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I'm really embarrassed, I was going to write it from half past one, and I fell asleep after writing 6,000 words, but I saw a post that took out the old things from before and splashed me with dirty water.

Then I talked to my friend for half an hour, and finally watched that person be a demon, and I couldn't stand it anymore, so I went up and talked about it, from one o'clock to three o'clock now. Maybe I'm really so poor in psychological tolerance that when I see the kind of posts that slander and don't say things clearly, my heart will pound, and I also experience the feeling of "my heart is about to jump out of my throat" in the novel, and my personal experience proves to you that this is true.

I'm sick now, I don't know if it's because I'm sick to that man, or because my body can't stay up all night.

In short, whoever provokes me and I scold anyone, no matter who it is, the old readers who chased me when I hit the title and cover of the old book should know that I am very fierce, and there are many people who chase my old books who stand on each other in turn, saying that because he doesn't read my books, or even indiscriminately stomps on me.

I'm not wrong, and a discerning person will help me if he knows that I'm right, so even if I'm the only one behind me, I'm scared.

But this thing is really disgusting.

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I'm sorry that this incident, which I don't know how long has passed, has affected me again, so much so that I said it again.

Every time I encounter this kind of thing, I only have one thought: [Is it because the results of my books are not good enough, my readers are not enough, and I am not good enough, so the people who lead to this kind of White Lotus character can not be afraid of me at all to bully me, step on me and ridicule me, and all kinds of things because I am not there can be unscrupulous to slander me. I came without any weakness and did not reply to all my words, and left a simple sentence and did not reply. 】

I'm tired, I felt incompetent last time, and I still feel incompetent this time.

I should have been ruthless, it was hard for them to say anything after that incident, but because that person deleted the book, it didn't come to light.

I regret it.

Sorry, I'm really feeling a little delicate.

Some people may say that I am hypocritical, but I am really all kind now, my grades are very bad, if I have good grades, these disgusting people dare to do this to me some thoughts.

In the final analysis, I am still too useless, lazy, staying up late, and helpless.

And, I know I probably shouldn't talk too much, but I want to say it anyway. You can filter it out below, and I won't say anything if you want to scold me, after all, what I say is one opinion, and what you see is another opinion.

Some of the cuties who watched Tanmei were very happy to hear that the author was a man, and they were sought after in various ways. I know you might be disgusted with me and scold me if I said it. But there are some things I know better than anyone else in the author's circle.

I hope you don't pursue the author in all kinds of ways just because he is a man, and don't like him blindly. You have to distinguish what you like, and don't like him very much because he is a man and writes about Tanmei, and think it is very strange, so if he does something wrong, you can stand on his side regardless of everything.

Now QQ reads Tanmei very little, and the male author writes that "some people" in Tanmei are even more interested in "this" and deliberately wrote it, because it sells character design, because it is very convenient to hype.

You have to believe that not all men are generous, generous, and gentlemanly, and the White Lotus still has it.

Then the people who read the book have all kinds of discussions, and all kinds of discussions about whether the author is gay or not.

I hope you can be wiser, even if you like it, be more careful, and don't let people use it as a gun.

You must know that whether it is tearing up for an idol, or tearing up a favorite author, or a friend, you must stand clearly on which is right and which is wrong. You can't just like blind support, it's really scary.

It's easy to be taken as a snatch, maybe you will say that you will help because you like it, and then the author does not come forward, and the reader keeps scolding, and the author does not come out until the end.

The network is a thread, and no one knows what kind of person it is. People in reality can have thousands of faces, not to mention the Internet, others have hundreds of masks, maybe you don't know. What you see is what the author wants to present the most, and of course you can think that I am the same.

QQ reads whether it is plagiarism, or what, tearing, even if I am bitten in the future, if I am wrong, I will not distort the facts.

Right is right, wrong is wrong. How many people support it, standing on the wrong side, it is just to be with the wrong side and give up on oneself, and it can't change the fact that the person who is being supported is wrong, it will only make people feel more disgusting.

At least the world is still bright, and the darkness in the heart can still be seen.

I'm sorry, it's really hard.

Especially in the middle of the night.

Recently, I have also come up with some ideas that I want to break off this book, and I have been hesitating.

You also say that I can't stand it a few times, but whenever I want to code well, there are always a lot of things that come up.

Caught off guard, it also makes people feel ridiculous, ironic, and disgusting.

The person who tore that with me, how clever he is, avoiding the important and trivial, I am disgusting is disgusting, he is the blacklist of my life, and I will never change his opinion that he is a white lotus in my impression.

Because of him, it's really hard for me to be indifferent to some male authors who read and write Tanmei on QQ, and I'm disgusted.

Because of what face, :), I also know a little bit, there are many plays, and I have some contact.

I don't say the name, I'll just say these things here, if someone looks at me and wants to pick me, I don't care.

For the first time, because of a "man", I almost hated the male authors in the whole circle who wrote about Tanmei.

At first, I thought there was really nothing to do, and I deleted the book review of this matter, but this thing came out again.

It's so late now, I can only write a change first, my body can't stand it, I've been nauseous, I don't know what the reason is, I just heard two big noises outside, and I was startled.

I guess I'm going to die suddenly one day.

It's really tiring that you have someone to support me, I'm so lazy, so irresponsible, and I bring negative emotions to you.

I'm sorry, I just want to tell you what I think in my heart, if you think I'm contrived and miserable, I'll also say I'm sorry.

Good night.

I can't guarantee that tomorrow the third watch will be finished, because this matter is still fermenting, and I may quarrel with him. He caused it, but I asked me to let him go, but the post he replied to had nothing to do with me, he had to pull me.

I won't sit still, if he continues to be a demon, I'll die. I have evidence and everything, and if he distorts right and wrong, I will not tolerate it.

So, if it is torn up tomorrow because of this incident, I can't guarantee whether it will be released in all three watches. Now that the inspiration is open, it should be no problem to write, but I guess it will be very anxious.

Again, I'm sorry, I'll add more after this is resolved.

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The weak are justified, creating a pitiful appearance. But don't forget, the wrong weak person is wrong, and even if he is weak, he is just deceiving some people who don't know what he is talking about.

Don't blindly associate with the White Lotus, the bite is very painful and tiring.

It's four o'clock, and it's the same as last time.

Good night.