Back in their respective rooms, I put down my small bag, took a simple shower, changed into a moonlight loose long dress, long hair shawl, and I looked like I was fluttering in the mirror.

But there was still a question lingering in their minds, they actually booked a room.

I don't know why, my heart is very congested, I know that this should be a normal situation between couples, but my heart still aches faintly.

Once upon a time, Xiao Tianyu was the only one in the crook of his arm, but now it is different, he has shared a bed with others.

The heartache is overwhelming, and it seems that I am no longer a star in his universe.

The phone rang in my bag, it was very quiet, but I heard it anyway, and I flipped out my phone and slid the screen.

"Have you not slept yet, or have you woken up? What time is it now? ”

On the other side of the phone was Qiao Xin, but it was 3-4 o'clock in the morning in Canada.

"It's 4 o'clock in the morning when we go to the bathroom, and I think of you, are you okay?" Qiao Xin didn't even speak very clearly.

"What a good thing! The ghost doesn't go away, so ......" I grumbled.

"Huh? Don't tell me that you met Xiao Tianyu and the two of them? ”

"Hmm!"

"Holy! It's really bloody, Qingcheng looks really small! ”

Before I could say a few words, there was a knock on the door, and I quickly got up to open the door, it was Qin Haonan.

Qin Haonan just wanted to speak, but when he saw that I was answering the phone, he stopped himself and walked in.

Qiao Xin hurriedly said to me, "It's Qin Haonan, right?" Then I'll go back to sleep and be happy! Just see a pair of wild macaques! ”

I was suddenly amused by Qiao Xin, "Hahaha, is there such a nasty macaque?" ”

"Of course I don't know the rules if I haven't been trained, I'm asleep!" After saying that, he hung up the phone.

Qin Haonan asked gently, "Is it Miss Qiao?" ”

"Well, are we having fun?" I honestly want Qin Haonan to report.

"Are you happy? Well? Qin Haonan stood in front of me and looked at me.

"I'm happier without them!" I blinked my big eyes with a smile on my face, looked at Qin Haonan and said naughtily.

He smiled kindly, reached out and gently pinched my nose, "Don't be so childish! Don't punish yourself for the faults of others, it will be worth the loss! It's good to face it normally, they are not heinous bad people, it's good if you don't target them. ”

"Got it!" I pouted, looked at him with a wrinkled nose and asked, "Do you mean my small belly?" ”

"We stars won't!" Qin Haonan looked at me dotingly, his eyes were full of sweetness, "Let's go, let's go to dinner, and then come back to rest for a while and go to the hot springs, you can sleep well at night, you climbed the steep slope today, you will definitely be tired!" ”

"How do you know I've climbed a steep slope?" I looked at him in amazement and asked.

"Little fool, there are hints at the herringbone bridgehead, and there is a profile!"

"Huh? How I didn't see it! I spun around in place, "Damn Xiao Tianyu, he's too black-bellied!" ”

Qin Haonan didn't smile like words, he rubbed my head, his handsome face was full of sunshine, revealing neat and white teeth, and his eyes were narrowed into slits, "Okay, don't blame Tianyu, it's your own carelessness, okay, let's go, go downstairs!" ”

I also smiled and obediently walked out behind Qin Haonan.

The restaurant was a private room arranged by Xiao Tianyu in advance, clean and quiet, and the two of them were already there looking at the recipes.

"Brother Haonan, come and see, what do you want to eat?" Xiang Lingxue started with us.

"What does he eat, you ask me." Xiao Tianyu said casually while looking at the menu, and then rang the bell to order, I am really glad that I can still eat what I like to eat here, and it is basically what I want to eat.

After the dishes came up, Xiang Lingxue protested, "Why are the dishes here so vegetarian, Tianyu, you don't know, I went to France some time ago, and I died of pain every day for Western food." ”

"How would I know what you eat in France!" Xiao Tianyu retorted.

"You still said that you haven't told me yet, why can't I contact you in those days?" Xiang Lingxue asked.

"Who told me to report my whereabouts to you?" Xiao Tianyu was a little displeased, "Eat!" ”

"But it's too plain!" Xiang Lingxue shouted reluctantly.

"You carnivore?" Xiao Tianyu scolded Xiang Lingxue disdainfully.

"yes, what's wrong? I just love meat! ”

"Men are carnivorous!" Xiao Tianyu said darkly, and Qin Haonan laughed.

Xiang Lingxue turned her hand back to Xiao Tianyu, "Tianyu, you are good or bad now, do you know?" ”

Xiao Tianyu smiled and looked at me, my face blushed suddenly, and only then did I reflect the meaning of his words, feeling that they were flirting and scolding, and they were still in front of me.

What do I do? M's!

I lowered my eyelids when I didn't see it, it seems that I really haven't been ashamed, and it's okay to live together, can I use such hype?

My heart suddenly tightened, and I frowned.

What you eat in your mouth is no longer a taste, like chewing wax.

I regret the kiss I had with him today, and the more I think about it, the more disgusting I feel.

So there's no one, I'm going to slap myself in the face.

Isn't that right? Just now...... Didn't Xiang Lingxue say just now that she couldn't find him when she went to France, so where did he go? Didn't they all say that he went to France to accompany Xiang Lingxue.

My mood has been very low, I just can't be happy, I hate myself why I still have to be controlled by him to control my emotions, I restrain myself.

After eating a few bites randomly, the phone in my pocket rang, it was Xiaowan, I quickly got up and went to the balcony of the private room to answer the phone.

The restaurants here or the hotels in front of them are very distinctive, they are all very beautiful and simple bamboo buildings, spacious balconies with bamboo and wood railings, and the bamboo sea below, accompanied by the moonlight, and I have a flowing long skirt under the moon.

I didn't expect this scene to enter Xiao Tianyu's lens, but I never knew it.

Xiao Wan on the phone is very lively, it seems that she has integrated into the environment, I asked my mother how it is, she told me that my mother is very happy now, and she has also begun to make some local Chinese friends, and every day is very fulfilling.

I was relieved to hear the news.

Of course, I hope that Xiaowan and Mom are both okay and can start a new life calmly and happily, but I am a little lost in my heart, Dad is really gone?

I don't know why I'm so lost!

Yes, my mother has gradually come out of the haze, out of the fact that my father is not there, Xiaowan has adapted to the environment, what about me?

I asked Xiaowan, "Did my mother ask me?" ”

Xiao Wan was very silent, I didn't have to ask again, "Xiao Wan, go and call Mom to listen to the phone!" My tone was a little stiff.

I wonder if my mother really forgot that she still has a daughter.

Xiao Wan whispered to me, "She has friends!" Next time! ”

I had no choice but to give up, and after chatting with Xiaowan for a while, we hung up the phone.

I leaned quietly against the railing, looking up at the night sky, it was so deep and unreachable, just like my life now.

I was suddenly a little depressed and didn't go back to eat on the balcony.

Qin Haonan noticed that something was wrong with me, came to my side, and looked at my face: "Xingchen! ”

"Huh?"

I didn't look at him.

"Did something happen?"

"No, I just suddenly feel lost!"

We were all silent, "Brother Haonan, I'm a little tired, I'll go back first, and I'll go to the hot springs later!" ”

"Then I'll send you back to your room!"

"No, I can! Let's talk!"

I didn't say hello to the two of them, just walked out of the private room and walked out alone.

I didn't go back to the room, I walked downstairs on the bamboo forest path alone, the restaurant is on the right side of the main scenic area, a little far away from the small square, I can only faintly hear the noise there.

The bamboo shadow is swaying, accompanied by my lonely figure, inexplicable sourness hits me, I was abandoned in a place with a living memory, no one cares, is the family affection going to dissipate with the departure of my father?

My eyes were hot, and I felt lonely, and I walked dazedly into the depths of the bamboo forest, just wanting to escape from the hustle and bustle and find a real peace.

Even family affection will be like this, let alone a ten-year relationship.

Now that everything, all people, everything, everything is placed, only I will go from here.

I sat slowly on the leisure chair in the bamboo forest, and the goose-yellow landscape lights reflected my thin and clear me, dyed with a hazy mist, like a dream, I didn't know it myself.

I really hope that all this is a dream, and I will wake up one day suddenly, my father is still there, and Tianyu is still waiting for me.

A choked voice startled himself.

wiped the tears rolling down, and smiled sadly, it was really self-deceptive.

I still have illusions about him, and all this is not all thanks to him.

I took a deep breath and slowly exhaled it, I couldn't lose myself.

Suddenly, there was a sound of footsteps in the quiet bamboo forest, I raised my head in panic, and I saw Xiao Tianyu's long figure appearing on the path of the bamboo forest.

He walked up to me and looked down at me for a long time, but he spoke first: "It's dangerous to come out of such a place alone in an unfamiliar environment. ”

I stood up wordlessly, without looking at him, and walked back, and the moment we missed, he grabbed my wrist and we stood in the opposite direction, silent.

Yes, the direction is already different.

"Stellar ,......"

I didn't move, waiting for what he would say.

After standing together for a long time, he suddenly let go of my hand.

An unprecedented sense of loss and disappointment filled my empty heart at once.

I didn't hesitate and walked out of the bamboo forest.

Outside the bamboo forest, a full moon has climbed up to the stilted building, which is really beautiful. Just like that, it hangs in the night sky.

I walked in the direction of my stay, and the path back to the hotel was winding and quiet, with the scattered tail bamboos swaying on both sides, but the thoughts in my mind became clearer and clearer.

It's almost time to reach the hotel area, I just turned a clump of loose tailed bamboos, and I saw Xiang Lingxue hurriedly walking out from the front, she looked very eager, it seems that she came out to find Xiao Tianyu!

I hesitated, not wanting to bump into her, and took a step back.

But there was a faint voice of her voice, which was small but clear.

"You take this, don't get me wrong, it's Tsinghua No. 2 pool, I'll be there, if there is a change, I'll notify you, the phone is connected, you are not allowed to speak, I will tell you the new situation."

"Yes, Miss!"

"If there's any loss, don't blame me for being unkind!"

"Understood!"

I secretly wondered, what did she mean by this? I quietly looked in the direction of speaking, but I saw that Xiang Lingxue had already turned around and walked out, I hid in the bamboo bushes, and vaguely watched her from the way she came from and hurriedly flashed away.

I looked where she was talking, but there was nothing? I didn't see the two figures, I stood there suspiciously, wondering, who was she talking to? What do she mean by that?

I was wondering when a large hand snapped on my shoulder......