding a wooden box in her hand, she said apologetically, "I have fallen into a demon and caused the old lady to die." ”

She blew the dust on the stele, like a falling flower on the case that night, "I know, you don't want to see me again, but I miss you." Okay, why don't you go? ”

“…… Why did you leave? ”

No one responded, so she asked it again, twice, three times...... The voice was very soft, and she asked tirelessly, was there anything she was still expecting?

"The urn can't see the light."

Hearing the sound, I saw a woman with a little red between her lips, decorated with flowers between her eyebrows, dressed in dark brocade, wearing a chestnut cloak, and the beads hanging down from the crown were very smart. didn't say a word, didn't smile, didn't surprise or shine, but glanced at it for ten thousand years.

The woman deflected the oil-paper umbrella a little and covered the wooden box, "The deceased has passed away, please mourn." ”

"Yes, the deceased is gone." Sakura Liuwu smiled bitterly and said, people go to tea cool, and the tea is cool from the beginning.

The woman's fingers were pointing at something, and she circled around the mound. Suddenly, she took Sakura's hand and placed it on the stone tablet, "See?" ”

In a trance, Sakura Ryumai seemed to see something, but she couldn't believe it. She choked up in response, trying to swallow a breath in her throat to block the emptiness in her heart. It's ridiculous.

There are thousands of cherry blossoms in this world, but Rumeer. The white dew of the pampas and the jade bottle are given to each other. The moon lifted the pen and wrote: the rest of the leaves.

It turns out that it has always been me...... Sakura Dance stroking the stone monument obsessively, this life is enough.

"If you want to be martyred, this palace will not stop you, and if you are willing to give up looking for him in the next life, drink that Gu Meng Po Tang This palace will not stop you. Just ......"

"Just what?" Sakura Ryu Mai felt strange.

"It's just that his Lethe River is afraid that it will jump in vain, where there are snakes and insects, copper snakes and iron dogs, devoured by blood." The woman covered her mouth, looking distressed. "You have ruined life, and heaven cannot tolerate it."

Sakura Dance looks solemn, the people of Huangquan? "One person does things and one person is responsible, Liuwu will never live, and ask the girl to tell him not to suffer this thousand years of suffering."

The woman smiled, "You are kind-hearted, but they are aggressive." It's just a matter of falling in love. He forgot the pain of the river for thousands of years, and you suffered for thousands of years in the world. I hope that you have done good deeds and accumulated virtue in the past thousand years, atoned for this sin, and when the cherry blossoms are brilliant here, it will be the time for you to meet again. ”

On the cliff, there is only a smear of powder next to the monument. After a thousand years, the cherry blossoms are raining in color.

Everything in the world is reincarnated by cause and effect. Do you believe in fate? Believe it and don't believe it, you only know that fate pushes you forward, you can't hide from what should come, but you can try to hold your life in your hands, just ask for a clear conscience, and don't regret this life.

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