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By the time the woman opened her eyes, it was already the afternoon of the next day, and the man had already left.

She felt that her nerves could no longer innervate any of her bones, and it took all her mind to barely open her eyes.

She tilted her head slightly, her eyes looked at the unfamiliar environment around her, and what caught her eyes was full of mess and bleakness, and her clothes were thrown in tattered clothes in the corner of the bed, scattered on the ground...

It's enough to imagine how tragic a battle last night was...

The first night of the baby for so many years was in a trance of one night, and even the dazzling red left on the white sheets under him was laughing at his own cruelty and sadness at the moment.

Recalling last night's scenes, it was blurry but still fresh in my memory...

Last night, it was the graduation dinner of their design department of H University.

She looked at the colorful wine bottles on the table, and still remembered the last time she drank, Chen Chen had been blocking the wine for her, until she watched him being poured wine by everyone, drinking until his stomach bleed and was sent to the hospital, she stayed in front of his hospital bed and cried all night.

She thought she would never touch alcohol again.

But this night, she drank the whole bottle by herself, and she could still sit here honestly.

It turns out that the weak women who are not guarded by no one are all men in their hearts.

From now on, there will be no one to stop her from drinking.

From high school to college, the seven-year long-distance love run failed to resist this final test.

The love she had always believed in, the world she had always guarded, was shattered into sharp fragments at this moment, piercing her chaotic mind.

"Xixi, I like you very much, can you stay with me?"

"Xixi, I don't want to be separated from you, can we apply to the same university?"

"Xixi, don't be afraid, I'll help you."

……

Every word of promise has now turned into sporadic memories, and the warmth of the past has turned into a whistling wind, leaving a ravine in her heart.

For so many years, she has maintained the feelings with her heart, tried her best to understand his feelings, she adored his worship, and existed in his existence, it turned out that it was all a sadness.

Before today, he in her eyes has always been humble and considerate, and he has never seen any bad habits of his son, he is gentle with her, takes care of her embarrassed family, he is very good to her, and makes her willing to do anything for him.

But just before eating, he called her out, it was the first time she had seen him smoke, and it was not the first time that he had done so, and he stretched out two fingers in front of her, crushed the burning red heart with his own hands, twisted out a hot cigarette butt, and looked at himself with a look of disdain.

He said, Luoxi, you never knew me, what you saw was not the real me, and I began to choose to be with you, but I just looked at you as a beauty, and I never broke up with myself just because I pity you. But you, you should be grateful to me for helping your family so much, my mother scolds me all day because of these things in your family, I don't care about you anymore, we have been together for so long, it's good to talk about it, and no one will pester anyone in the future.

She listened to him quietly, speechless, she had nothing to argue with, and she had no way to fight for it.

In addition to the feelings she has been pouring into, everything else is Chen Chen's giving, and she has no reason to beg him to stay.

Looking at the back of his resolute departure, she realized that she had always been a clown in his eyes, calling for fun when she liked it, and ridiculing her at will when she didn't like it.

He is the one who spends money to watch the play, and he is the one who can stop at any time, he is the successor of the powerful Chen's Securities Company, he can get any woman, how can he be so delusional to believe that he can be as single-minded and wholehearted as he seems on the surface.

How can a family like his own be worthy of him?

Through his blurred tears, he saw Chen Chen at the other table raising a glass to invite a classmate, his face was full of his usual handsome and handsome.

Unintentionally caught a glimpse of Luo Xi, who was dressed in a white dress, looking at him with tears, Chen Chen's face crossed a touch of almost inaudible disgust, and then turned his gaze again, looking at Mei Qin, who was dressed bewitching tonight, his eyes couldn't help but exude a gentle and ambiguous atmosphere, just like when he looked at himself.

She watched his expression carefully, not wanting to give him another chance to hurt herself, gritted her teeth and turned back, and continued to drink.

She vaguely remembered that Cheng Sisi persuaded her not to drink anymore, and Mei Qin brought Chu Lilian over to taunt her, she didn't remember which of them handed over a glass of water, she felt that she was drunk at the time, and she didn't hesitate much, and drank it in a daze.

……

She had no memory of what happened after that.

But she clearly knows that she has lost her seven-year lover and lost her precious first time.

After graduating, she really couldn't take anything with her.

Fighting the pain between her legs, she barely got out of bed and walked into the bathroom with her legs shaking.

Looking at the deep and shallow marks on his body, Luo Xi's fingers scrubbed vigorously, eager to peel off a layer of his tender skin, and the water sprayed down, blending with the surging tears, regardless of each other...

……

After a long catharsis, Luo Xi pushed open the bathroom door with a bath towel, lightly touched the ground with his toes, and asked softly in a suppressed voice: "Ahem, is there anyone?" ”

No one answered.

She tiptoed out of the bathroom and walked around the room barefoot.

This room is really luxurious, with a living room, bedroom, bathroom, and study.

There was a tempting breakfast on the living room table, but it was clear that the meal had been sitting on the table for a morning, and the temperature was already cold.

On the stool lay her handbag and an unfamiliar white dress, not the kind of little dress she had bought in the street shop yesterday for the party.

This style is much more conservative than that one, the places that should not be exposed are all sewn tightly by fine workmanship, the fabric is very soft and comfortable, and then look at the sign, it is obviously not a brand she can afford.

Yesterday the skirt had been torn off, and although I don't know where this new skirt came from, I could only wear it, but I didn't expect it to be the right size.

There was a note pressed under the skirt, "The room fee has been paid for two days, thank you for your stay!" ”

The handwriting is strong and powerful, and the flying and dancing are self-contained, and the pen and ink are smooth and done in one go.

It's a good hand, but the character is not very good.

Luo Xi pouted.

Thank you for your yarn ball, this girl's first night was ruined by you, it's good not to settle accounts with you, thank you?! I'll thank you with bird in my brain!

Wait, why is it poured with bird poop...

She put the note away, and maybe one day she would be able to find the "culprit" based on the handwriting.

Sitting on a chair eating leftovers, looking around the house, although the decoration is unpretentious, it shows the noble atmosphere everywhere, every furnishing is extraordinary, the floor-to-ceiling windows are covered by soft black brocade, and the inside and outside are clearly layered, which is not like the ordinary specifications of the Flame Hotel.

Whose room is opened?

According to Sisi's spending power, he can't afford to open such a room, Chen Chen didn't pay attention to his side at all yesterday, let alone him.

What's more, his handwriting is familiar to him, and this note is obviously not his.

Looking at the empty middle finger of his right hand, Luo Xi squeezed out a wry smile.

Chen Chen, do you really want me to erase you from my life?

You refuse to leave me even this last thought, are you really such a ruthless man?

But if not him, who could it be?

"Huh." Luo Xi himself suddenly laughed bitterly.

Whoever it was last night and now knows all this, does it still make sense?

What if you know it, can you go to them and theorize?

What about the results of the theory?

What can be changed other than embarrassing yourself?

blamed myself for being too incompetent and relying on others too much before to be thrown so badly.

Well, from today on, she Luoxi will rely on herself to work hard, find her younger brother, take care of her family, and never rely on others for half a point.

She Luoxi wants to live again and live for herself......

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