As soon as he came out of the fitting room, he saw Xiao Tianyu being pulled in by Xiang Lingxue, all eyes were a little stunned, Xiang Lingxue reacted quickly, "Xingchen, what a coincidence!" You're there too! ”

She saw the style I was wearing at a glance, "What a beautiful dress!" Is it new? After speaking, let go of Xiao Tianyu and walked to the hanger.

Xiao Tianyu was lazy and wanton, calm and calm, walked to the rest sofa and sat down, then squinted his eyes and looked at me, looking up and down, as if admiring, without a little surprise.

I smiled faintly at Xiang Lingxue, and I had long since lost the mood to look in the mirror to see the effect.

And Xiang Lingxue was already holding the model I tried on in her hand and trying it in front of the mirror.

My nails poked into the flesh of my palms, as if only by doing this self-harm could I ignore the pain in my heart.

"Tianyu, do you think this one looks good?" Xiang Lingxue asked Xiao Tianyu, turned around and asked me again, "Xingchen, do I look good in this color?" ”

I controlled my emotions and looked at Xiang Lingxue without being angry, not to mention, the body was hot enough, charming and enchanting, and my face had to admit that it was perfect, she was holding a red dress of the same style, and what I was doing was a night sky orchid.

I took a few steps back, took a look at Xiang Lingxue as a whole, then browsed and walked to the hanger of the same style, reached out and took down a green one, walked in front of Xiang Lingxue, tried it against her, and then said to her: "You are beautiful, white-skinned, this color is more suitable for you, and Mr. Xiao likes matcha green the most!" ”

I saw Xiao Tianyu's face sink for a moment, smiled with relief and asked Xiao Tianyu: "Yes!" Mr. Xiao! ”

Of course, I know that Xiao Tianyu's favorite color is the same as me, night sky blue.

Then he turned around and walked into the fitting room, changed his clothes, and walked out with his bag and the long dress of the night sky orchid.

Of course, Xiang Lingxue could hear the thorn in my words, but she still had an uncommon look on her face, compared to the skirt in her hand, pretending to be harmless.

Qiao Xin on the side had already stood up from the sofa with a look of boredom.

The shopping guide hurriedly walked over with a smile and asked me, "Miss Lin, does this need to be packed?" You wear a special temperament, just like a haute couture! ”

Of course, the clerks in the store know each other.

"Really? But I'm sorry, I don't like to win people's love! I handed the dress back.

Xiao Tianyu ignored my words, and all the attention was on my face.

Maybe he's not so happy, my expression will be so flat? That is ignoring them.

A wisp of warm anger flashed in his eyes, and he suppressed his anger in the next second, "If you like it, buy it!" It's okay to tie it together, I'd love to! ”

I smiled brightly and brightly, "Mr. Xiao is really generous, but Ling Xue likes it, I can let anything." And I don't like to spend irrelevant people's money? ”

I deliberately clung to the word 'irrelevant'.

"I don't hesitate! As long as you like it, don't leave any regrets! He smiled handsomely.

"I have no regrets in my dictionary, you go on." Qiao Xin and I walked out, not dragging the mud and water at all, the fire in my heart almost swallowed me, and I trembled slightly.

Xiao Tianyu used to love so much, but he was never stingy when he liked it.

But now......

Love?

It's a fart!

I don't believe in love for a long time now, that thing is too extravagant.

A person's life is like this, I can't keep up with one wrong step, and I have been dumped by love for a century.

I've loved it for so many years, and it's not the result of this, except for making myself haggard, old and yellow, oh, and four words, nothing!

"M's, it's really ghostly, you can meet them there, I'm really enough!"

Qiao Xin fell and beat her chest angrily, I fully understand her state, with her character, just looking at it like this, she can't interject, she is aggrieved!

"Xiang Lingxue, this slut, clean her up sooner or later, she is not a good thing, let me tell you! Hey, did you see that? As long as she has the opportunity, she will definitely show off, and she didn't dig the foot of the wall to dig it? She looked very calm. ”

Qiao Xin was very angry.

"Don't blame people for digging the corners of the wall, if it's loose, people will dig it, and flies don't bite seamless eggs!" I glanced at Qiao Xin, "Don't be angry, think about what to eat!" Save yourself going home and doing it! ”

As I walked, I said that my heart was actually very depressed.

Xiao Tianyu's words just now were obviously humiliating that I couldn't afford it, and indeed, I really couldn't afford it, I looked at that skirt, it was expensive, but I couldn't afford it, I couldn't wear it, and I wouldn't give Xiao Tianyu another chance to pay.

It's just that what I can't accept is that he humiliated me openly in front of Xiang Lingxue.

I took a deep breath and was discouraged.

"Yes, Xingchen, don't love someone too much, leave three points to love yourself, otherwise you will go crazy. I don't believe in love anymore! ”

Before I walked out of the mall, the mobile phone rang again, and I took it out and looked at it, it was a landline.

When I picked it up, it was still from the personnel department of Xiaolin International.

"Please tell your supervisor that I refuse the job, sorry, please don't call! Thank you! I politely declined, and before I could finish speaking, I hung up.

"It's Xiao Lin International's call again!" Qiao Xin looked at me and asked.

"Hmm!"

"I'll just tell you, Xingchen, you really can't go, there are no fuel-efficient lamps in that building, nothing to do, nothing to do, either treachery or theft, you must not have a good heart."

"I just don't want to fulfill his care. lest he brazenly make outsiders think he is taking care of me. ”

I clearly remember that when I went to thank Grandpa Xiao that day, Xiao Tianyu's words, he would take good care of him, and I knew that he would take care of him, and I would not give him a chance.

"Everything has been done, and I want outsiders to see how merciful he is, but I don't want him to be satisfied!"

"I have a backbone, I will beat you!" Qiao Xin patted me on the shoulder, very Jianghu, "Let's go, spicy fragrant pot!" ”

While waiting for the pot to boil, I ran my bored fingers around the ends of my hair and asked Qiao Xin, "How long can you stay?" ”

Maybe I asked suddenly, Qiao Xin was stunned for a moment.

I'm a little afraid that she will leave, at this time, I rely on her a lot, Qin Haonan is a man after all, and I also know Qin Haonan's thoughts, so I don't want to rely on him too much, after all, I'm still anxious now.

"I will accompany you until you settle down, and the family business is not the same with me or not." Qiao Xin is very righteous, and everything she does to me is a matter of charcoal in the snow.

"Qiao Xin, I don't know, what would I have done without you?"

My nose was sore, and a line of tears flowed down, this is my sincere words, I can't imagine what I would be like if Qiao Xin didn't come back during this time, no matter what, she is like my backbone, a strong spiritual backing.

"Don't be sensational, eat it quickly, the taste of this house is really authentic, we will come here next time! After eating, I went home. ”

I sneered and wiped my eyes, "Yes! I just want to sleep! ”

"Xingchen, you remember, people are good at being bullied, horses are good at being ridden, you be tough, don't get used to them!"

“OK！ I see! ”

This meal is really hilarious, spicy and fragrant, numb and enjoyable, and the two of us have mouths full of red oil.

The next day, we were still checking the job posting, but strangely, there was no invitation to retest.

The more this happened, the more anxious I became, I didn't believe it, I couldn't even find a job.

Gradually, I lowered my standards, and finally a few small companies called me for an interview, and I happily went to the interview.

But when they saw me, they all handed my resume back, "I'm sorry! Miss Lin, our company needs designers with relevant work experience. ”

"I'm sorry, your conditions don't meet our company's requirements!"

"I'm really sorry, Miss Lin, your design ...... Excuse me! ”

"Applying for a soft decoration designer? Do you know the soft furnishings market? Do you know the prices of each grade of these ingredients? Can you quote directly? ”

"Can't? So what are you applying for? This is not your eldest lady's fantasy at home, we have to have market experience, and we will come to these items with our mouths! You don't know anything, and you're still applying? The money out there isn't as easy to mix up as it is when you're the eldest lady! ”

“......”

Their attitude has changed from being polite before, to becoming more and more sharp, and I really don't understand what good it is for them to be so rude.

Am I the eldest lady, and what is in the way of them?

It turns out that the outside world is such a reality, maybe in their eyes, my previous life is a sin, a debt to everyone's heart balance.

I walked out of the last company and threw the resume I was holding in my arms into the trash.

Qiao Xin followed behind you and me and repeatedly persuaded me, "Xingchen, don't worry, looking for a job is like this, you have to meet the right person at the right time, the right company." ”

I wanted to cry without tears, I never thought I was a piece of 'waste'.

That night, in my 22 years of life, I was in unprecedented despair, I leaned on the head of the bed and looked at the moon hanging in the night sky outside the window, and asked myself, why my sky was suddenly dark, could I Lin Xingchen really have no place to stand, can let me stand up straight, don't lie down, leave a dignity for myself.

It's a day, it's Friday, and there's a job fair.

I woke up early and quietly made breakfast.

Last night Qiao Xin persuaded me too late and didn't get up yet. I took a quick bite, then packed myself up, took my information, and I went to the recruitment site to have a look.

Along the way, I made up my mind, as long as I have a share of work, I will change it if I can't stabilize it a little, just feed myself, I can't rely on Qiao Xin for a lifetime.

Thinking that Qiao Xin was going back after all, I clenched my fists, and there was an indescribable helplessness even to the point of panic, but she was going to leave anyway.

The hall of the job fair was crowded, more lively than the wholesale market, and within 20 minutes, I was sweating and didn't hand over a few materials, let alone talk about it.

Sometimes, I'm just being carried away.

For a moment, a heavy mist rose in my eyes, and I silently shouted in my heart, "Dad! ......”

I was annoyed at my absurdity.

Qiao Xin called and asked, "Xingchen, where did you go?"

"I'm at the job fair, you sleep! Go back when you're done! ”

She complained that I hadn't told her so she could come with me.

"You wait, I'll go find you."

The moment I hung up the phone, it was as if I had been charged, and suddenly I had strength.

I sniffed and squeezed my way towards the recruiting unit.