There are houses in front and back, and the view from the balcony is not good, but you can still see the magnificent blue of the sky in late summer and early autumn. Low clouds stacked from the horizon to the sky, chubby, hanging halfway up the buildings in the distance, like docile mammals. The quiet girl stretched her waist, pulled a blanket that was about to hang to the ground, and said with a smile: "It's so comfortable, I'm sleepy." Seeing that the friend sitting opposite didn't respond, he stretched out his foot and scratched her leg and asked, "What's wrong with you, you've been in a daze." "Huh?" Shi Jiaojiao came back to her senses, looked at the sixth child, pulled a blanket to cover her bare feet, and replied, "I'm thinking, I don't know what time Xia Lei will come." ”

Before the words fell, the sound of unlocking sounded outside the living room, Shi Jiaojiao stood by the balcony sliding door, saw Xia Lei walking into the kitchen with a few plastic bags, put down her things and walked out, only to see the person in the door frame, and asked, "Fei Fei is sleeping?" Shi Jiaojiao greeted her, and the sixth heard Xia Lei's voice shouting, "Come here and rest for a while!" The two people in the living room looked at each other and smiled, and came to the balcony one after another, Xia Lei retracted her inquiring gaze and asked, "Why didn't you see that fat old lady?" ”

Shi Jiaojiao kicked the stool she was sitting on to Xia Lei's side, leaned on the windowsill and replied, "I'll leave as soon as I come, and I don't know if I'll come back at night." Xia Lei pouted, "I'm lazy when I see you!" As he spoke, he sat down and looked at the sixth child, and said with a smile: "The medicine I prepared last time is almost finished, and Su Wang said that as long as you pay attention to recuperation, there should be no problem with daily activities." A hint of shyness flashed in the sixth child's eyes, and he nodded, "Then can I still move in with you?" Xia Lei smiled: "Of course, Grandma Ah Qian has already cleaned up the room." ”

Lao Liu's eyebrows stretched out when he heard this, and he looked up at Shi Jiaojiao and said, "Great, I've been staying at home all the time, I'm going to grow mushrooms!" Although Shi Jiaojiao was happy, she also had other doubts, so she thought about it and asked Xia Lei, "Grandma Aqian, is there no opinion?" Although Fei Fei can move normally, many people also have more things to do. Xia Lei waved her hand, "Don't worry, I have it!" The sixth nodded, "I won't just make trouble, I can help Lei Lei register the registration materials, keep a running account or something." ”

Seeing that the two of them had made plans, Shi Jiaojiao didn't say anything more and changed the topic, "How did you get in touch with Dr. Su later?" As soon as the words came out, Xia Lei looked at the sixth child to cover her mouth and snickered, but the sixth child lowered her head and blushed inexplicably. Shi Jiaojiao's eyes moved, and she saw that there was a lot of hidden secret, so she couldn't help but smile and ask again, "Okay, is there something big to hide from me?" "The sixth is like an ostrich, his head is buried even lower. Xia Lei raised her head and blinked and said, "Actually, the four of us haven't skimmed the eight characters yet, only you are left...... "What! Shi Jiaojiao's voice was so shocked that her voice was an octave higher, "What did I miss?" ”

The corners of Xia Lei's mouth nodded downward, "You did miss a lot of big things. As he spoke, he cast an inquiring glance at the sixth child, and the big eyes of the sixth child blinked meekly. You must have known more than I did when they were in the hospital, right? Xia Lei asked, Shi Jiaojiao watched the sixth child grow his hair back and his hairy head, and said, "Although I was less in time, I can already see some signs, that kid is very interested in Fei Fei." Xia Lei nodded, "On the day Su Wang came to find Fei Fei, I happened to be there, a scene you can't imagine." ”

Since the sixth child entered the course of treatment, Su Wang's concern has not diminished but increased, and he has been with him in the ward almost whenever he is free. The chemotherapy went very well, but her radiotherapy response was particularly strong, as if she wanted to liquidate the side effects of chemotherapy! Every time the sixth child is treated with radiotherapy, it is like going to prison. Su Wang watched the sixth child suffer neuropathic pain silently, unable to eat or sleep, vomiting violently at every turn, and felt more pain than he had experienced.

On the day of Lao Liu's last radiotherapy, Su Wang observed a four-hour laparotomy. As soon as the operation was over, he didn't even have time to say a word to his colleagues, so he went straight to the sixth child's ward. The ward was so quiet that Su Wang's hand was trembling when he pushed open the door. The thin curtains couldn't block the sunlight outside, and the infusion stand was still there, and the sixth child was quietly leaning on the head of the bed. She turned her head when she heard the sound of the door opening, and when she saw Su Wang, she pursed her lips and smiled softly, and said weakly, "Are you here?" ”

"I'm sorry, I didn't know there would be surgery today." Su Wang walked to the side of the bed, "Why don't you sleep for a while?" The sixth smiled stupidly, shook his head and said, "You came in just now when you were a little sleepy." Su Wang wanted to help her remove a piece of hair from the corner of her mouth, but she didn't stretch out her hand when she thought about it, just frowned and looked at her, and asked with her eyes, "Are you okay?" Ji Fei gently pounded his braincase, "It's not bad this time, there is no reaction, you see that I didn't vomit." ”

Su Wang saw countless beads of sweat seeping out of Lao Liu's smooth forehead, gradually wetting her hair. A hot liquid fell without warning, and before the sixth child realized what it was, a dazzling red flower bloomed on the snow-white quilt, followed by the second and third......

"This ......" Lao Liu subconsciously touched his nose, and his fingers were blood-red. She looked at Su Wang ignorantly, "What's going on...... I flow...... Vomit! "It's too late, it's too fast, and the moment the sixth man leaned over to the bed, Su Wang had already taken the trash can!

Tears and snot flowed out profusely due to intense vomiting. The sixth child didn't have any food in his stomach, so he could only spit out pale yellow bitter water! Acid reflux caused by vomiting creates a burning pain in the throat that quickly triggers a headache. "It hurts...... Vomit...... I hurt so much......" The sixth cried out in pain, thrashing his head to relieve the pain. Seeing this, Su Wang hurriedly dropped the paper, rushed up and grabbed her hands, "Don't do this!" ”

"Woo...... It hurts! The sixth raised his head, his eyes were full of water, his nose was mixed with residual blood, and he cried: "Doctor Su, it's so uncomfortable!" Help me, help me......"

Su Wang felt the slender wrist in his palm tremble. In the past, no matter how strong the reaction was, she gritted her teeth and pretended to be calm, and even comforted the people around her. It must be painful to the limit now! He stared at the miserable sick face in front of him, his heart was twisted, and he suddenly held Lao Liuyi in his arms, and said hurriedly: "Pass it to me, pass it on to me!" I hurt for you. ”……

Being tightly encircled in your arms, even if you don't have the strength to do so, someone will give you enough support. Lao Liu's chin was forced to press on Su Wang's shoulder, his ears were close to his neck, the body temperature was ironed, the touch was delicate, and he could clearly feel his arteries, beating one by one and thumping vigorously!

Pain, vomiting, or dizziness...... All the pain associated with the disease, like boiling water that has been abruptly removed from the source of the fire, is instantly calmed. Maybe Su Wang had been to the Chinese medicine pharmacy before, because there was a faint smell of herbs on his white coat, which made people feel sleepy......

The sixth raised his hands slightly, wanting to give a response to this sturdy embrace. But she broke free from the temptation of sleep and opened her eyes, and saw the snow-white walls in front of her that belonged to the hospital room. "No, you can't." The sixth child closed his eyes weakly again, and his arm hesitated, but still quietly hung to his sides.

In the next few days, the girl's reaction was unexpected by Su Wang, and it was completely reasonable: the sixth child refused all visits from Su Wang. If no one could stop him from entering the ward, she, who was listening to the radio, would immediately hide under the quilt and leave without answering any other person's call, until he sighed and left. And Su Wang was not discouraged, sometimes he accosted her during Dr. Hao's routine inquiries, and at this time, no matter what the sixth said in the last second, he would immediately close his mouth and not respond to a word......

Witnessing Su Wang leaving again and again in despair, and then looking back at the eyes of the sixth child in the ward, even if she had already broken it and thought that it was an accident, Mother Ji felt unbearable. The woman counted the items on the bedside table, squatted down and turned her head to her daughter, "Feifei, mother knows that you are right to do this." The two can't get together anyway, so don't waste their feelings at first. However, Ji's mother sat next to the sixth child, took her daughter's hand, bowed her head and said, "You don't have to do such a bad thing, make both of you feel bad." ”

The sixth child didn't reply to the woman's words immediately, picked up the cabinet with his hand, and looked at the pot of meat brought by Shi Jiaojiao left and right. Perhaps it was not properly maintained, or perhaps the environment of the ward was not suitable for its growth, and it lost its original pleasing form, and its leaves were crumpled and looked as if it would die at any moment.

"Isn't there a saying that long pain is better than short pain?" The sixth put the plant back on the cabinet, straightened the quilt and lay down again, and asked casually: "When will my father come over when he will be discharged from the hospital the day after tomorrow?" "At three or four o'clock in the afternoon, a batch of goods will be taken from the factory." The sixth man closed his eyes and thought to himself: It's okay to come at any time, anyway, Su Wang will have a holiday the day after tomorrow.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, the weather had been sunny for more than ten days, and it actually started to rain early in the morning. Ji's father came to the ward before eleven o'clock, which surprised his wife, "Why did you arrive so early and the goods couldn't be delivered?" Ji's father walked to his daughter's bed and said, "It's raining outside, it's still a little cold, wear more." After seeing his daughter's smiling face, he turned back to his wife and said, "I don't need to watch the shipment, have you packed up your things?" ”

Ji's mother completed the discharge procedures early, just waiting for her husband to come and set off. She put on a hat for the sixth child, wrapped her tightly in a shawl, and helped her out of the place where she had lived for months. Walking to the elevator door, the sixth child suddenly stopped, Ji's mother looked over, and saw a figure very similar to Su Wang quickly burrowing into an aisle. "Let's go!" Ji's mother urged, and the sixth pushed his mother's hand away, "I'll go back." ”

Lao Liu walked towards the aisle where the figure disappeared, Ji's mother had mixed feelings in her heart, and she didn't know whether to step forward and drag her away, or follow her daughter's true wishes...... Ji's father had just finished answering the phone, and his car was blocking someone else's way out, and the other party asked him to move the car quickly. I was anxious to look up and see that my daughter had turned back for some reason, and hurriedly asked, "What's the matter, I am still reluctant to go to the hospital?" As he spoke, he was about to catch up, but his wife stopped him, "You go and move the car first." ”